FEATURE: Life Thru a (Retro) Lens: Bringing a Different Side of the '90s to the Small Screen

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Life Thru a (Retro) Lens

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Bringing a Different Side of the '90s to the Small Screen

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I hope that she won’t mind me…

IN THIS PHOTO: A shot of Camden, North London PHOTO CREDIT: Artūras Kokorevas/Pexels

invoking her name, but there was an Instagram video posted by Elizabeth McCafferty, shot on a camcorder (see below) – shot around Hackney – of ordinary and everyday street scenes. If you look at her Instagram, there is this incredible blend. Personal photos that have a gloss and aesthetic that are wonderful of course. What one might associate with Instagram. However, there is something charmingly lo-fi or lower resolution that seems to be the antithesis of Instagram and social media. Look at big accounts of high-profile names and there is this emphasis on shine, filters and everything being very beautiful, idyllic and high-resolution. I have to do it to an extent as a music journalist, but I do not really post photos of myself too much, as I am pumping out so much work. As someone who I think will direct short films and bigger work in the future, McCafferty is a producer and journalist whose account is fascinating. In terms of what she films, the people she interviews and features. You can check out her published articles. She films and focuses on the more unconventional. Areas that the media does not really cover. I think, with her journalism, photos and videos, she wants people to connect more with those from different walks of life. Rather than just those that are popular, famous or more conventionally popular/appealing. I love her photography and her incredible recordings. I think that we will see her on the screen a lot more in the future in acting roles too. Go and check out her Paranormia podcast. I think what struck me most when it comes to applying to this to music is how, whether it is a magazine spread, interview, biopic or music film, everything is very bright and ‘perfect’. In terms of the quality of the picture/visual.

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Rather than it being anti-cinema or basic, what hit me about Elizabeth McCafferty videos – the one particular one I saw -, is that it took me back to my childhood in the 1990s. I live in Hackney myself, so I could relate to a lot of the scenes and what made the clip so relatable. I spend as much free time as possible in Camden. I shall come to that part of London soon and why it is relevant. When I was young, I was taking pictures from a disposable camera. I was listening to music through a Discman or a boom-box. I had a small camcorder at some point and would use that. Things were simpler and less technology-driven and, whilst it might seem primitive and flawed now, many people are actually going back to brick phones, cameras and things that we thought we had disposed of years ago. Rather than this being a rebellion against technology and the way we are obsessed with being online, there is something more physical and emotion-provoking when we take pictures through an actual camera. I can imagine this is a reason why McCafferty, and those like her (though there are not many), find beauty and something deeper in this than shooting in HD or making things very polished for social media. Even if she does blend styles and resolutions, it is the people she captured and speaks to and a more retro/older-fashioned aesthetic that is so distinct and appealing in this day and age. I was thinking about the new resurgence of 1990s music and culture. After Oasis’ reunion of last year and many other bands from that time getting back on stage, plus long-lasting bands from that time (like Suede) releasing career-best music, I do wonder whether this will be translated to the small screen. There aren’t many music-based shows. I waxed lyrical about Riot Women from last year. More about original music and the modern-day, it is about middle-aged women forming a band to get their voice heard. It is a brilliant Sally Wainwright-penned series. I also loved Mix Tape. “Years on from their teen romance in 80s Sheffield, music brings them back together - was this the love they were meant to have? Romance and heartbreak with a banging soundtrack”. Whilst both exceptional series’, they were rare in a schedule packed with reality shows and favourites. I do wonder whether anything ‘90s-based will surface this year.

In my last mention of Elizabeth McAferty, I have been thinking of that slightly grainer or lo-fi lens. The people, sides of life and culture that are not really explored and seen as media-worthy or desirable. In terms of music of the ‘90s, I feel there has been a re-focus on Britpop and a particular scene and time. The title of this feature refers to Robbie Williams’s debut album, Life Thru a Lens, that was released in 1997. I recently wrote about The Prodigy’s Firestarter, which was released as a single in 1996. Maybe that side of things is what I am thinking about. Tying into Camden and a slightly scuzzier or more authentic look at life in the 1990s – maybe 1996, 1997 or 1998 -, it would be great to have a series or one-off programme that might mix elements of Mix Tape and Riot Women, that is based in Camden and follows the lives of a group of friends trying to make their way and find success/realise their dreams. Maybe comedic in tone, it would also have some darker or edgier moments (violence, drug references and sex). However, the way it looks and is filmed would be the focus. I am not sure what cameras are used to shoot most modern shows. That look that is very glossy/polished. Not to suggest the thing would be shot on camcorder or something as expensive or trickly as Super-8, but it would be great to see the slightly dirtier, odder, wilder or less-discussed areas and sides of 1990s music and culture shot authentically. There are articles that chart the evolution of camcorders, and others that tell us not to bemoan its death. If the nostalgic charm of camcorders is enticing more and more couples getting married, could its appeals sustain to a longer-form film? In a recent episode of Miranda Sawyer’s Talk '90s to Me podcast, Adam Buxton discussed the use of handheld cameras during The Adam and Joe Show (a 1990s sketch series with Joe Cornish that was homemade and quite D.I.Y.) and some of the downsides, in terms of the visuals. However, the revival of digital cameras and handheld options has been happening for a few years. That aesthetic and feel that is warmer and maybe a little less ultra-bright in a modern online age that is so intensely bright, polished and blemish-free. It makes me yearn for a show where the modern and slightly older can coexist. With an amazing soundtrack, there are actors that I have in mind who would be brilliant. I do think that music is generally under-represented on screen. Maybe the expense of clearing songs or a perceived lack of demand. There would be a reservoir of possibilities when it comes to modern artists and documentaries/films where they are united or an original film featuring music from wonderful artists of today.

 

However, as last year especially was a big one for reviving the' ‘90s, I do fear that there will be very little translated to the screen. There have been podcasts and books, yet no new drama or comedy where we can see those iconic or rarer tracks brought to life. For me, there are many reasons for wanting to have a project like this realised. Not only to show a different side to the decade with a soundtrack that is not all Oasis, Blur, Pulp – featuring more women in the mix for a start! -, and also doing something different in terms of the storyline. Tackling issues and prejudice that exist today that are not often tackled on screen. More than anything, it is the aesthetic and look of things. I do love shows with a particular definition. It is what we are used to and what is seen as preferable. However, even if it was a small part of the show/series, getting a genuine feel of the handheld or nostalgic. No longer obsolete, many people are picking up camcorders and older kit when filming, as it does look amazing and has this feel that is hard to put into words. A lot of what was once current or normal was discarded and replaced in the rush of technology and modern evolution. However, with vinyl being huge and older phones, cameras etc being picked up again – and not to be seen as cool or following a trend -, this is not really represented on the screen. Not in the U.S. either. It is strange. Two of my favourite series from last year had music at their hearts, but the 1990s and a different side to it is long overdue some appreciation and oxygen. It does make me emotional looking at older photos and seeing footage on a camcorder. There is this strange romance and something so evocative about it that seems to be the opposite of what we see on social media and the media at large. Featuring some brilliant tracks from 1996, 1997 and 1998 perhaps, set in North London and really thinking about the look and visual feel of the series/show, I think it could prove popular.  It is a shot and slice of '90s life…

THROUGH a different lens.

FEATURE: The Great American Songbook: Jennifer Lopez

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The Great American Songbook

Jennifer Lopez

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PERHAPS the biggest reason…

IN THIS PHOTO: Jennifer Lopez (J.Lo) in a publicity photo for SNL in 2001

I am including Jennifer Lopez in this The Great American Songbook is that one of her best albums, J.Lo, turns twenty-five on 16th January. I was seventeen when the album came out and was aware of Jennifer Lopez following her incredible 1999 debut, On the 6. Singles like Love Don’t Cost a Thing and Ain’t It Funny are among my favourite songs from her. Although there is a slightly blackmark against the album, in that Sean ‘Diddy’ Combs is a producer and is currently (and fortunately) in prison – and I am not including any tracks he has a writing credit on -, I think it is one of the most underrated albums of the early-2000s. Many critics a bit lukewarm and sometimes critical. Given the power and popularity of the singles, tied to some great deeper cuts, we should nark twenty-five years of this gem of an album. I wonder whether Lopez will. Even though Jennifer Lopez’s 2024 album, This Is Me... Now, celebrated as rekindled romance that unfortunately ended in divorce – from one of her previous loves, Ben Affleck -, it is a remarkable album, so I hope she will not mind me including music from it in this mix. Entering a new phase of her career and personal life, I do hope we get a tenth studio album from her. What form will it take? A liberation or independent woman looking for love or someone reflecting on the politics of the U.S. under Donald Trump? Maybe a more reflective album following her divorce? Or something that nods back to her earliest days? Maybe more of the latter. I think we will hear a revitalised and energised Jennifer Lopez put out an album that is heartfelt and personal, though one that sits alongside the sound, confidence, sexiness and brilliance of modern day Pop queens.

Between 6th and 28th March, the icon is performing the second leg of Jennifer Lopez: Up All Night Live in Las Vegas in The Colosseum at Caesars Palace. The residency looks phenomenal! Kicking off an amazing opening show on 30th December, Lopez joked about her divorce history, but she also told the audience what she has learned and how she is in her ‘happy era’. Of course, Lopez faced ageism and misogyny when she was criticised for her choice of outfits and showcasing her stunning physique. Sexy, confident and dazzling, she hit back and dropped mic on those who dared t criticise her! Even as one of the most successful artists ever, she still has to face criticism, ageism and sexism. I do wonder if we will ever reach a moment when women over the age of forty will be respected and not constantly exposed to scrutiny about their age and whether they are dressed appropriately. The Bronx-born artist is one of the most influential of her generation. Inspiring the trajectory of music in the 2000s and being cited as an influence (or being seen as impacting) artists like Selena Gomez, Lady Gaga, Miley Cyrus, Ricky Martin, ROSALÍA, and so many more, Lopez helped bring about a Latin music explosion to the mainstream. I remember when she came through in the late-1990s and all the excitement round her music and promise. She did really make an instant impact on music. Something that was hugely important and different. Adding much needed dynamics and sounds to the scene.

A hugely successful artist whose albums have sold millions and her fanbase has grown with each album release, there are few artists are important and influential as Jennifer Lopez, in my humble opinion. For this The Great American Songbook, I am collating a twenty-song mix of Lopez’s best songs. Some deep cuts too. Showing how consistent she is. Although she has never gained the critical kudos and respect she deserves and is long overdue, her success and the quality of her music will remain and endure for decades. Before getting to that mix, I want to include biography from AllMusic:

“Jennifer Lopez has seamlessly transitioned from actress to pop singer and back again repeatedly over a long career that has seen her flourishing in both of her chosen fields. She launched her music career with On the 6, a 1999 album that featured the number one single "If You Had My Love." The first in a string of successful neo-disco singles that kept her at the top of the charts throughout the 2000s, a period of time where she racked up such achievements as being the first woman to simultaneously claim the number one album and number one film in the U.S. when her second album, J.Lo, appeared the same week as The Wedding Planner. As she maintained a presence on the silver screen, Lopez branched out into other ventures, such as fragrances and clothing, while also spending a good portion of the 2010s as a judge on American Idol. All this activity pushed her recording to the background, but she resumed her pop career with great fanfare in 2024 with the release of This Is Me…Now, a sequel to her 2002 hit album This Is Me…Then. Along with a tour and the single "Birthday," 2025 saw Lopez star in the big-screen adaptation of the musical Kiss of the Spider Woman.

Jennifer Lynn Lopez was born in the Bronx, New York, on July 24, 1969. After starting out in musical theater as a child, she made her film debut at age 16 in the little-seen My Little Girl, but she was later tapped to become one of the dancing "Fly Girls" on the television sketch comedy series In Living Color. A recurring role on the TV drama Second Chances followed before Lopez was thrust into the limelight co-starring with Wesley Snipes and Woody Harrelson in the 1995 feature film Money Train. Smaller roles in pictures including My Family/Mi Familia, Jack, and Blood and Wine followed before she landed the title role in 1997's Selena, portraying the slain Tejano singer. The resulting acclaim for Selena included a Golden Globe nomination for Best Actress. Co-starring opposite George Clooney in 1998's acclaimed Out of Sight, Lopez became the highest-paid Latina actress in Hollywood history. The following summer, she returned to her musical roots with her debut pop album, On the 6, scoring a major hit with the single "If You Had My Love."

Lopez didn't waste time perfecting a sophomore effort, the appropriately titled J.Lo, which was issued in early 2001. The following year, Lopez released J to tha L-O!: The Remixes and This Is Me...Then, which spawned another hit single, "Jenny from the Block." The album reached number two on the Billboard 200. Although her high-profile romance with Ben Affleck created more headlines than her recording career, her follow-up, 2005's Rebirth -- released just after she married singer Marc Anthony -- debuted at number two on U.S. album chart. The Spanish-language album Como Ama una Mujer followed in 2007, peaking at number ten on the Billboard 200 while remaining at the top of the Latin chart for seven consecutive weeks. In October of that same year, Lopez put out a more "traditional" pop album, Brave, followed by an accompanying tour. It peaked at number 12. Love?, another pop album, was released in April 2011, a few months after Lopez debuted alongside Randy Jackson and Aerosmith's Steven Tyler as one of the judges on American Idol.

Love? proved Lopez's biggest hit in years, no doubt benefiting from her role as an Idol judge. Lopez stayed for two seasons. Just as the news of her 2012 departure arrived, so too did news of her divorce from Marc Anthony. Her first hits collection, Dance Again...The Hits, appeared in July 2012 and entered the Billboard album chart at number 20.

Lopez returned to American Idol for its 13th season in January 2014. During its run, she started to tease her new album, releasing its first single, "I Luh Ya Papi," in March; it peaked at 77 on the Hot 100 and seven on the Hot Dance Club Songs chart. After the season wrapped, she released her eighth album, A.K.A., which was also her first record for the Capitol label. In 2015, she voiced a character in the animated feature film Home, and also contributed the single "Feel the Light" to the movie's soundtrack. Lopez kicked off an extended live concert residency at the AXIS at Planet Hollywood in Las Vegas in January of 2016. That same month, she premiered in the role of NYPD detective Harlee Santos on the NBC series Shades of Blue.

Several months later, she made a return to Epic Records after a six-year absence from the label with the release of the single "Ain't Your Mama." Lopez also premiered the song with a live performance on the finale of the 15th season of American Idol. In July 2017, she released the single "Ni Tú Ni Yo," which was co-written and executive-produced by ex-husband Marc Anthony. "Amor, Amor, Amor," featuring Wisin, followed that November, and a bilingual single titled "Dinero," featuring DJ Khaled and Cardi B, arrived in May 2018. Shades of Blue aired its final episode that August. "Limitless," her contribution to the soundtrack of romantic comedy Second Act, followed later in the year. She also co-produced and starred in the film.

In 2019, Lopez appeared in the independent crime-comedy Hustlers, portraying strip-club dancer Ramona. It led to best-supporting actress nominations at the Golden Globes, the Screen Actors Guild, and the Independent Spirit Awards. Alongside Shakira, Jennifer Lopez co-headlined the Halftime Show at Superbowl LIV in 2020, an event she later chronicled in the 2022 documentary Jennifer Lopez: Halftime. That September, she released two songs with Colombian singer Maluma, "Pa' Ti" and "Lonely," both of which were later included on the soundtrack to Lopez's 2021 romantic-comedy film Marry Me. She also released the solo track "On My Way" as a single from the film. Later that year, she teamed up with rising Puerto Rican star Rauw Alejandro for the single "Cambia el Paso."

After releasing a pair of films in 2023 -- Shotgun Wedding arrived in January, The Mother appeared in May -- Lopez revived her recording career as part of an ambitious project called This Is Me…Now. Conceived as a sequel to 2002's This Is Me…Then, the album was inspired by her reunion with Ben Affleck, whom she married in 2022, roughly 18 years after they called off their first engagement; the couple divorced in 2025. Accompanied by a full-length film and featuring the lead single "Can't Get Enough," This Is Me…Now appeared in February 2024, cracking the Top 40 of the Billboard 200. In July 2025, on her actual 56th birthday and while still headlining her Up All Night: Live in 2025 tour, Lopez delivered the swaggering and club-ready single "Birthday." Also in 2025, she returned to acting, starring in director Bill Condon's big-screen adaptation of the Broadway musical Kiss of the Spider Woman”.

If On the 6 was this amazing actor moving into music in 1999 with a confident and wonderful debut, she adopted something different with its 2001 follow-up, J.Lo. This moniker and name that many would refer to her for years – I am referring to her as Jennifer Lopez -, was a breakthrough. In spite of the multiple studios, raft of studio and songwriters, the album is very much powered and defined by Jennifer Lopez’s incredible performances and distinct sound. The album was certified quadruple platinum in the United States, making it her highest-selling to date, and became the sixth most successful album of the year worldwide. On 16th January, J.Lo turns twenty-five. I wanted to celebrate that by including songs from that album and other Jennifer Lopez albums for this amazing mix. A salute and celebration of this…

MUSIC goddess.

FEATURE: Top of the City: The Spine-Tingling Power of Kate Bush’s Before the Dawn Live Album

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Top of the City

IN THIS PHOTO: Kate Bush during the shooting of the video for And Dream of Sheep, a track that forms part of her suite, The Ninth Wave, which is performed during Act II of 2014’s Before the Dawn. The live album was released in 2016/PHOTO CREDIT: Trevor Leighton

The Spine-Tingling Power of Kate Bush’s Before the Dawn Live Album

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big Kate Bush anniversaries this year. A couple of singles are celebrating big birthdays, though nothing in the way of albums. However, on 25th November, it will be ten years since Bush released the live album of her 2014 residency, Before the Dawn. I was one of the unlucky ones who was not there to see her perform. However, I did get the vinyl of Before the Dawn when it came out in 2016. I have also got the C.D. version and am listening to it at the moment. I wanted to revisit and re-examine the album as it has had this effect on me. I am not sure why Kate Bush does not want to make Before the Dawn available on Spotify. It is on Apple, and people have uploaded tracks from the album onto YouTube. It is a shame that we cannot enjoy this live album on Spotify. Also, in terms of its availability, getting the vinyl new is a challenge. You can see more about Before the Dawn on Kate Bush’s website, though when you follow the link to buy the four-vinyl set, it is extortionately expensive. It begs the question, when she has remastered her studio albums and even brought out Best of the Other Sides, why her stunning live album has not been brought back onto vinyl? Maybe it would be expensive to do so though, for those who could not see Before the Dawn, hearing it and getting a sense of what it was like relies on physical and digital formats. Few will buy the C..D or buy it from Apple, so you do really need that vinyl option available. I shall come to a review for the live album, as it is clear how much hard work Bush put into it. In terms of producing and mixing, it was something that dominated a lot of her time and focus. Matt Everitt of BBC Radio 6 Music spoke with Kate Bush in 2016 around the release of the album. Since then, she has done quite a lot. Reissued and remastered her albums. Aerial was reissued and she has released her book of lyrics. The whole Stranger Things sensation – twice, in fact – and that 2024 hint that she is ready to work on a new album. Two years after that seismic residency and everything associated with that, she released the live album through her Fish People album. Aside from the inclusion of Never Be Mine – a track rehearsed but not included in the setlist -, it was short on surprise inclusions. Instead, a pure and captivating replication of what thousands flocked to see in Hammersmith in 2014. Before the Dawn stunned me when I first heard it. I had the house to myself and played the vinyl through and lay on the floor with my eyes closed and tried to imagine I was there. I think the first time around, I was trying to project myself into the crowd and immerse myself in the whole thing. The fact I am revisiting it is because I am viewing the album in a new way and focusing on Kate Bush’s vocals.

Before I get there, a bit of background and detail about the album. In the linear notes for Before the Dawn, this is what Kate Bush observed about an experience that must have ranked alongside the most important, memorable and happiest (and nerve-wracking) of her career. I do wonder if she will ever perform live again:

“It was an extraordinary experience putting the show together. It was a huge amount of work, a lot of fun and an enormous privilege to work with such an incredibly talented team. This is the audio document. I hope that this can stand alone as a piece of music in its own right and that it can be enjoyed by people who knew nothing about the shows as well as those who were there.

I never expected the overwhelming response of the audiences, every night filling the show with life and excitement. They are there in every beat of the recorded music. Even when you can’t hear them, you can feel them. Nothing at all has been re-recorded or overdubbed on this live album, just two or three sound FX added to help with the atmosphere.

On the first disc the track, Never Be Mine, is the only take that exists, and was recorded when the show was being filmed without an audience. It was cut because the show was too long but is now back in its original position. Everything else runs as was, with only a few edits to help the flow of the music.
On stage, the main feature of The Ninth Wave was a woman lost at sea, floating in the water, projected onto a large oval screen – the idea being that this pre-recorded film was reality. The lead vocals for these sequences were sung live at the time of filming in a deep water tank at Pinewood. A lot of research went into how to mic this vocal. As far as we know it had never been done before. I hoped that the vocals would sound more realistic and emotive by being sung in this difficult environment. (You can see the boom mic in the photo on the back of the booklet. This had to be painted out of every shot in post-production although very little of the boom mic recording was used. The main mic was on the life jacket disguised as an inflator tube!) The rest of the lead vocals on this disc were sung live on stage as part of the dream sequences. The only way to make this story work as an audio piece was to present it more like a radio play and subdue the applause until the last track when the story is over and we are all back in the theatre again with the audience response.

Unlike The Ninth Wave which was about the struggle to stay alive in a dark, terrifying ocean, A Sky Of Honey is about the passing of a summer’s day. The original idea behind this piece was to explore the connection between birdsong and light, and why the light triggers the birds to sing. It begins with a lovely afternoon in golden sunlight, surrounded by birdsong. As night falls, the music slowly builds until the break of dawn.
This show was one of the most exciting things I’ve ever been involved in. Thank you to everyone who made it happen and who embraced the process of allowing it to continually evolve”.

What makes the residency/live album so fascinating is how Bush mounts Hounds of Love’s The Ninth Wave. The conceptual side of the 1985 masterpiece is epic and must have been exhausting to rehearse and put together. So much about its drama and this story of a woman lost of sea that gets rescued, its dynamic, look and energy is very different to the second disco of 2005’s Aerial, A Sky of Honey, which is about the course of a summer’s day. In terms of pairing these and Bush having the skill, stamina and vision to realise these sites perfectly and nail the performances every night is testament to her undiminished brilliance! Maybe taking her back to 1979 and The Tour of Life, the demands on her to deliver these high-concept shows and sings as she is also acting out these incredible visions and scenes, I feel, inspired directly huge live shows that would follow. You could argue that some of the highest-grossing and grand-spectacle extravaganza from the likes of Taylor Swift, Kylie Minogue and Beyoncé can be tied back to Kate Bush. Some might say Madonna got there first, though remember The Tour of Life was before any Madonna tour, so you can say Bush influenced that and, by extension Madonna’s live shows throughout her career. Act II was Hounds of Love and The Ninth Wave. Act II is Aerial and A Sky of Honey. The encore of Before the Dawn is 50 Words for Snow’s Among Angels and a Hounds of Love classic, Cloudbusting. Two very different songs to end the set. Act I was dedicated to songs from different albums. Lily (The Red Shoes) opens things. That leads to Hounds of Love (Hounds of Love), Joanni (Aerial), Top of the City (The Red Shoes) – Never Be Mine from The Sensual World is on the album but not in the set -, Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God) and closing with King of the Mountain (Aerial).

That final Act I song, about Elvis Presley, fame and I think Kate Bush and the media speculation around her and calling her a recluse, seems like the perfect song that then leads us back twenty years before that song came out to The Ninth Wave. Astronomer’s Call, Watching Them Without Her (dialogue) and Little Light are all newly-written pieces. For Aerial’s suite, there is actually a new song. One suspects it was for Albert McIntosh. Or Bertie. Someone who helped convince her back onto the stage, I suspect this was written to give him a singing part. He does appear during A Sky of Honey, including The Painter’s Link, but this is a fascinating new song for him. In terms of chronology, Tawny Moon is after the dusk. Seeing the moon rising and being able to represent that through song. There were some interviews from 2016, where Kate Bush discussed her thoughts on those live shows two years before. Plus the live album that she was putting out. This FADER interview is one I would recommend. I wanted to draw in some extracts from this interview from The New York Times:

“The “Before the Dawn” shows were phantasmagoric spectacles, involving video, choreography, lighting and puppetry. They were filmed, but early ideas about releasing both audio and video of the concert gave way to the current audio-only release. At the moment, Ms. Bush said, there are “no plans” to release the film.

“It was designed as a live piece of theater,” Ms. Bush said, “and I think that film is such a different medium from being in the presence of people onstage and among an audience. It’s such a completely different experience. I think in a lot of ways that a live album is more representative of what we’ve done.”

Ms. Bush became a hitmaker in Britain when she emerged in 1978, still a teenager, with the single “Wuthering Heights.” At the height of British punk, the song retold the Emily Brontë novel in an odd, arresting tour-de-force of piano filigree, continually unfolding melody and stratospheric vocals.

That introduced a career of constant transformations. “I do want to push,” Ms. Bush said. “I want to push the people that work with me, and I want to try and push the music somewhere. Each time I start a new album, I want it to be different from what I’ve done before.”

In Britain, Ms. Bush’s songs have reached the Top 10 from 1978 to 2012. In the United States, she’s best known for the 1985 single “Running Up That Hill (A Deal With God)” and her radiant guest vocal on Peter Gabriel’s “Don’t Give Up,” but she has a devoted following that includes many songwriters, among them Tori Amos and Maxwell. Through the years, Ms. Bush’s music has encompassed operatic agility, folky delicacy, hard-rock power, cabaret guile and global rhythms, while her lyrics have featured or alluded to characters from history and literature (Joan of Arc, Molly Bloom from “Ulysses,” Peter Pan) as well as anonymous but affecting archetypes: parents, children, dreamers, mystics.

Among them, who is she? “I can’t say that I can think of any of my songs that are really at all autobiographical,” she said, “and yet at the same time, they have to be personal, because you’re throwing yourself into them. I guess it’s the same for any artist: It’s not necessarily them, but it’s got them in it.”

She added: “It’s a bit like when you’re reading a story out loud and you have to put on the voices for the different characters. I don’t know if I really identify with them, but you have to find out who’s telling the story.”

She opened the “Before the Dawn” shows with “Lily,” which invokes the protection of angels. “It starts with a prayer,” Ms. Bush said. “I wanted the whole room to be with this prayer that would protect us all throughout the journey.”

Returning to live performance was “very scary,” Ms. Bush said. “I didn’t know if I would be any good. That was really the fear factor. The thing of putting the show together, though it was daunting and challenging, it was something that I felt I could do. Whether it would be any good or not was another story. But stepping into it as a performer was really pretty terrifying.”

She had been thinking about performing again after making her 2011 album, “50 Words for Snow.” She also wanted to work with her son, Bertie McIntosh, then 16, who urged her to “push the ‘go’ button,” she said.

Once she got started, “there was a real sense of it wanting to happen,” she said. “Sometimes when I’ve started projects, from everywhere you get obstacles flying in. But with this, people that I wanted to get on the team, who’d said ‘I’d love to do it but I can’t,’ would suddenly get a project canceled — and they could.”

There were other coincidences. Ms. Bush had decided to perform “Joanni,” her song about Joan of Arc, in the opening section of the show — a concert presentation before the dreamlike theatrical experience to follow. Her keyboardist had recently recorded cathedral bells in Rouen, France, where Joan was burned, and he played them at rehearsal. Ms. Bush had changed the key to accommodate her aging voice, and “the first thing we all said was, ‘My God, they’re in tune!’” she recalled. “If we hadn’t taken the song down in pitch, they wouldn’t have been in tune”.

All of this gives more context to Before the Dawn. It also makes me wonder why the vinyl is not available and whether it will ever come to streaming. However, over Christmas, I was listening to the album on C..D. in my car. Whilst perhaps not as idyllic as listening to the vinyl in a warm room, I experienced it from a new perspective. Rather than closing my eyes and imagining myself at the Evetim Apollo in 2014 – not advisable if you are driving! -, I was concentrating directly on Kate Bush and her vocals. Many people have criticised Kate Bush’s vocals on later albums like 2011’s 50 Words for Snow. It is an ageism that so many artists have to face. I actually think that Before the Dawn features Bush’s voice at its best. Though deeper and rawer, I think it is more powerful and evocative than ever. I also see Before the Dawn like a second instalment of Director’s Cut. That is where Bush re-recorded songs from The Sensual World and The Red Shoes. Many critics did not like the album because of the vocals. I do think that Before the Dawn’s vocals are extraordinary and we get to hear some well-known songs in a new context. Tracks such as Top of the City especially stirring and emotional. Nearly ten years after the live album was released, it is still affecting me. I am not sure how people who did see her perform and listen to the album compare the experiences. For me, I am perhaps less disappointed that I was not there, as I get so much from the album. Bush is not only in tune throughout. She is at the top of her game throughout. At the top in the city of London. At a venue where she both saw the final Ziggy Stardust concert in 1973, and ended her run of The Tour of Life in 1979.

“Of course, raw is an adjective one uses relatively, when considering an album that features a band of blue-chip sessioneers, celebrated jazz-fusion musicians and former Miles Davis sidemen: you’re not going to mistake the contents of Before the Dawn for those of, say, Conflict’s Live Woolwich Poly ’86. But, unlike most latterday live albums, it actually sounds like a band playing live. There’s a sibilance about the vocals, a sort of echoey, booming quality to the sound, the occasional hint of unevenness: it doesn’t feel like a recording that’s been overdubbed and Auto-Tuned into sterility. Given their pedigree, you’d expect the musicians involved to be incredibly nimble and adept, but more startling is how propulsive and exciting they sound, even when dealing with Bush’s more hazy and dreamlike material. It’s a state of affairs amplified by Bush’s voice, which is in fantastic shape. On King of the Mountain or Hounds of Love, she has a way of suddenly shifting into a primal, throaty roar – not the vocal style you’d most closely associate with Kate Bush – that sounds all the more effective for clearly being recorded live. Furthermore, there’s a vividness about the emotional twists and turns of A Sea of Honey, A Sky of Honey – from the beatific, sun-dappled contentment associated with Balearic music to brooding sadness and back again – that just isn’t there on the studio version, great though that is.

PHOTO CREDIT: Ken McKay/Rex Features

That answers the question about what the point of Before the Dawn is: like 2011’s Director’s Cut, it’s an album that shows Bush’s back catalogue off in a different light. And perhaps it’s better, or at least more fitting, that her 2014 shows are commemorated with an album rather than a film or a Blu-ray or whatever it is that you play inside those virtual reality headsets people are getting so excited about. They were a huge pop cultural event, as the first gigs in four decades by one of rock’s tiny handful of real elusive geniuses were always bound to be, but they were shrouded in a sense of enigma: almost uniquely, hardly anyone who attended the first night had any real idea what was going to happen. Even more unusually, that air of mystery clung to the shows after the 22-date run ended: virtually everyone present complied with Bush’s request not to film anything on their phones, and the handful that didn’t saw their footage quickly removed from YouTube. Before the Dawn provides a memento for those who were there and a vague indication of what went on for those who weren’t, without compromising the shows’ appealingly mysterious air: a quality you suspect the woman behind it realises is in very short supply in rock music these days”.

Let’s hope that the vinyl is reissued and we can buy that (affordably). Maybe it will never come to Spotify, though its tenth anniversary on 25th November may move Kate Bush to reconsider. The incredible voice that runs from Lily – this mantra and prayer that guides the audience on the quest they are about to have – to the final notes of Cloudbusting are so extraordinary. I have been moved by other live albums and artists’ vocal performances, but Kate Bush’s Before the Dawn set hits me in a way…

THAT no other does.

FEATURE: Don't You Know You Might Find… Oasis’ Don’t Look Back in Anger at Thirty

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Don't You Know You Might Find…

Oasis’ Don’t Look Back in Anger at Thirty

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EVEN if…

I spend time marking the thirtieth anniversary of Oasis’ (What's the Story) Morning Glory? last year, its fifth single, Don’t Look Back in Anger, turns thirty on 19th February. I was eager to revisit Oasis and this song, as it is one of their most loved. This is their second-most streamed track behind Wonderwall. It was the case that songwriter Noel Gallagher said he could either sing lead on Wonderwall or Don’t Look Back in Anger. As it was, Liam got to sing on Oasis’ most-streamed song, and Noel took lead on Don’t Look Back on Anger. I want to step inside the eye of its mind. Get to grips with this song. One that took on a new life and meaning as Oasis toured last year for their reunion dates. A whole new generation are also discovering Don’t Look Back in Anger and the iconic album it is from. Such was the popularity and momentum of (What's the Story) Morning Glory?, the band were still putting singles out from it in 1996. Don’t Look Back in Anger was the final single from the album that was available in the U.K. as, for some reason, Champagne Supernova was not released in the U.K. – only Australia and New Zealand. That is perhaps the band’s defining song, so maybe a big missed opportunity that it was not a single here. However, Don’t Look Back in Anger was a success (it was a number one in the U.K.). There is a lot of mystery, or there was, regarding why the ‘Sally’ was/is in Don’t Look Back in Anger. Noel Gallagher did say in interviews how the name was picked up at random, as he did not know any Sally’s. The name and its sound seemed to fit. In a 2018 interview with WXPN, Noel Gallagher explained: "It started off as a song of defiance, about this woman: She's metaphorically seeing the diary of her life pass by, and she's thinking, 'You know what? I have no regrets.' She's raising a glass to it”. That idea about not being upset or angry about the past and things you should have said or done.

Maybe that holds relevance considering how Oasis got back together to tour and did not dwell on the turbulent past. Still holding so much power all these years later, I want to look ahead to the thirtieth anniversary of a classic from that decade. By February 1996, I guess Britpop was still going, though it had past its peak. Or at least other bands were entering the scene. For those who associate Oasis at their best with Liam Gallagher and his vocals, having Noel lead on Don’t Look Back on Anger might have felt odd. Not right or proper Oasis. Some did take against the song. Ted Kessler wrote a review for NME when the single was released in February 1996 and said this: “‘It’s a bit like Newcastle United without [les] Ferdinand: full of Noel’s Beardsley-esque artistry, but lacking Liam’s free-scoring attack. It seems out of place with the rest of ‘…Morning Glory?’”. In 2016, marking twenty years of Don’t Look Back in Anger, NME provided the story behind this anthem:

“Saturday, April 22, 1995, Sheffield Arena: a momentous Oasis date for two reasons. Sadly for Tony McCarroll, it was his last ever gig drumming for the band. But when one thing ends another begins, and it was in Noel Gallagher’s acoustic set that night that he played ‘Don’t Look Back In Anger’ for the first time, sandwiched between ‘take Me Away’ and ‘Talk Tonight. “I only wrote this on Tuesday,” he told the crowd, before sort-of dedicating it to The La’s frontman Lee Mavers: “You’ve not heard this one before, mate.” The original inspiration for the song came from Noel Gallagher visiting Paul Weller at The Manor studios in Oxford to play on the track ‘I Walk On Gilded Splinters’. While there, Weller played his song ‘Wings Of Speed’, and that was that.

Things were less simple in the recording studio. It began when Noel played both ‘Wonderwall’ and ‘Don’t Look Back In Anger’ to Liam, and asked him which one he wanted to sing. Liam chose ‘Wonderwall’, which was committed to tape without a hitch. When the time came to do ‘…Anger’, Liam wasn’t needed so went to the pub. Friendly man that he is, he proceeded to invite around 30 pissed Monmouth locals back to the studio from local boozers The Old Nag’s Head and The Bull. Noel turned up a few hours to find, according to Alan McGee, “half of fucking Monmouth” in his room, and “complete strangers playing with £30,000 worth of guitars”. He adds: “one of them asks him for the number of a cab and Noel kicks them out. A punch-up ensues, and Noel chases Liam out with a cricket bat.”

As Owen Morris tells it: “The next morning, Noel had left. The band was over. The album dead. No one knew if he was coming back. We were all gutted.”

A couple weeks later Noel did come back, and the band got back to business. But the question remains: do any versions of Liam singing ‘Don’t Look Back In Anger’ exist? Opinions differ. When quizzed by David Huggins of the Oasis Recording Info website, Rockfields Studios engineer Nick Brine said in an email: “My understanding is that Liam did record a vocal on the album version, but I think it was just one run-through for a bit of fun really.” Owen Morris refutes this claim: “Liam absolutely did not sing ‘Don’t Look Back In Anger’ at any point. Nick Brine’s memory is incorrect”.

But, intriguingly, Noel Gallagher said this to MOJO in 1997: “When I gave [Liam] ‘Don’t Look Back In Anger’ he’s singing ‘But don’t back in anger, not today’. I’m saying, It’s ‘don’t look back in anger’. ‘He’s saying, ‘Well, that’s not what’s fuckin’ written ‘ere, Chief.’” Whether anything was recorded, and whether it will ever be released, Noel only knows”.

There are other features and reviews I want to come to. In 2017, Noel Gallagher spoke to Radio X about Don’t Look Back in Anger and its legacy. CLASH shared a post concerning that interview and Gallagher’s memories and thoughts now. Little did he know that Oasis would be taking this song around the world in 2025. I can only imagine how emotional it was for fans young and older united when hearing the track played:

“Noel Gallagher has spoken about the continuing appeal of 'Don't Look Back In Anger'.

The songwriter turns 50 this weekend, and took time out to chat with Radio X presenter Jon Kennedy.

The conversation turned to the Oasis classic 'Don't Look Back In Anger', prompted by an emotional rendition earlier in the week.

Following a minute's silence held for the victims of the Manchester Arena terrorist attack the crowd gave an impromptu rendering of 'Don't Look Back In Anger' – an incredible moment, in a week filled with so much sorrow.

"Honestly as the years have gone by, it’s like that song is now more important than I’ll ever be," he explains. "You know, there’s footage on the internet now of people singing it in Manchester with candles and all that and you know, it’s kind of, it is incredible to think that a few generations now have attached some kind of importance to that song."

"There was mine, and it was passed on to another generation and that song now has become a hymn to something or other. You know I still play it – whether I play acoustically to 100 competition winners or I play it to 70,000 people at a festival – it still works. There’s not many songs you can say that about. I certainly can’t say that about all my songs."

"And you just sit there sometimes and think, ‘you know, I probably only have to introduce it and play the first chord. I could probably walk off then and nobody would notice’. You know, because there’s just people with their eyes shut, crying and stuff, and it’s like a… It’s an amazing thing. It’s something I never kind of take for granted either, you know." Asked if he felt humbled, Noel replied: "It makes me feel – is it proud, the word I’m looking for?"

"I don’t ever sit there and think that I wrote that, you know. I think it came from somewhere else. I think it was a song that was there somewhere, and if I hadn’t have written it, you know, Bono would have written it. You know, it’s like those great songs, ‘One’ and ‘Let It Be’ and yeah, I did just compare myself to Paul McCartney there. You know, they’re there. If they fall out the sky and land on your lap, then lucky you”.

Music in Notes analysed the lyrics and demystified this hallowed classic for a feature in 2015. I am not going to include the whole article, but it is a really fascinating dissection. I wonder what new Oasis fans make of the song. I remember when I first heard Don’t Look Back in Anger in the 1990s and was instantly a fan of it. I love Noel Gallagher’s vocal on it:

“Musically, for most of my teens, I was all about the Sixties. The late night DJ on the local oldies station thought it was hilarious that someone my age would call in to request songs or enter trivia contests…and win them. I became convinced I was born in the wrong decade. I loved the Beatles and the flood of other British Invasion artists who came after them, especially the Dave Clark Five, the Hollies, and the Kinks, as well as seminal American bands like the Byrds and Creedence Clearwater Revival. Well, before the really wigged out, psychedelic stuff, which I didn’t get or like at all. (I still remember hearing ‘Strawberry Fields Forever’ weird tape loop for the first time and being horrified, and then getting horrified again when my brother pointed out John Lennon singing “cranberry sauce.”) If it wasn’t British Invasion or Led Zeppelin (the one holdover from my years of being around an older brother), I didn’t want to give it the time of day. I couldn’t even tell you what was on top 40 radio back then, because I wasn’t listening to it.

My cousin Chris, about a year older than me, came to visit with his family as they always did every summer from Taiwan and showed me the CDs he’d brought with him. He was eager to impress on me his musical taste, but usually I was unmoved and entirely underwhelmed with what he had on offer. That particular summer, he had three he wanted to show me. The first two met my usual eyes glazing over as we played them on my dad’s then top of the line hi-fi: Blues Traveler’s ‘four’ and the Notorious B.I.G.’s ‘Ready to Die.’

The third was far more interesting. It was the second album from Oasis, ‘(What’s the Story) Morning Glory?’ I think he knew subconsciously I’d “get” Oasis because of my being such a huge Beatles fan and the obvious Beatles references Noel Gallagher added into the song. But you have to remember that back in 1996, it wasn’t like we were all on the Internet, and certainly we didn’t Google at our disposal. I did remember talking to Chris about Oasis being from Manchester. Like Liverpool had become for me with the Beatles, in my head I had this grand idea Manchester was this amazing faraway land, and one day I would see it for myself. (It didn’t disappoint. I would get my chance a decade later, making my first trip to England, Manchester being my first port of call so I could see Morrissey gig there three times over 3 nights.)

Now, the analysis:

There are a lot of interesting bits in ‘Don’t Look Back in Anger,’ even if Noel says he wrote the lyrics when he was stoned and they mean nothing, and fans have come up with lyrical meanings that ring very personal to themselves. That alone is a sign of a very well-penned pop song. To me, the themes in this song that speak loudest to me are those of innocence, regret, and hope.

If we take the song and lyrics at their most basic and view it in the context of what nearly all pop songs are about, a romance between a boy and a girl gone sour, a lot of it seems pretty literal: this girl Sally is waiting for a reconciliation with her greatest love that will never come. I remember thinking as a teenager, and one who had never had a boyfriend yet by this time in her life, that this song was so sad, so tragic. Be still my heart! The pain of young love! Oh, how innocent hearts get it all wrong.

The two verses are dreamy, ambiguous. I look at the lyrics to verse 1 as if the singer is telling Sally to meditate, to go to a better place by using her mind (“don’t you know you might find / a better place to play“) and banish any bad thoughts using the meditation (“you said that you’d never been / all the things that you’ve seen / will slowly fade away“). This positive slant reminds me of a favourite song of mine in my blogging career, ‘Dreaming of Another World’ by Mystery Jets. The singer also says later in verse 2, “take me to the place where you go / where nobody knows if it’s night or day,” as if he wants a means of escape or probably more likely, a utopia, a place where such things don’t matter. When night falls, some things become final, and in the light of day, they become obvious in their permanence. In both verses, it’s not clear to me if the voice of the singer is the object of Sally’s affection, but for the sake of argument, let’s say the voice isn’t.

Gallagher has admitted that the lines in the pre-chorus “gonna start the revolution from my bed / ‘cos you said the brains I had went to my head” were lifted straight from a spoken word tape of John Lennon’s, and because they don’t make a whole lot of sense to me in my overall interpretation, I’m going to leave them. That leaves the rest of the pre-chorus, which is pretty perfect to me. “Step outside ‘cos summertime’s in bloom / stand up beside the fireplace, take that look from off your face“: stop pining, stop wallowing, get out of the shadows and into the sunshine and enjoy life, and turn that frown into a smile. Why? Because summertime is in bloom, life is wonderful, and life is out there for the taking. I’m on the fence about the line “‘cos you ain’t ever gonna burn my heart out,” because it’s sung sweetly, not angrily, and rather melodically (well done, Noel), even though the sentiment seems to be, “look, I know you’re angry with me/him, but that’s not going to solve anything.” This makes sense in the context of trying to get Sally to look on the bright side of things, to refocus on better days.

A brief aside on why I find the mention of “please don’t put your life in the hands / of a rock ‘n’ roll band / who’ll throw it all away” amusing: I can’t begin to tell you how many times I’ve been told as a woman to avoid getting involved with musicians at all costs. Ask me in 20 years’ time how it’s going…

The choruses are slightly different each time, with either the emphasis of “she’s walking on by” (Sally alone) or “we’re walking on by,” presumably Sally’s ex stepping out with a new woman. However, in all cases, the chorus ends with “‘but don’t look back in anger,’ I heard you say,” with someone telling Sally or Sally herself hearing within herself that she shouldn’t live in regret. I remember watching this video on MTV and at the end, with Noel singing the last few words as he looked out of the back of the car driving away from the house, “‘But don’t look back in anger, don’t look back in anger,’” his voice slightly cracking as if getting emotional himself. Cue sobbing.

The parting words “I heard you say, ‘at least not today’” seem pretty beautiful to me too. Every day is a snapshot of the whole of our lives, isn’t it? I think the voice of the song was meant to be thoughtful and caring towards Sally. He is aware of her pain, of her regret of what once was and what can never be again. But he also knows that one day Sally can come to acceptance of what’s happened and she won’t look back in anger. He’s hopeful, though, that through his healing words, he can get her through this one day and to the next one”.

I will finish with some legacy and stats about the single. In 2021,. Fatherly noted twenty-five years of Don’t Look Back in Anger and argued why it is their defining song. Why we should be listening to this song now. I feel it is an Oasis track that will be discussed for many years more:

“On February 19, 1995, exactly 25 years ago, Oasis released the song “Don’t Look Back In Anger,” which, I’m sorry to say to all your “Wonderwall” or “Live Forever” fans out there, is by far their best song. Infamously, the leader of the band, the younger Gallager brother, Liam, doesn’t sing on this song at all, which makes his presence in the music video pretty hilarious. In the ’90s, it seems that your job in a band could actually just be to sit around scowl. But, “Don’t Look Back In Anger” isn’t just awesome because it trades the acerbic vocals of Liam for the more middle-of-the-road Noel, it’s a timeless ’90s song because it’s a total confluence of what ’90s soft rock eventually became.

Somewhere, Noel Gallagher is furious that I’m calling “Don’t Look Back In Anger” soft rock. But it totally is. This is why the song is so excellent. With an opening piano riff outright stolen from John Lennon’s “Imagine,” the song doesn’t try to just connect with the youth of the ’90s, it also strives to be a respectable song that your parents could dig, too. If Nirvana’s “Smells Like Teen Spirit,” is one-half of alternative ’90s male-driven rock, then Oasis’ “Don’t Look Back In Anger” is the other half. “Smells Like Teen Spirt” was saying FUCK YOU MOM AND DAD. “Don’t Look Back In Anger,” was saying, the kids are, in fact, all right.

“Don’t Look Back In Anger” is the best song of the ’90s because it sounds like a soundtrack from what kids were feeling. It has a nonsense curiosity about the ’60s, complete with Beatles-eque imagery like “they said the brains I had went to my head,” but there’s also the sense that a perpetual breakup is happening, all the time, just one that you can’t really commit to. Sally is waiting, but she’s also walking on by. She’s both done with your bullshit, but she may come back. It’s pretty classic pop-song-faux-romance-stuff, but there’s something slightly more interesting going on. With this song, the ’90s has one foot out of the door of the ’60s, but one foot still firmly planted there, too.

For my parents, the music and culture of the ’60s was a revolution, a complete rejection of what their parents liked. But, the ’90s wasn’t like that. I would argue that kids that came of age in the ’90s were among the first generation of kids who actually agreed with their parents about music more than they didn’t. The Beatles are the obvious touchstone here, but there’s even something a little Elton John about “Don’t Look Back In Anger” that makes it equally viable for a Disney movie that I just made-up in my head. (The Lion King came out a year before “Don’t Look Back In Anger,” never forget!) This may sound like hyperbole, but I actually remember a moment in 1998, sitting in my friend’s kitchen, listening to him play “Don’t Look Back In Anger” on his acoustic guitar.

His mom said, “Is that the Beatles? or Did you write that?” My friend lied and said he’d written it, but that he was inspired by the Beatles. His mom believed him, and I didn’t correct either one of them. The thing is, everyone was right. “Don’t Look Back in Anger” transcends Noel Gallager and Oasis, which is why it’s the greatest song of the ’90s. By the time you heard it, you already felt like you’d heard it a million times before.

In 1995, we put our life in the hand of a rock and roll band and threw it all way. It turned out just fine”.

Taking this from Wikipedia, we can see the legacy of Don’t Look Back in Anger: “In a 2006 readers' poll conducted by Q magazine, it was voted the 20th-best song of all time. In May 2007, NME placed "Don't Look Back in Anger" at No. 14 in its list of the "50 Greatest Indie Anthems Ever". In 2012, it was ranked number one on a list of the "50 Most Explosive Choruses" by NME, and the same year it was voted the fourth-most-popular No. 1 single of the last 60 years in the UK by the public in conjunction with the Official Charts Company's 60th anniversary. In 2015, Rolling Stone readers voted it the second-greatest Britpop song after "Common People" by Pulp. In 2016, AU Review rated it at number 88 on their list of 101 best songs of all time”. On 19th February, it will be thirty years since Oasis released the penultimate single from the globe-conquering (What's the Story) Morning Glory? From there, it would be a year or so until their third studio album, Be Here Now. Things will shift and change but, to me, that album is a bit messy and overhyped. In some ways, Don’t Look Back in Anger was the end of this golden period for them. Few could imagine that Oasis would ever play together after their final studio album, Dig Out Your Soul (2008). Last year saw the Manchester band reform – if only for live dates – and deliver some of their all-time best songs to adoring crowds. Thirty years after the album it came from was released, fans of all ages got to hear Don’t Look Back in Anger live. It must have been…

SOMETHING to witness.

FEATURE: Spotlight: Georgie Riot

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Spotlight

Georgie Riot

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I have made a couple of omissions…

as I assumed I had included Georgie Riot in my Spotlight feature. I have included her in other features as I really love and admire what she does and have so much respect for her. Someone who is an incredible D.J. and one of the best in the world in my view, I know this year is one where she wants to reset and focus on her mental health. Or she mentioned in a post how 2025 was a year when she was been managing her mental health and it has been tough. My heart always goes out to her, as she has been open about her mental health and struggles. So many of her fans and those who see her sets will resonate and relate. I am definitely making that a priority too, as my mental health took a battering last year. Georgie Riot has such passion and energy for what she does, though you can imagine the demands and comedown after a D.J. set is quite decompressing and might create emotional and psychological extremes and imbalance. Georgie Riot is an amazing artist too. Her E.P., Without You, saw her collaborate with Tsuki, Grace Van Brunt and others, it is phenomenal. Another omission I made is forgetting to include Georgie Riot in a recent feature, where I highlighted gender inequality for female D.J.s and issues that pervade. I suggested there be a huge festival featuring female D.J.s only. Like a Summer of Love where all these diverse D.J.s can play together, I suggested an interview series, where female D.J.s can be paired together to discuss their careers, favourite tracks and experiences. Of course, Georgie Riot should completely be part of that. She is one of the queens of the scene. A remarkable D.J. who I have been following for a while and will continue to follow. Even if this year is one where she is going to put herself first, I do hope there are some festival dates and new music, as she has a growing and admiring fanbase.

There are some dates in her diary, but I will definitely catch her if she comes to London. This wonderful D.J. and artist deserves massive success and personal happiness. She did write this in her final (and powerful) post of last year: “2025 was a tough year for me. As you all know, managing my mental health and emotions has always been a challenge. I struggle to acknowledge my achievements because of that voice in my head saying it's never enough. I wasn’t planning on doing a 2025 recap post because I felt like I hadn’t done enough, but looking through my photos last night made me realise I've accomplished a lot. I put out music, performed at shows, travelled, and achieved a lot of personal milestones. It’s wild how we set high standards and overlook our actual accomplishments. In today’s world of constant distractions and the habit we’re in of seeking that next dopamine hit, it's crucial to reflect on our experiences and celebrate ourselves. Life's tough, and making it this far is something to be proud of in itself. Thanks for being here with me. Sending love and wishing you all an excellent 2026”. I hope that this year is one of her happiest. I am going to get to some slightly older interviews, as I feel it is beneficial to know more about Georgie Riot. I am dropping in new videos and tracks, so you get a sense of her complete career. I shall start with this biography from Resident Advisor from 2024:

“Georgie Riot is an English DJ, record producer, songwriter, and label owner who broke into the scene in 2020. Known for her creative double drops, fast-paced mixing, and energetic live performances, she has quickly built a strong brand and gained global recognition. Since 2021, Georgie has been producing various styles of drum and bass, from melodic dancefloor to high-energy jump-up. She transitioned from a career as a professional model and booking agent to pursue music full-time, gaining mass attention for her work. Her debut drum and bass single "Take Over," released in August 2022 on UKF, gained over 100,000 streams in under two weeks and was heavily featured on BBC Radio 1. Currently, standing on over 3 million streams on Spotify alone.​ A dedicated DJ who ditched her career as a professional model and agent for a life in the music industry, this is everything she’s pursued since her first drum & bass rave: from handing out flyers and sneaking into venues underage, to playing drums in a band and studying music technology.​ Georgie has released music on labels such as Atlantic, UKF, DNB Allstars, Tomorrowland, Bassrush, Rampage, Viper, and her own Riot Records, placing 3rd as "Best Female Producer" in the Drum & Bass Awards 2023. Whilst further performing at major festivals across Europe, such as Tomorrowland, Let It Roll, Rampage, Bassfest, Leeds Festival, NASS, Dreamland, Tokyo World, alongside multiple successful tours across New Zealand, Australia and North America. In September 2022, she launched Riot Records, which was named Beatport's "Label of the Month" in early 2023. Georgie also hosts a monthly radio show called “Causing A Riot” on KOOL FM, hosted by RINSE FM. With a string of sold-out shows and major festival appearances 2025 promises to be an exciting year for Georgie, as she continues to make significant waves in the drum and bass scene. Driven by her experience in male-dominated fields like drumming, music production, sound engineering, and DJing, she is committed to reaching new heights. Advocating for equal support and representation for women in the industry and hope to inspire other women to purse their career within music”.

I am going to come to a feature that I have sourced before, about a very powerful and important collaboration between three incredible D.J.s/artists on the song, Dark Days. I want to head back a bit to an interview from UKF. I think I first heard of Georgie Riot around the time of this interview and was checking out her stuff. Right from the off, this is someone that you bond with and root for. So honest and open, it is part of the reason why I have so much admiration for her:

“Georgie Riot had just dipped her toe into the DJ game before covid-19 barged in and remixed all our lives.

Undeterred, she embraced the time off she had from her intense career and threw herself into the thriving streaming culture and learning production. 18 months, countless streams, two high profile mixes for the likes of Kiss and Rinse FM and her debut single later; Georgie’s graduated from lockdown university with a whole host of major league bookings this summer alongside the likes of Chase & Status, Kings Of The Rollers and Netsky and a very bright future beyond…

Her background has been equally bright: a drummer who was brought up by very cool-sounding raver parents who introduced her to club culture at the source, Georgie has also been a model for over 10 years and runs her own modelling agency.

Now applying her same level of energy and ambition to her music, she’s developed a DJ style that flips dynamically between big dancefloor arm-raisers and gully underground face-melters by way of a constant slew of doubles. Her productions showcase a similarly exciting range, too; So far we’ve enjoyed her big bassline bruiser debut single Dance and there’s also been a cheeky jump-up free download on her Soundcloud.

Loads more is expected to land in due course but, already seasoned in one highly competitive industry, Georgie knows how to play the long game. She’s only just warming up…

Your musical mission started with you drumming, didn’t it?

Yeah that’s right. I did music GCSE and learnt the drums. I really wanted to be a rockstar and was in a band but, as I got older, I realised that wasn’t going to be a thing so I did a BTEC in music technology. Music’s always been there, but I didn’t think it would be a reliable source of income so then I went and studied health and social care with a view to becoming a nurse.

Wow, that’s a switch!

Yeah, a bit of a change in direction! But then I had another change and developed my modelling career, which I’d been doing off-and-on since I was 14. I dived into that and did it fulltime, but I always kept coming back to music.

I imagine the modelling industry is very high pressure and probably quite comparable to music. Intense, creative, volatile, competitive.

Totally! I didn’t think they’d be so similar. I thought the music scene would be more relaxed but they’re very similar. A lot of self-doubt, stress and competition. You’ve got to get through it, though, haven’t you?

 

You do. The self-doubt is universal.

Yeah. But I feel like with modelling it’s less of a talent. You’ve still got to know what you’re doing, but in modelling I didn’t feel I had a chance to showcase what I want to do or be that creative. But with music I can do that.

Had you thought about DJing before?

When I was in school, back with the drumming, I had a few ideas about it. But I have to thank my mum. She always wanted me to be a DJ and, when I was a kid, my dad got me this tiny little toy DJ controller. But as I got older, I just thought it wouldn’t be possible. It wasn’t until I met my boyfriend, who is an artist himself under the name Tsuki. He gave me a kick up the arse and said ‘Why can’t you do it?’ I’d always say ‘No it’ll just be for a bit of fun, even if I do it, no one will want to listen.’ He said ‘Just do it’. I needed that kick!

There was something Sabrina said in a recent interview about commenters on streams and how they won’t be there on the dancefloor. It’s a shame people who’ve put themselves out there online get that negativity…

Yeah there’s definitely that element. I mean most people are very supportive, but you do get the odd hateful comment. When I put out my first tune Dance, I posted about it on Instagram and within three minutes of posting I had someone commenting something nasty about it. People say things and I just ignore them. You can’t let it get to you.

It’s the difference between internet life and real life. You did a really awesome honest post about that recently with a picture of you with no make-up and one with make-up.

Thanks, I want to post more of those. It’s too easy for me to post modelling image or things from sets and being on shoot where I look good and it’s important to make the effort to post real things as well. Everything online is edited, everything is filtered and we have to portray the reality too.

Especially for younger people looking up to you.

Yeah. I’m always very conscious of what I post anyway. Before the DJing, most of my followers were friends and models I know through the industry who have become friends anyway. Now there are a lot more people I don’t know following me and that does leave you feeling exposed. Because of this I’ll overthink everything I post to the point my boyfriend is like ‘You’re overthinking! Just post it!’ Even down to what I wear. Someone commented on my top on the stream. It was a general crop top and a girl posted something nasty about me. Which always confuses me because you’d think fellow women would be supportive. So since then I’ve thought too much about what I wear. Do I have to wear baggy clothes all the time now because people will say something? It never ends. So I try not to think too much or too little”.

I do wonder to come to a 2023 interview with Georgie Riot, Something Something and Ruth Royall. 1 More Thing chatted with these queens about Dark Days. A track with a vital message, I do hope that they work together on an E.P. or other tracks. Like Georgie Riot, Something Something and Ruth Royall and phenomenal D.J.s and artists that are among our absolute best. Let’s get them back together again soon:

“Georgie Riot, Something Something, Ruth Royall… When it comes to UK new-gen collaborations, it really don’t get much more on-point right now. Complete with a song that packs an important message and you’ve got something much more meaningful and powerful than many current bangers put together.

The track in question is Dark Days, a commanding dancefloor missive that reminds us that violence against women, and those who identify as women, is still tragically rife. Urgent and heavyweight, Georgie Riot and Something Something’s beats carry Ruth’s poignant message with clarity.

“The intention of the track was to spark conversations,” says Ruth. “I feel like we’ve done that and I’m proud that three women have been able to put out such a powerful message together.”

Released on Georgie’s Riot Records – first exclusively on Spotify earlier this month, now fully available from today August 18 – it’s their first collaboration together but not likely to be their last. We found out more about it…

Proper powerhouse collabo!! How did Dark Days come about?

Georgie Riot: I started the track over a year ago now, it didn’t have a name and it was very different to what we ended up with! I sent a rough instrumental to Ruth and she hopped on board and began writing and recording vocals. The first draft of Dark Days was born.

Ruth Royall: It was a proper buzz when Georgie got in touch. I’ve been a fan of hers for a while so when she reached out and asked to collab I was super keen. I first sent back my first draft to Georgie, I was actually worried it was a bit much. That in itself is a conversation, women often feel too much, too loud for speaking their mind, but Georgie immediately put my mind at ease. She loved the subject and felt it was an important thing to speak about. She then brought Something Something on board, another lady I’ve been a big fan of. It was then that the trio was born!

It’s absolutely gutting you’ve had to address such an awful topic as the message. What was it that led you to deciding this would be the message of the track?

Ruth Royall: The song was a bit of a word vomit. The words just kind of came out, my friend had recently had an awful experience at a club in Bristol so I think it was on my mind. I myself had a pretty horrific experience of sexual assault as a child which has very much shaped my adult experience and sense of fear in certain situations. Myself and most women I know can relate on some level, which sucks and shouldn’t be the case. This song highlights violence against women and also the fact that it’s still there. One very short experience can change your whole life, it did for me.

That’s awful. I worry society is getting worse in many grubby, self-serving ways. The fact you still have to call out any type of predatory or abusive behaviour this day in age backs up this feeling.

Ruth Royall: I disagree. I think it’s getting better in lots of ways, I think it’s easier to call this stuff out and be heard. Yes there are still lots of situations where we feel unsafe but the general sense of having back up is better than it ever used to be.

Georgie Riot: It’s a shame that most women, and those identifying as women, still feel unsafe and often uncomfortable in both the music scene and life in general. I feel there is still a long way to go to make things safer, equal and fairer. It’s not something that one song or one article can change, and it’s not something that will happen overnight, it’s so much bigger than that, and this is why we feel strongly about spreading the message of unity.

Ruth Royall: I think what I wanted to get at in this song is how the fear of violence and the act of violence can stay with you forever. Victims of sexual assault carry trauma with them for the rest of their lives and the highest percent of these people are often women or female identifying. I don’t know a single women who hasn’t walked home with their keys between their fingers because they feel unsafe. It may actually be getting safer but the fear doesn’t go away.

IN THIS PHOTO: Ruth Royall

How can we moved forward?

Ruth Royall: Give space. I had an amazing experience when I was out in New Zealand. I was touring with an all-male touring group (fairly common in D&B), they were the loveliest and most gentle men may I add. We were out for a drink with the promoter of one of the shows and his lovely partner.

We had all had a few beers and got on to the subject of violence against women, intense I know for a few beers down the pub! I started getting quite impassioned and my voice started raising as I spoke on the subject. I realised after a few minutes of gesticulating that the whole table was silent and listening, they were respectful of my lived experience, they didn’t interrupt or give their opinion and I realised I didn’t need to shout. I felt like I was being listened to and this made a massive difference. Stuff like this helps, it gives victims who carry trauma and who often feel like they are being ‘too much’ or ‘dramatic’ when they talk about their experience space.

Is the track raising awareness or funds for a particular charity or can we highlight one as part of your message?

Georgie Riot: The track is to raise awareness for women in the scene, and most importantly the important message of promoting unity. Dark Days can be interpreted and related to in many ways, and I think everyone will interpret this song in a different way. As well as the important message of feeling unsafe or unheard, the track also is relatable in that we all have dark days.

We all have days where we feel sad. Whether that’s in regards to our careers as musicians, our relationships with others, or just life in general – everyone has those days where we don’t feel good, and it’s so important to stick together, to just be as kind as possible, especially in this day-and-age where it is so easy to make others feel bad about themselves now that social media exists! I know that Dark Days has a different meaning for each of us – myself, Steffi and Ruth.

Amen to that. What happens next? Are the three of you getting on more tracks in the future?

Georgie Riot: I hope so, it would be great to work on something together again in the future because we worked so well as a team!

Ruth Royall: I hope so! I love the girls work and they are both a dream to collaborate with.

Something Something: This is my favourite collab so far, from workflow to just getting each other and what our visions for this song were. It was absolutely amazing working with the girls and hopefully we will get together again”.

IN THIS PHOTO: Georgie Riot with Something Something (left)

I am going to end with another interview soon. Sticking in 2023, Beat Portal shone a light on Riot Records. In a busy year, this was another incredible events and moment from someone who I think is going to have a very settled 2026. I do think that her career highs are just around the corner. Anyone who has not encountered the work of Georgie Riot needs to look at her videos and tracks on streaming and YouTube. I hope there are one or two interviews with her this year:

“Originally from the UK’s West Midlands musical region (which in previous eras was better known for rock and metal), Georgie Riot is something of a juggernaut and a force of nature. This hyper-active, hyper-powered drum ‘n’ bass DJ has been turning heads for a minute, but her label Riot Records has finally hit its stride. A producer and curator as well as a fast-rising DJ, Georgie broke into the scene in 2021 and has been making heavy, seismic waves across the globe ever since.

While best known for her creative double drops, fast pace mixing and energetic live performances, Georgie has been producing all kinds of drum ‘n’ bass since the start of 2021, from melodic and uplifting dance floor to high-impact, energetic jump-up jungle. And that’s where Riot Records comes in, with her own productions and those of her production peers, who include OHKAY, Toddlah, Captain Bass, German producer Feed The Fire and more. And while the label has only been around for a couple of years (the first release was the upper-cutting, jump-up Gouki collaboration – “Street Fighter II”), this is clearly the beginning of a beautiful friendship with further releases in the bank and plenty on the proverbial horizon. Over to Georgie with the overall label ethos: “As an artist I’ve been releasing a lot of dance floor myself, but as many know I play a lot of jump-up in my live sets and I know a lot of fans who come to see me play live have been eagerly waiting for me to drop some heavier music of my own and I’ve been teasing a lot of heavier tracks of my own on social media for some time. So now the time has finally come”.

The last couple of years have been really busy for Georgie Riot. 2024 was a packed one, as EDM Identity explored in their interviews. She spoke with them ahead of a big U.S. tour, how Riot Records was going, and her thoughts on the current Drum and Bass scene. I do hope that Georgie Riot has some more dates ahead in the U.S., as it seems there is a lot of love over there for her:

“The past few years have been huge for Georgie Riot as she’s established herself in the scene and grown her faithful following by dropping off some fantastic releases. Her tunes have landed on labels like UKF, DNB Allstars, Atlantic Records, Bassrush Records, and Tomorrowland Music, but where she’s really flexed her production skills has been on her imprint, Riot Records.

Releases are only one part of the equation for Georgie Riot. Appearances at festivals like Rampage Open Air and Shambhala further solidified her ascent in the scene, not to mention her shows elsewhere in Europe. And finally, after years of US fans craving to catch her live, they will get their chance to catch this DnB phenom take the stage when she heads to Raleigh, Baltimore, and Atlanta’s Jungle Bells for a quick four-stop tour.

This year is marking an extra special occasion as you’ll close it out with your first-ever run of shows on US soil! What excites you the most about finally making it to the States?

I’m so excited for this US tour. I’m excited to try some proper American food; I heard you guys do it the best! I’m super excited about my shows – Raleigh, Baltimore, and two Atlanta shows. Really gassed for Jungle Bells, that’ll be a wicked end to the run of shows! This tour has been such a long time coming. I’ve had so many people on socials asking when I’m coming to the US, and I’m so happy we’re finally making it happen. I actually got my visa in December 2023, and the tour was supposed to be Q1 2024, but the first run of shows didn’t end up happening, so we went for the end of the year instead.

It can be a pretty long process for artists from outside the US to obtain their visas, get booked, and finally take the stage. Can you share your experience with others who have aspirations to make it here?

The visa process wasn’t too bad, it was just a lot of collecting documents, filling out forms and putting together a portfolio to prove who you and why you should be allowed to perform in the US. That was the first step anyway. Then you pay the fee, I think was just over £3000, submit your application and wait to be offered an interview.

I then had to travel to London to the US embassy for my interview, which was interesting. They ask a couple of questions and check you out. I remember the last question they asked fully threw me off… The interviewer said, “Explain to me what makes you extraordinary?” – I just stood there for a couple of seconds trying to think of a decent enough answer; it was kind of funny! I must have done something right, though, because here we are now! I’m grateful for my fab US agent, Stu, at Corson. He’s working really hard to get the next tour booked, too.

Let’s talk about your label, Riot Records. There are already some remarkable releases on the imprint. Can you speak to the growth that the label has experienced over the past two years?

Starting my own label has been great. It’s been two years now, and I’m loving every second of it. It’s refreshing to see how much raw talent is out there. I love listening to demos and supporting artists as they build their careers. It feels like a little musical family!

We’re dropping a killer jump-up album on December 6. It’s called Venom: Vol 1 and it features 10 tracks from various artists, fresh new talent as well as some established names. I’m really excited about this album, it’s had excellent reviews, with support from Andy C, Macky Gee, A.M.C, Koven, and loads more, so keep your eyes peeled for that!

As someone who has been involved in many different aspects of the drum and bass scene, what are your thoughts on its current state?

Okay, so this is a delicate question. There are two ways of looking at this. From one perception, the drum and bass scene is thriving; there’s so much new talent, tons of new sounds, and more new acts are breaking through and building a fan base.

Looking at the other side of things, I’d say that in the UK, there are some issues; there are many similar-sounding songs lacking originality, and there are many big labels and events companies taking over the scene and, in a way, gatekeeping. There are too many lineups with all the same acts at each show. It seems that promoters are scared or unwilling to take a chance on different artists. Something seriously needs to change, in my opinion.

Finally, what goals do you hope to achieve in 2025?

Primarily, I want to work on my mental health. I think, firstly, I need to get that in check so I can reach my full potential with my career. I touched on this briefly earlier on, but I’ve been struggling for a long time with depression and anxiety, and recently, I’ve been diagnosed with body dysmorphia. I’ve been struggling with all of this for the best part of 10 years, but in the past two years, it’s become really difficult, and it’s impacting my creativity and passion for music and just life in general, really. I want to get back to feeling 100% to put my all into music.

Apologies for oversharing, but I feel it’s time to be more transparent with my fans. At the end of the day, it’s all well and good for me to sit here talking about all the great things that are happening, but it’s only one small part of me. What’s going on behind closed doors is more real, and I know this will resonate with a lot of people”.

I shall wrap things up there. A truly wonderful human who is one of our greatest D.J.s and one we should e very proud of, this year is going to be a great one. Even if she will not want to push herself too much, I feel Georgie Riot is going to have some incredible times. Label owner, artist, D.J. and prouder, there are few as multitalented and incredible as her. This superstar is going to have…

A stunning year.

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FEATURE: Spotlight: TTSSFU

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PHOTO CREDIT: Brennan Bucannan for The Line of Best Fit

TTSSFU

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THERE are so many artists…

that I want to write about, as this year is going to be another very busy and eclectic one. TTSSFU is an artist I have known about for a while but I feel is going to receive a lot more attention this year. Her latest E.P., Blown, was released in August, so there has been some recent promotion with her. I will come to that. I am going to start with an interview from this time last year. After a breakthrough 2024, TTSSFU had a big 2025 ahead. The Wigan artist is one of these names that should be played on every station. I do think that she is going to be in the industry for years, or perhaps decades. Still Listening urged us to start listening to an artist who had transcended from bedroom and D.I.Y. recordings to these bold and unforgettable performances:

“Hailing from Wigan and now taking Manchester’s vibrant music scene by storm, Tasmin Stephens, better known as TTSSFU, has carved out a unique space in the dream pop and shoegaze genres. From crafting tracks in her bedroom on GarageBand to signing with Partisan Records and supporting renowned acts like Soccer Mommy and Mannequin Pussy, 2024 was nothing short of transformative for the artist. In this Q&A, TTSSFU opens up about her creative process, the emotional resonance of her music, and the unexpected journey that led her to the next chapter in her career. From her introspective DIY roots to the electric energy of live performances, TTSSFU’s world is as raw and compelling as her music.

For those unfamiliar with your music, can you tell us who you are, where you’re from and about the music you make?

I’m Manchester based, originally from wigan lol the home of Richard Ashcroft, I’m Tasmin stephens Aka TTSSFU and I make dream pop /shoe-gaze.

Congratulations on signing with Partisan Records! What does this partnership mean to you, and how did it come about?

It came about after me releasing I hope you die, I got a message of interest from Matthew Howes who works for partisan, I was extremely confused and at the time and low-key thought it was spam so I half arsed responded because at the time I had a-lot of emails and messages from a-lot of people and some of it being said spam, but with further investigation I saw in his bio “partisan records” so I screenshot and sent it to the guys who play in my band and was like guys.. wtf and then we did a few calls and Matthew would travel to Manchester to come to shows and I sort of knew that this was gonna be the people I was gonna work with in the future from the start, I got such a warm and welcoming vibe from them all as I met the team throughout the period of getting to know everyone, and me and my manager Maria knew it was the right choice. Was a crazy time for me as id only just done my first show as TTSSFU then released my first ep through a label instead of self releasing and then suddenly had all this interest after years of nothing, was sort of unbelievable for me, and still is.

Your new video for "Studio 54" explores Andy Warhol’s complicated relationship with Jed Johnson. What drew you to tell this story, and how does it connect with your own experiences?

I guess the video is my interpretation of loneliness that lurks In party scenes, nightlife is fun but also scary and to me holds lots of sadness, its a form of escapism and this can make people lose themselves, this is what I read on the end of Jed and Andy and it reminded me of how id handled relationships in the past sort of just pushing people away and lost to chaos.

You’ve been steadily rising in the Manchester music scene, playing festivals and supporting big names like Soccer Mommy and Mannequin Pussy. How have these live experiences influenced your music?

Soccer mommy is a household indie name, it was a honour to support her and her band are lovely was a super rewarding experience, Mannequin pussy was the first tour we did as a band and what a tour it was, playing the Scala on your first ever tour is such wake up moment, I feel like we all was kinda like what the hell on that day, was also the day I signed my contract to partisan, but I learnt so much that tour of the Mannequin pussy crew, Missy is a power house performer and “Romantic” by them has been one of my favourite songs for years, felt like a real movie moment seeing them end the set with that every night, also just small thing with both these tours such as going for dinner with soccer mommy or getting given a spare bottle of tequila from mannequin pussy, we felt pretty cool.

Working DIY in your bedroom studio, do you feel a sense of freedom, or are there limitations that challenge you creatively?

Yeah I’m so free, might start recording naked and see if it helps me write better, jokes, but even though I am at home I do take it very serious and work in long hours, I will hold my wee for ages or put off food for hours or stay up all night until I have recorded a guitar line right, its very important to me, limitations would be my own knowledge, I want to know more and be better at producing/mixing”.

Tasmin Stephens is one of our most compelling and distinct artists. As TTSSFU, she brings this explosion of tones and colours together. Not hailing from a musical family, there was always this desire to make her own music. Maybe hard for her family to relate to that, Stephens did want to be in a band. However, as a solo artist, this is very much about her and her unique voice. I think a band dynamic might shift attention to other members. In July, The Line of Best Fit spent some time with TTSSFU. Ready to step into the spotlight and share this incredible E.P., Blow, this stunning artist was making “brooding, reverb-drenched anthems that reconfigure shoegaze for a new generation”:

“Stephens remembers having her mind blown in her early childhood when she first listened to The Beatles. Whilst The Fab Four have no bearing on her sound now, the impact of her adolescent infatuation with Nirvana front man Kurt Cobain and the ‘90s grunge scene is undeniable. “I think Kurt Cobain was definitely one of the first to make me think ‘I wanna do this. I wanna make music’,” she shares. “I knew from a very young age that it was a great way of expressing yourself. I thought ‘this is what I need to do.’ I think I might have manifested it in my head [then].”

Discovering The Cure was another formative music experience for Stephens: “My sister’s four years older than me, so she was a proper goth,” Stephens smiles. She used to watch videos of the iconic British goth rockers talking about how they became successful, analysing every word that they said and learning how to be in a band herself.

Years of manifestation, musical idolatry and a yearning desire to be seen and express oneself have also shaped Stephens’ aesthetic and live performance. Adorned in silky slip dresses, heavy eyeliner and often sporting a crucifix around her neck; Stephens embodies a raucous, unpredictable, yet sultry energy; reminiscent at points of Hole’s formidable front woman Courtney Love. When I last saw her play – at a Brighton show – she introduced her song “Cat Piss Junkie” by deadpanning the crowd and stating “this is about the time I drank cat piss.” When asked if there’s any truth to this statement, Stephens emits another infectious laugh.

“I mean, that definitely didn’t happen,” she shares. “I feel like my songs are quite serious and I’m scared of being taken too seriously sometimes, because it’s not really who I am. So I try to just say something odd at least once during the set and that was the one that came out that time.” Her wicked sense of humour serves a more practical purpose too. “I find it funny to make people uncomfortable,” she continues. “It stops your nerves if you can embarrass yourself a little bit or act a little bit weird. It’s like an extended version of yourself that you’re doing and then you can walk away from - that kind of thing.”

Stephens has learned over time to lean into her silliness, admitting that she spent a lot of time when she was younger being unnecessarily concerned with who or what was considered “cool”. “As soon as I let all of that go and started really pushing myself, it didn’t feel like I had anything to be worried about any more,” she reveals. “I’m just trying to be as honest as I possibly can and to be present. I think that’s very important to me. It’s very obvious to me when people aren’t authentic. I think it really rings out.”

Stephens’ movements are also informed by hard earned caution though. Whilst cutting her teeth playing live in her the predominantly female Duvet as a teenager, she was confronted with the unsettling reality of the entitlement of some older male audience members in gig spaces. Now, as TTSSFU, she is directly in the spotlight, backed solely by her male bandmates. The male gaze of the older fans in the front row can often be intense, which is why Stephens enjoys moving amongst the crowd and creating her own space.

“It’s an odd one,” she reflects. “You don’t want to put everyone in a box. Everybody can enjoy music, I think that’s important. But I also think people need to understand personal space and boundaries. It’s hard as a woman, because I feel like if you’re too nice to someone, it could be a dangerous situation, and if you’re not nice - you’re just a bitch,” that last comment is followed by another laugh. “I definitely believe that when I’m doing those kinds of things in the crowd, that there’s a wall all the way around me. If you have that in your head, you sort of give people that feeling to not fucking come near you.” Another mischievous laugh punctuates Stephens’ last comment.

“I’m really sentimental with all of my work, even if I think it’s crap,” she laughs. “I like documenting everything that I do. I like learning from stuff. I thought 'Everything' was overly simple at the time, but I knew that it had something to it. I think it achieves what a lot of my favourite artists do.” When asked to elaborate, she shares that she admires artists like Alex G: “Anything that’s emotional, it keeps me focused on it,” she reflects. “It’s so painful, but that’s what I count as being good”.

PHOTO CREDIT: Brennan Bucannan for The Line of Best Fit

Before finishing on an interview from NME, I want to move to CRACK and their chat with an artist I hope that everyone discovers. Tasmin Stephens is this phenomenally special artist. The sort that comes along every now and then. I don’t know if she has been played on BBC Radio 6 Music, but I can completely hear her music slotting onto their playlists. CRACK noted how Manchester-based TTSSFU “situates her bratty alt-rock firmly in the unchecked messiness of life in your twenties: romance, friendship and, of course, regrettable nights out”.

“On Stephens’ latest EP, Blown, woozy shoegaze guitars and driving drums are layered with husky vocals, mostly recorded in her bedroom. The result is a relatable kind of rock star, with TTSSFU “a character based off all the it girls, like Courtney Love and Sky Ferreira. It’s just who I wanted to be.” The songs are distinctly unvarnished – “honest” is the word Stephens uses – but also effortlessly cool. “I ended up just writing about what I was experiencing, being realistic. I got into thinking people want happy songs, but I was literally listening to Silver Jews and Xiu Xiu.”

Despite being seen as part of a rising generation of Manchester-based groups, alongside oddballs like Bathing Suits and Yaang, Stephens’ hometown looms large across Blown. Its title is a Wigan-ism for feeling emotionally bruised, and that mood – down-but-not-out, emotionally resilient – runs through much of Stephens’ work. It echoes the romantic squalor of Patti Smith, though she admits her experiences are “less Just Kids, more Dirty Girls”, referencing the documentary about mid-90s teenage riot grrrls ostracised by their preening peers. “The world of Blown is just sort of ‘keep pushing on’,” Stephens shares.

Stephens speaks warmly about Wigan but isn’t immune to its foibles: “There’s lovely aspects, but it’s also kind of scary and chaotic,” she reflects. “The people and the community around there are so friendly and really want to help each other out. But I’d say, on a night out, you really do come across some interesting characters.” A primary spot for these antics was the now-closed club Indiependence – known to regulars as Indie. “A really good venue. Well, it weren’t really good, but that was what was good about it. It was the hub for anyone who was into alternative music or whatever, to hang out. There was a squad of people and they’d all act like they were famous. It was kind of epic, to be fair”.

PHOTO CREDIT: Henry Collier

Let’s finish off with NME and their interview from August. A name that I have seen being tipped for success this year, what does 2026 hold in store for TTSSFU? I can see some big tour dates and some of her best music coming along. The Partisan-signed artist reflected on a wild and eventful eighteen months. I think her best days lie ahead. Her progression and evolution has been so interesting to learn about:

“TTSSFU first started picking up thanks to Stephens’ other project – the dreampop band Duvet, in which she plays guitar – getting signed to FOMO Records. From there “industry people” started taking an interest in her solo work, landing her support slots with the likes of Mannequin Pussy and Kim Deal. Her childhood dreams of “getting anywhere else” besides rural northern England were swiftly becoming a reality, and it was a lot to process.

“I really needed to push myself to be as open as I can be, because that’s where I find the best music”

“I was incredibly overwhelmed when I first got noticed. All of these incredible things I’d always wanted to happen were happening, but I barely remember any of it.” Suddenly, she was being told by Kim Deal “to wear shoes otherwise you’ll get electrocuted” and Missy from Mannequin Pussy was giving her advice to avoid burnout (“learn that you can say no, learn that there’s boundaries, and once they’ve been crossed you can say, ‘that’s enough.”).

Having always suffered from stage fright, being thrust in front of giant crowds was not only a great bit of exposure therapy, but also gave Stephens the opportunity to experience her music in a new context – outside of her bedroom.

“Performing with a live band transformed the music and made it something completely different, and the songs sounded exactly how I wanted them to sound,” she says, which made her aware that her own skills could only take her so far. With this newfound realisation, she decided to bring in an extra pair of hands for ‘Blown’, and approached producer Chris Ryan (NewDad, Just Mustard) to help her along.

If one thing’s clear, it’s that almost every action she takes is a “massive step”. Her journey so far has involved giant leaps of faith and facing fears head-on, trusting she’ll be able to pick herself up if anything goes awry. That’s the prevailing theme of ‘Blown’, too. It’s the product of a young artist breaking through all the boxes she’s locked herself in by experimenting freely and slowly coming into her own”.

Actually, I want to finish with this review for Blown. Writing about, essentially, what it feels like to be young – it all its chaos, wonder, fun, messiness and vulnerabilities -, this is a release that took her to a wider audience. Watching videos and reading videos, you get this sense of someone so authentic and relatable. Small wonder she has been taken to heart by so many:

“Opening up the EP, ‘Cat Piss Junkie’ immediately establishes TTSSFU’s tension between quiet introspection and explosive expression of distain. Ethereal vocals float over the guitar melody, creating this hushed, introverted take on indie rock. The verses feel almost antagonistic, lingering in your mind like a nightmare you can’t escape, but captures something addictive nonetheless. Lines like ‘I’m just spinning round and round’ perfectly encapsulate the swirling, obsessive thoughts carried throughout the track. Her vocals hover at the edge of the track's mixing, with the drumbeat driving the energy forward. When the absence of this isolates her vocals right at the end, it becomes even more haunting, like a lingering thought. The final moment, in the form of hysterical laughter, feels like a true peek into Tasmin's creative mind, and it leaves something unsettling to keep you invested in the project. Every element feels intentional, yet spontaneous and free.

We experience an emotional pivot in the form of the second track, ‘Forever’, as she drifts from something eerie and tense into a more airy, dreamy space. Lyrically, it is simple, laying bare the longing for everlasting connection with lyrics like ‘please don’t leave me / we’re in this together / I wanna be with you.' The repeated ‘forever’ communicates both simultaneous yearning and insecurity, evoking the same platonic intensity Wolf Alice captured on 'Bros' where this friendship actually feels tangible to the listener. Something seemingly carefree but layered with emotional weight is created, with happiness and nostalgia practically embedded in the lyrics and sound.

'Sick' leans into a slower, more shoegaze-infused sound while maintaining that built-up momentum. This is a track that feels like the collaborative lovechild of Kurt Cobain and Pale Waves. The track builds slowly, with a haunting story unfolding, and culminates in an explosive guitar riff that feels both cathartic and confrontational for not only us but Tasmin too. The climax that follows mirrors the aftermath of the narrative, and the raw imagery pulls us deeper into the memory that she has illustrated. It allows the listener into that same reflective space, and it permits us to see the art for what it is.

With ‘Everything’, the EP dives even further into intensity and extremity. The lyrics flit between moments of tenderness with ‘am seeing stars / everything with you by my side’ and stark, visceral imagery with ‘so romantic / I need you frantically / rip out my organs / I see them in your teeth’. We witness the coexistence of obsession and vulnerability, where ultimately, desire can dominate your entire existence. It even veers on feeling like life or death, reflected by the cries of ‘will I survive?’ and ‘I will die without you’. TTSSFU balances the delicate with the dramatic, and it makes every track so enticing.

'Call U Back' feels like a high-speed chase of unrequited attention, capturing the desperation of chasing someone who remains just out of reach, leaving you to look like a fool from your efforts. Lines like ‘I’ll call you back / can I stay at home with you?' and ‘everything we had burnt in the fire that I know you made’ convey this fear perfectly as she lays out how far she is willing to go to make it work, yet they ignite the flames of what could have been far too easily. Ultimately, this is relentlessly breaking the illusion she has lived in. The composition of the track is messy, energetic, and matches the chaos of trying to pursue a requited connection. It keeps listeners on edge and fully engaged as the pace picks up in the latter half of 'Blown'.

On 'Weekend', TTSSFU reaches a point in the project where the wheels are coming off and emotions are at their highest point, culminating in a state of reflective disarray. It portrays the whirlwind of being a twenty-something girl, the intensity of emotions, and the rapid pace of life. There is a tangible sense of spinning out, which sets the stage for the final track to hit with even more sincerity and impact. 'Being Young' closes the EP with a vulnerable and comparably more tender perspective. Tasmin strips back the production and reverb, letting her lyrics breathe and resonate as she reflects on the loss of friends and family, both physically and to illness, fleeting time, and the challenges of growing up. She captures the idea of tackling this, along with the voice in the back of your mind reminding you that time is fleeting and a lifetime passes by in an instant, you want to cherish what matters, but things can become so hazy along the way. Through the track, she taps into the question that feels like the thread connecting each song on this project: Is this what it feels like to be young?

'Blown' is impossible to pin down to a single story, emotion, or genre. TTSSFU draws inspiration from all over and captures it into a cohesive, personal body of work. It is electric, edgy, and raw, yet moments of intimacy and honesty enhance it even further. She makes music absolutely on her own terms and does not care for outside approval. If it is any consolation, we love it!”.

Go and follow TTSSFU. After a wonderful 2025, this year will see things go from great to astonishing. Currently on tour, I forgot to get a ticket for her Brixton gig on 28th January, so I am not sure if there is availability still, as I can imagine she is a wonderful live performer. However, I will go and see her soon for sure. If you are looking for a complete artist who has the promise and talent to remain in music for years, then you need to watch out…

FOR the amazing TTSSFU.

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FEATURE: Spotlight: Daria Kolosova

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Spotlight

Daria Kolosova

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a lot of female D.J.s in my Spotlight feature, I wanted to keep that ball rolling. One of the reasons is because there seems to be steps back when it comes to gender equality for D.J.s. In terms of inclusion on bills and opportunities. I wanted to highlight as many great D.J.s queens as possible. One that you should keep your eyes out for is the sensational Daria Kolosova. A world-respected, successful and captivating Ukrainian-born D.J., I feel like this year is going to be a gigantic one. I do wonder whether Kolosova will put out any tracks or mixtapes. A lot of D.J.s are also artists and have their own albums and E.P.s. It does seem like Kolosova could well follow that path. As she is playing at Fabric in London on 7th February, it is a good time to spotlight this astonishing D.J. I will come to some interviews with her, starting with one from a while back. However, before getting there, I want to bring in some biography:

“Daria Kolosova’s 14 years of experience as a DJ, combined with her deep passion for electronic music, have shaped her into a remarkably versatile and proficient artist. Daria was born in the small town of Lutugino in eastern Ukraine. Her love for music was instilled by her father and her devotion to electronic music began at the age of 9 when she first heard “Diesel Power” by The Prodigy. Her passion for music deepened when her mother sent her to music school, where she studied piano. Yet being drawn to DJing from an early age, Daria embraced her vocation which led to her first performance in February 2010. Following this debut, she continued to actively perform in clubs across Lugansk and other cities while also organizing her own parties. After being inspired by Kyiv electronic scene and absorbing the vastness of electronic music genres, Daria honed her taste and recolated to Kyiv.

There, she became a resident DJ at Keller, performing under the alias Dar:k and co-launched the party series Materia UA. After actively being involved in the electronic music scene for some time, Daria started to use her own name, leaving her Dar:k moniker aside as an experimental project. She began headlining most of Kyiv’s underground nightclubs like K41, Closer, Otel and began expanding her reach internationally, performing outside of Ukraine and securing her place on the global stage, with bookings at high-profile events and venues across Europe and beyond. Currently, Daria is one of the most actively growing names in the techno scene. She has played some of the world’s most renowned institutions, with frequent bookings at Berghain, Bassiani, Fabric, London’s Fold and festivals like Tomorrowland, Junction 2, Awakenings, Time Warp and played at Amnesia, Hi and DC10 in her first Ibiza season. As a DJ, Daria never aims to deliver what is expected of her, but rather tries to convey her personal narratives through music. Daria views music as the most genuine method of communication, empathy and unity - a tool that helps her transform her distinctive energy into a story that can be shared with people on the dance floor. She desires to not only provide a danceable and enjoyable set but inspire and introduce people to something fresh and daring. Daria’s style is rooted in hard and groovy techno, often infused with elements of breakbeat, electro, hardcore, or jungle, making her performances rich in variety and unpredictability”.

It is worth going back a bit, so that we can see this progress and evolution. There are not many recent interviews with Daria Kolosova, so I am heading back a bit further. System 108 spoke with Kolosova about her work and career. This is a Techno D.J. but not one that is one-dimensional or limited. You never know what to expect from her. Someone that I hope to see play soon. From everything I hear about her, and listening to mixes she has put together, this is someone who is among the greatest D.J.s in the world:

“Do you remember the first track that you listed to that made you think "Oh yeah, this is techno"? What did it make you feel.

It was Das boot by U96. Back then I didn't know it was techno, I thought it was just some type of electronic music. But that track was different in terms of thrust and crazy energy. I heard it when I was about seven years old. My Dad was a big fan of electronic music and I found it listening to one of his tapes. It was a real revelation.

Have you played it in your sets?

Actually no! Its pretty slow and I haven't tried speeding up the bpm. Maybe I should? Ive never thought about it. (laughs)

After watching a lot of your interviews and listening to a lot of your sets I feel like limiting you to techno alone would be wrong. Do you yourself identify as a techno DJ?

Its obvious that I define my main genre as techno, while it can be quite diverse - from melodic to rough and groovy. But it has always been important to me that im not associated with only techno music. Thats why I like experimenting in my sets, I can play brake-beat and electro, then try some jungle or ambient, downtempo or house in an atypical slot for myself. People know I'm a techno-DJ, but they never know what to expect from me.

You left the "Culture of sound" school because of your tight performance schedule?

I temporarily stopped teaching about six months ago. At some point, it became difficult to combine active touring with teaching at school. At first, the idea of teaching DJing came to me as a side effect of quarantine. There were few performances, I wanted to occupy myself with something, and then I got an offer from the school. Moreover, I git the offer from the guys at "Culture of Sound", at whose events I performed several times, and they themselves are very involved in what they're doing. I loved their approach. I taught at the school for about a year, I liked doing it. I can definitely say that the experience was very interesting. It turned out that I'm not a bad teacher. (laughs)

And you're not only good in practice, but also a great theorist?

Yes, it's one thing to be able to play, but another thing to be able to share your knowledge correctly and easily, to teach someone. When you start teaching, you overestimate your knowledge, you start looking at it from a different angle, wow, it turns out I know so much.

And your students? What kind of people were they? Those who are eager to conquer the industry, or those who are just looking for a hobby?

They were all very different. I probably had the most active flow of students out of all the teachers in the two schools (one in Kharkov, the other in Kiev). That's why I had the opportunity to choose my students. The first lesson at school is introductory. The student meets the teacher, tells him about himself and why he came to school, the teacher shares what will happen in the learning process, and eventually they decide whether they are suitable for each other or not. That was very important to me. I didn't want to waste my knowledge. I collected all my experience bit by bit, and wanted to share the information I got over the years with the most motivated people. Of course, there were some students that came to me and said, "I want to tear up dance floors , I want swarming crowds of fans." So what they needed first of all was fame and Instagram followers. I told them "I'm sorry, but we have different paths". That approach isn't really about culture and music. We are the "Culture of Sound", and thats exactly what we're about. But there were also some students who shared touching and motivating stories about how they got to know music, about their love for it. I was happy to take on training those people. There were also those who came and said directly: I don't understand DJing, I've only just started listening to electronic music, but I'd like to try and see if it will work or not. Thats also an honest position and I was also ready to work with such people.

Can you name two or three moments in your career that you consider crucial for yourself?

The first such moment occurred in 2014 or 2015, when I decided to quit commercial music, and I was invited to perform in Krasnodar for the first time under the new nickname Dar:k. Then I indicated to myself that I wanted to move in a different direction and play techno. The second gig was my cooperation with Nastya. She offered to perform back2back, and for the first time we played in that format at the Arma17 birthday party at the Funkhaus in Berlin. And the third turning point was my performance at the Berlin HOR. I don't understand how or why, but this video has gained 670,000 views. I just came there for fun and played music that I really liked.

Haven't you started writing music yet?

I have! Seryozha and I were listening to music at home, just fooling around, and he says, "Why don't we write music together? That would be fun!" Yes, l agree. But in this area I feel his advantage and so far I'm a bit shy. Therefore, I want to focus on production again, to tighten up my knowledge. Seryozha constantly works at home, for example, right now he is finishing work on remixes, and he inspires me very much. On the other hand, I have a very active touring activity right now, and it's extremely difficult to find time to write. I sincerely admire people who tour a lot and still have time to write music. I don't understand how they do it.

Who inspires you?

Seryozha is certainly one of my favourite producers and DJs. I also like the creativity of Blawan — he's very talented. Lately I've been digging more into techno from the 90s and 2000s and I'm more interested in artists whose names are unfamiliar to me. I discover new names, a new sounds. I am inspired by what comes to me at the moment”.

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I would be interested in reading something new with Daria Kolosova and how the Russian invasion of Ukraine has affected her and her home nation. In terms of playing in Kyiv and whether that is possible. I am staying in 2023 when it comes to interviews, as there does not to have been much written since then. I will head to Resident Advisor. Kolosova was asked about the invasion of Ukraine and how that has impacted her. Or she shared her views on the invasion and why it has impacted her especially hard. I do think that this year is going to be one where she release music, plays some of the biggest venues and festivals of her career and collaborate with fellow D.J.s. It is a really exciting point in her career:

“Before the Russian invasion of Ukraine, Daria Kolosova was one of the brightest stars of Kyiv's incredible techno scene, when the city was among the best places for the genre anywhere in the world (and remains so, even under duress). Now living in Berlin, Kolosova's style and sound feel both timeless and progressive. She's been DJing since she was a teenager—after falling in love with dance music via her dad's collection—and has built up a style that has taken her to the world's most renowned techno clubs and festivals. In spite of her popularity, Kolosova does things differently to many of her peers. She's spoken about her respect for and recognition of techno's origins, and her DJing style pays homage to the genre's history. Her sets span eras and continents, with a '90s bent that encompasses not just hard, rolling techno but breakbeats, electro, IDM and prog. Her RA Podcast is a brilliant collection of old and new, from Goa trance to Julia Govor, expertly mixed with a storyteller's hand.

What have you been up to recently?

Lately I've been quite busy with touring around the world, besides my gigs in Europe for the last three months I did tours in Australia, US, South America. On the one hand I'm grateful to be able to travel again and do what I love after two years of the pandemic, but at the same time I've started to feel the need to find a healthy balance between my tours and personal life because it can be super exhausting at times. So I'm learning how to take care of myself, doing yoga, cold exposure and trying to dedicate more time to new projects and studio in the future.

What's one club or party that had a major impact on you as an artist? Playing at Berghain was a dream come true. It made a huge impact on me because I used to travel a lot from Kyiv to Berlin to go there to experience it and learn from bigger DJs. Lately I've enjoyed playing at BASEMENT in New York so much that I literally didn’t want to finish my set. I'm eagerly looking forward to being back. What's one social or political cause you want the world to pay more attention to? There are many things going on in the world, but the war in Ukraine is the most painful topic for me. Unfortunately there's not much news and updates about Ukraine anymore, and the lack of information makes people believe that the war is almost over or the situation has become better. It has also become more complicated to share information about the war on social media as it could be deleted or statistics of views would be significantly low. I just want to remind everyone that the war in Ukraine is going on and we need your support”.

This is a rare case of including older interviews for someone I am spotlighting. I do hope there are 2026 chats with Daria Kolosova. I feel this is a crucial point in her career and we will see big things from her. I do want to finish with another 2023 interview from Fabric London. In it “Nastia and Daria Kolosova give an insight into Kiev’s burgeoning electronic music scene”. This was published nearly a few years ago, so I am aware they are referring to Kyiv as ‘Kiev’:

“Something special is happening in eastern Europe. While artists like [a:rpia:r] have been the key proponents for a stripped-back style of house in Bucharest since the mid-2000s, in recent years there’s been a new electronic music scene developing in Kiev. The city’s favoured style is house and techno, a sound that’s frequently championed at parties like CXEMA and Ukraine’s premier nightclub, Closer. Few artists have done more to put the city on the electronic music map than Nastia. As well as being Ukraine’s biggest techno DJ, she helps run Strichka, the beloved annual festival from the Closer team that brings together a killer cast of local talents and international guests. Recently she’s found a sparring partner in Daria Kolosova, another Kiev selector who’s frequently found spinning colourful techno and electro alongside Nastia. Ahead of the pair’s upcoming head-to-head in Room One, they told us more about their musical backgrounds, how they first met, and why electronic music is thriving in their hometown right now. What styles of music were you exposed to through childhood? Nastia: I was born in 1987. My sisters were listening to pop music at the time, but from what they had I liked Enigma. Then The Prodigy, Chemical Brothers and Fatboy Slim came out. I used to collect movie soundtracks too – that was my passion. Daria Kolosova: My passion for music came from my father. He was a bassist in a rock band, and used to be a DJ. He took me to rehearsals when I was only 3. I grew up on my dad’s records – stuff like Pantera and Metallica, or electronic music such as The Prodigy, Groove Armada and Crystal Method. I went to musical school for piano classes, and DJing became the next natural step in my relationship with music. How did you first discover electronic music in Kiev? Nastia: For me, it happened in around 2005 or 2006. I started to travel from Donetsk to Kiev to party. There were several clubs, which I would now consider places playing mainstream music. There was also an underground scene, but I was removed from that. I was living in Donetsk, and started DJing in February 2005. Before that I was a dancer, and met all the local DJs who showed me this wonderful lifestyle. 

 

Daria Kolosova: In 2010 I came to Kiev from my hometown Lugansk. I visited Cinema Club with my friends. It was a huge underground club playing big techno, hard techno and drum & bass. This was a super new experience because there’s nothing like this in my hometown. My second time was a Sunday daytime party at Closer. I’d just moved to Kiev, and this was a revelation for me. Beautiful people, amazing vibe and music. One of the residents dropped Call That Love (Rob Rives remix) by X-press 2, which I’ll associate with Closer forever. How did you obtain records when you first started collecting? Nastia: I started to collect records quite late, in 2010. I was travelling a lot and mostly going to record shops. I also used to order from online shops, but it would take three weeks to receive them. Nowadays it’s easy – I adore Discogs for that. At the moment there’s also Closer Record Store, which is run by serious diggers. Daria Kolosova: I started to buy records when I was travelling – from small no-name music stores to big ones like Spacehall Berlin. There are a few vinyl shops in Kiev. My favourites are Closer Record Store and Diskultura. Closer is a super cosy place with new releases and rare items, perfect for “diggers”. Diskultura is the oldest multi-genre store in the city with a big collection of old-school techno, electro and more. It seems like electronic music is going through a golden period in Kiev at the moment. How would you describe the scene right now? Daria Kolosova: It’s a really historical moment happening in Ukraine now. The post-Maidan financial crisis helped the discovery of a generation of local talents, because organisers didn’t have the money for big names. That’s why we have such a strong local scene. For example, at the recent CXEMA x Boiler Room rave, 4,000 people came for a local line-up. Young ravers are open-minded and educated, they don’t want to hear something expected. This builds to a raw phenomenon in Ukraine, and we are very lucky to be part of it. Nastia: Golden period – it’s true. Ukraine finally got on the map of the worldwide electronic music scene. It’s been a fast rise: in 2013 Closer club opened its doors, and by 2014 we had Strichka Festival, CXEMA, Rhythm Bureau and a few more local promoters. Now it’s huge, fresh and amazing. People here really dance, I don’t see people express themselves like this anywhere else. The club community is educated, curious, united and cultural. Strict face control at Closer helps keep the vibe on a high level. CXEMA keeps it raw with local artists. Brave! Factory and Strichka are the best festivals right now. I must admit we have very good residents: most of the time they are better than the international guests. People’s tastes and those who run the scene are always stepping forward. For me, Ukraine is the most interesting clubbing spot at the moment. We’ve travelled to the city a few times specifically to spend the weekend at Closer. What do you think makes this club so special? Nastia: The team behind it. You can feel they do it for themselves – not for people or business, but for themselves to be able to live the life they want, and do something for the history and culture. They were the ones who built the scene in 2013. The team used to do parties before, but everything started seriously with the club. I don’t know any stronger family-style relations than them. In five years, I’ve never seen any conflict in their group. They are just perfect”.

Most of my Spotlight features have new interviews and we can give a sense of where an artist is heading. However, with D.J.s, there is perhaps less in the way of continually interviews, unless they put music out, though Daria Kolosova is one of the world’s most important D.J.s, so I wanted to spotlight her. Given the continuing violence in Ukraine and Russia’s invasion, I thought it especially important to discuss a Ukrainian D.J. Go and follow her on Instagram and keep up with her mixes on Soundcloud. I really do feel this year will see Daria Kolosova creating some fo the best memories and experiences of her life. If you do get a chance to see her play then please do. Among the queens of the decks, the fabulous Daria Kolosova is…

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ONE of the absolute best.

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FEATURE: Spotlight: Clara Kimera

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Spotlight

Clara Kimera

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PHOTO CREDIT: Louise Sauvard

by everyone, Clara Kimera is someone you will want to follow as we go through this year. The French musician is the co-founder of the duo, Agar Agar. As a solo artist, she is inspired by the chimera, reflecting the dreamlike nature of her music. At the start of last year, Kimera released her debut solo E.P., Dial 8. There have been a couple of collaborative E.P.s. Working with notinbed, unknown reasons came out in August. I Pray 42 with helen island arrived last month. I am going to start with an interview from Glamcult from early last year. They spoke with an artist making her first big move as a solo artist. Talking about Dial 8, Clara Kimera said “I refuse to be in the madhouse of the inhuman. I refuse to live with the wolves of the market place”. Even though she is a music veteran and has been around for a while, her solo work is a new venture and chapter. Glamcult was ready to introduce “her soul and subconscious to a synesthetic world”:

“Please tell us about Dial 8!

Dial 8 is my first solo EP. I spent a few years working on it, trying to be as sincere as possible and to find my true musical identity. It’s not like I found it, but it was my first try ! I love experimenting and I loved working on music on my own. The subject is therefore more personal, it deals with my most profound fears, OCD and gentle creepy pasta creatures.

“I can be whoever I want to be,” you powerfully enunciate in the album’s opening track. Is the jester, also seen on the cover art, an archetype you resonate with?

I love the history of the jester. I am intrigued by the paradoxical and ironic image of what he stands for. He’s fooling around and joking, but deep down, he is full of sin and sorrow. This cynical aspect of him is very modern in our society. It really talks to me. I also love the Middle Age imagery.

You commission a lot of your cover art from artists, tattoo artists, graphic designers, and digital artists – what is your vision for the visual representations of your music? Where and what mediums do you get inspired by?

I love collaborating with different artists because it brings a visual dimension to the table that is so attached to the music. I am very passionate about image and art, and that’s why I always want my musical projects to have a very strong identity. I love to control everything in terms of image because I usually know what I want pretty easily. I get inspired by old manuscripts from the Middle Ages (seeing one irl is so crazy), manga drawers such as Asumiko Nakamura and Kazuo Umezu, painters like James Ensor, and movies by Gus Van Sant.

Distortion and grain tint the album with an element of haunting, a hypnotic eeriness lingers in the hard-hitting bass line – even on the last track, “Drive Safe,” which is initially linguistically more about an element of care. How does the tension of the familiar and the unfamiliar, creepy or eerie, inform this project or your music generally?

I love to have a tense instrumental with a very soft subject, or the contrary. I love how words can melt into something different than expected. To sing words that reassure with a distorted guitar

Turning back to the first track, who do you want to be? How have you constructed your identity as a musician and an individual?
I want to be as sincere as possible. I think that’s the main thing I want to convey. Sometimes musical projects are so built and flawless I can’t seem to relate with them. I like dusty shelves and imperfections. I like when it’s palpable. I want to be relatable.

I can’t not mention Agar Agar – I actually got to see you guys perform in Istanbul in 2023, and it was amazing – how do you sonically separate Agar Agar from your solo identity as Clara Kimera?

I think it’s pretty simple for me to separate both as Agar Agar’s set up is analogic and electronic and I come from a more acoustic background. Grew up with lots of shoegaze, cold wave, and folk artists like Slowdive, Joy Division, Sybille Baier… Going solo made me go back to a more organic approach, hugging the guitar and putting a lot more of my influences in it. It felt really natural”.

I am going to move to COEVAL and their interview with Clara Kimera and notinbed around their collaborative E.P., unknown reasons. It is amazing how Kimera can collaborate with others and produce this variety of music so seamlessly. However, I think her most important moments through this year will come when she is working solo. I just feel she is at her strongest when her voice and vision is at the front:

“How do you find the music scene in Paris?

Notinbed: Cool. The last few years it’s been growing. It’s the first time in a while that it’s been a cool scene in France.
Clara: I think there are some cool people to make music with, but not enough independent labels in my opinion! The scene is fun though.

What do you feel like caused the shift in the French music scene?

Notinbed: There’s a new rap scene that’s developed in France. In France, rap, two and a half years ago became way more open and open to new types of beats. It became more open with club and experimental stuff so that opened people up, like producers, to different types of music, and gave different people a place to shine. The club scene has gotten cooler; there are more cool events - the scene isn’t just rap anymore. It’s transitioned from rap to more of a club scene. Most people coming up have the same objectives and are a similar age, so it feels like a team. It didn’t feel like that before.

How do you find the French music scene compared to those other cities?

Notinbed: The French scene is very precise, kind of intellectual - it can be less fun than English music, and a bit more serious.
Clara: I feel like it’s still very traditional, meaning it’s still pretty hard to make it there if you don’t sing in French.
How did you initially meet and start to collaborate?

Notinbed: Clara contacted me because she liked one of my songs, so she wanted to work together. I knew her from her band and she messaged me about a new project and then it really just flowed from there. For example, normally with an artist you throw away most of what you do to keep the best tracks for release, but with Clara, they didn’t have to throw away anything.

What message do you want to relay with your sound?

Notinbed: For me, it’s just about trying to give emotion. Music is the best way to make anybody feel better, so the more people that my music touches, the more people that I hope to make feel better. It’s like a plaster for the brain.

Clara: I don’t think it’s a message that can be translated with words. I think it’s just sharing some things that we put all of our heart into with the hope that it can be understood”.

Prior to getting to an interview from November, I want to get to The Line of Best Fit and their spotlight of Clara Kimera’s eye 2 eye single. If anyone reading his has not heard the music of Kimera and what she has put out as part of a duo, solo, or with other artists, then do go and explore her work. She is this fantastic visionary and creative who we will hear a lot more from soon:

“Kimera draws on a constellation of influences, including Hans Bellmer’s uncanny doll photography. She’s also deeply shaped by manga and anime, particularly Soul Eater, Tsutomu Nihei’s Blame!, and the dreamlike spirituality of Mamoru Oshii’s film Angel’s Egg, where emotion takes physical form. “I love how Atsushi Okubo illustrates emotional spaces [in Soul Eater] like fear, anxiety, pain in vivid landscapes,” she says.

“There’s invisible places in our heads that can make us evil: a long infinite hallway of stairs, two people slowly dancing to a weird jazz tune.” She likens the song’s themes to Twin Peaks’ extradimensional realm The Black Lodge, “it’s like the thin world between life and death…[in the Lodge] there is a person talking to you backwards and you’re just casually sitting on a chair. I like the fact that we can make images out of these spiritual projections.”

The song inhabits a liminal plane, while its video – directed entirely inside The Sims by Kimera – builds a world to match. Kimera has been modding the game since childhood, once running a Sims blog that recreated MTV shows like Room Raiders and Pimp My Ride. “The visual possibilities are endless, I’ve always felt like the director of my own film.” As she grew older, her builds became more elaborate; discovering the global modding community unlocked a new realm of collaboration. “It’s one of my favourite things about the internet. Meeting people that truly get your POV and artistic references,” she explains.

Kimera’s own universe continued to expand to the electronic community. Recently featured on Canadian trance auteur TDJ’s debut album, with single “On and On (You Lie)”, it placed her alongside genre heavyweights like Hannah Diamond, Danny L Harle, and 8485 – a significant arrival into the orbit of hyperpop and dance music.

For “eye 2 eye”, she stages scenes of horror, sorrow, and longing inside the simulation. The video oscillates between eerie and playful with uncanny digital choreography mirroring the track’s tension. Still, the single feels like a distillation of her own evolving identity that is darkly whimsical yet entirely her own. “I never really know where I’m headed,” she admits. “But this feels like the natural evolution of finding more and more of myself and what I want to share”.

I am going to end with Church Electronic and their interview from November. Talking about her upcoming projects, Clara Kimera did mention Pray 42 with helen island and working with him. That has come out. She also said this: “And my next EP is almost ready. I just have to finish one song. It's like seven songs, and it's really inspired by Japanese Shoegaze, LA, and horror movies”:

“Some fruit trees take four years to bear their first fruit—whether it’s due to insufficient sunlight, incorrect watering, root constraint, a tree takes time to mature. One could liken Clara Kimera’s trajectory to a tree that has been steadily rooting. Earlier this year, the artist debuted her first project outside of the Parisian electronic duo Agar Agar. With a decade in the music industry under her belt, she’s exploded back on the scene with two EPs and a handful of singles in a new, raw direction. Drawing inspiration from early internet culture, tarot, creepypasta stories and the sincerity of the jester, enter Clara’s world of mischief where anything goes.

The first song, “King Jester,” off of Clara Kimera’s solo EP, Dial 8,  closes with a sample from an early 1996 Youtube documentary Dirty Girls:

It’s a sample from a documentary that appears through Clara Kimera’s EP Dial 8, released earlier this year. This interpolated sampling lends a voice of sincerity that only adolescence can replicate: of blindly trying to find oneself in a world fraught with those who seem to already carry an opinion. The documentary, an early Youtube cult classic, centers on a group of 13-year-old Los Angeles-native riot grrrls—part of the 1990s underground feminist punk movement, inspired sonically by Joan Jett and Siouxsie Sioux and politically by anti-establishment ideals and challenging the then-male-dominated punk scene. A purveyor of early internet archival works, Clara Kimera’s tongue in cheek choice of sampling paired with downbeat and post-apocalyptic chords create an atmosphere that’s not unlike the feeling of pirouetting at the edge of a very, very steep cliff. These early ideas from riot grrrl permeate the EP: of plainly being true to oneself despite the world telling you that you should act and be a certain way.

Her new EPs this year are the maxim of Clara’s artistic transformation in a new direction. Where Agar Agar was polished and almost glossy in production, Clara Kimera’s latest works are raw and driven by acoustic elements. It’s one that is characterized by sweet-but-threatening complex rhythmic structures and angular phrasing, drawing on her ability to create haunting layered melodies on “aside” and her latest single “eye2eye.”

This latest release, co-produced with 888rks, is centered on two beings in the mise en abyme of life and death, as they are listening to the track that killed them. With eye2eye’s music video accompaniment being visualized completely within the Sims, it draws on the artist's love for the video game, apparent from her middle school blog dedicated to recreating early 2000s MTV shows like Room Raiders, Made, and Pimp my Ride in the aforementioned meta-human simulation.

You produced a few things with notinbed this year. How did that collaboration come around?

I was just randomly digging music two years ago, and I ended up just really, really digging that song where he sampled this really famous old French video about this little kid that just lost his goldfish, and the goldfish name is Mustache, and the kid is so sad and it’s devastating.  He's filming the aquarium, and he's like, ‘Mustache is dead. He's going to Goldfish Paradise.’ And this video is soul crushing, but so funny, but really, really devastating, and I love this video so much. It's really, it's just so sad. This little kid is realizing what death is.

And so he sampled this video, so I was just randomly listening to music and it struck me, and it was like, who sampled this? Who sampled Mustache? It was with ambient songs. It was so sad. And I was like, this is genius. This is so good. So I think I just messaged him on Insta and I was like, ‘Hey, I love Mustache.’ I was like, this is so out there. And so we just collaborated really quickly. It was just very intuitive, the two of us working on songs together.

Where did you record your latest project?

I mostly did everything in Paris, and in LA actually. But, I've been going to LA every year since I was 18. I met these girls back then. They were my besties and I was living at their place. They had an art gallery in Highland Park, but it was my first time there. I was so fascinated by LA. I loved it so much. And then my best friend, who's French, got married there and is living there. So I go once a year at least for a couple of months, and I love it there. It's kind of my second house. I don't have my license though, so I'm being passively driven by people.

It's definitely special. If I stay there for too long, my brain kind of explodes, but at the same time,. It's just so different from everything I've ever seen or grew up with. It is just very touching to me. Probably the fact that it's just so spacious and European cities tend to be so tiny, so restrictive, so narrow, and this space, this amount of landscape, and it makes me want to breathe really fresh air. Just the whole aesthetic, I guess it really influenced my music and just me as a whole.

On the songs that you've released this year, the vocals have almost become the beat on, no one belongs here, or aside, that acapella keeps developing.

No one belongs… it’s kind of crazy. I think I was feeling really tired that day, and it was nighttime, and I like night sessions. But not too late, I’m kind of a grandma. I like to wake up really early and read some stuff in my bed. I am really an early person. I want my day to be very, very long, I guess. So I was really tired and I didn't really want to be there. And I don't know what came out of me, but I started screaming my lungs out because the instrumental was so good, and something happened that day.

I don't know, I kind of went out of my body. I recorded one time, so there's no lyrics. It doesn't mean anything. It's just like this scream of the heart and that's it and we never ever touched it again afterwards. So it's really a one shot thing where I just scream so hard, but I don't even think I can do that again. I think it's really a one time experience type shit.

You have a really distinct sound and intentional aesthetic going into this new era. Do you know what kind of world you're looking to build or any key visual or musical inspirations?

What I’ve been listening to right now, definitely what influenced me recently is I love Shoegaze Japanese music these days. I've been really, really listening to Plastic Tree a lot. Worldpeace DMT, bod and this guy Neo Lapse. my dead girlfriend, all of these dudes, I've been obsessed. Obsessed. Yeah, these three bands I've been really listening to. My next project is really influenced by that, for sure”.

Such a remarkable artist, you feel influences from cinema and art in Clara Kimera’s music. I guess working with different artist brings all these new elements and influences into her own work. I am interested to hear her new E.P. and what she has in store this year. A distinct talent who we all should be aware of, go and listen to her stuff. It is incredible, and I guarantee that you…

WILL be hooked.

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FEATURE: Spotlight: Prewn

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Spotlight

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Prewn

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ONE think I would say…

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about Prewn prior to highlighting her as an artist to watch this year, is I hope she gets her own dedicated YouTube channel. As I type (1st January), there is on the explodingunderground channel and there is not a lot in the way of independence on that front. She does have a YouTube channel, technically, though her music videos are not on there. Just the basic tracks.  I know artists who do have videos on a label’s site or someone else’s but, as an artist being tipped for major success, there will be that desire for a dedicated Prewn YouTube channel where everything is pulled onto it. In any case, she is on the bill for Dot to Dot 2026. A chance for U.K. festival-goers to see this amazing American artist in the flesh. At the end of last year, there was a lot of excitement around Prewn. Many tipping her as someone who is going to be hard to ignore. Prewn is Massachusetts-based Izzy Hagerup. Her new album, System, came out in October. Even though this is her sophomore album, many people are just discovering her now. I want to start out with an October interview from Post Thrash. As they say near the top of their interview: “She’s reaching for a sensation, a thing that she can’t shake out of her head, an obsession with the shape of music, of her music, of just the right note that clicks the right emotion or feel in her body and soul”:

“Izzy Hagerup, who makes music under the name Prewn, released a new album earlier this month on Exploding In Sound Records. A Hampshire College graduate originally from Glen Ellyn, IL, she spent years in the Pioneer Valley in Western Massachusetts, before recently relocating to Los Angeles. The ebb and flow of bands in the Pioneer Valley has given the area a reputation for musical fecundity. When I lived there I learned that Dinosaur Jr. is from the area, even once spotting them casually playing on the lawn of the Amherst Common. They just set up with no stage, kind of under a tree, and in the grass. They just felt like playing. It wasn’t a crazy crowd, and I don’t even know if they promoted it. I feel like in that moment, they reflected a large part of the attitude of artists in the Valley; they wanted to just play, and fueling that obsession was an essential proclivity to exist. That’s what Prewn’s sophomore album System feels like to me.

JE: Can you tell me a little bit about the place or places you grew up and how you grew into your relationship with music?

IH: Yeah. I grew up in suburbia in Chicago. It's called Glen Ellyn. It's a fine town, it's suburbia. I started playing cello when I was in second grade, and my mom was kinda like, you gotta play until like eighth grade. I was like, whatever, this is stupid, I don't wanna lug this big cello everywhere. I was late to orchestra every morning. I didn't really feel like I fit into the classical world, and wasn't good at practicing, but I stuck with it till eighth grade, and then I was like, okay, I'm gonna play guitar now.

I had a pretty rough period, I don't really know why, in my freshman year of high school, and I  stopped going to school. It was a whole thing. That's when I got into playing guitar just for fun. My dad was a musician my whole life, growing up, just more on his own. So that was around me, but I abandoned the cello. Got into guitar and then I moved to Northern California because I got shipped out there 'cause my mom was like, I don't know what to do with you.

JE: You were causing havoc or something?

IH: I think I was just like so depressed and not getting better, and I think I was probably causing some havoc. I was always the easy child, but something picked in at that time. It's a blur, just being a bad girl, and I think, yeah, I moved in with my aunt in Northern California for a couple of years.

I was playing guitar more, and I took some guitar lessons. I wrote one song in high school, but I was definitely not taking music seriously, like something I would ever do.  I'm getting used to that idea now, but it was a surprise. Then I moved to Western Mass for school. I went to Hampshire College. I worked on it more, and then I was in my first band called Blood Mobile with my friend Tuna, and that was my first experience tapping into a DIY scene.

It was more like silly, I wanna die rock, some type of music, but yeah. Then over time I got more familiar and close to the people in the music scene, and realized I could make my own band. It's been like a very slow burn of hesitantly, starting to take music more seriously and face all the things that are scary about it like being seen in that way.

JE: So you solely wrote and recorded System, the album during stretches of bedroom sessions. When did you know you were recording an album, and how did you commit to the idea of creating an album?

IH: Yeah. It actually was after the fact that I decided that this was gonna be an album. I was just looking through [the songs], and I was like, that's so many pieces in the air. What do I have now? I do want let things go, so I can have more emotional mental space for the new. I was looking through all my songs that I hadn't really taken seriously as stuff that could go out. Then I made a collection that got narrower and narrower of these songs, and I'm like, it'd be cool to redo these in some way, but I don't think there's a way that I could do them like this again. I like them like this. They just became this bundle of songs. I kind of make sense of most things and my songs after the fact. When I'm writing, I'm often like, “I don't know.” Then afterwards I'm like, “Ohhh, I see, I can connect these dots and I'm gonna run with it.” So I see now after making what the album is I see the connection and that came from different sides and faces of the same experience I was having, which I think is just a reflection of being in my mid-twenties and fucking making mistakes and learning from them and being childish and being wise and getting wiser and making mistakes again and struggling and feeling lost. I think it's a reflection of my experience. Becoming an adult or something [laughs].

JE: How important is it, was it for you to record mostly alone? Though you've said that you might wanna go into a studio in the future. But for this record, you pretty much recorded all by yourself.

IH: Yeah. One of the most rewarding times when I get into the zone and I’m creating a song or writing something like that is simply the highest high for me. It just feels so good. I think I'm just at a point in my life where accessing that place and that level of freedom and creativity is just something I can only really do alone. It's something I'm working on, and I think it's the same way I operate, just in general.

I'm gonna close up a little bit with other people. I think with my first album, I also did that all alone. I think I had more of a pride of I did this album myself! Now this album I'm at a point where I see so much value in being able to collaborate and work with people and give up a little bit of control. That now is a scary challenge I would like to take on. I get very attached to demos and I just do feel like there's an energy in them that I often find really difficult to recreate. 'Cause when you're recording something, there's just the magic to it that when you're trying to recreate, it always loses something for me, but I really wanna get to the point where I can recreate something and feel like it's gaining something. That also takes practice and getting comfortable with giving up control and working with other people creatively.

But I now see how that's such a beautiful way to let something blossom, even more. I'm just also very attached to how good it feels to be completely alone and like time disappears and everything's happening just very intuitively, and it just feels like one of my favorite things ever to do”.

Perhaps one of the most difficult things with Prewn is whether they are a solo artist or band. 2023’s Through the Windows was a full band effort. However, System is Izzy Hagerup on her own. The Big Takeover ran an interview with Prewn at the end of December. I am new to her work, so I am trying to piece everything together. This amazing sound and a brilliant album with System, I am looking forward to seeing what this year holds in store:

“So, in 2025 is Prewn you, or is Prewn a band?

IZZY: The first album, I started Prewn and it was a band. It was with my ex-boyfriend and Mia. I had already made and recorded Through the Window. All the songs existed before I made the band. The band kind of fell apart for various reasons. We all love each other, it’s all good, but I think Prewn essentially is my baby. It’s my one main outlet. At this point, it’s a band, but it’s a shifting band. I’m the one that stays. I’ve been stretching my muscles a lot and learning a lot in the process of making new bands. Now I moved across the country, of course, and I’m just kind of trying to keep it a little bit open. I’m gonna make a band in Berlin for the Europe tour. At its core, making the music that is part of the Prewn project is the process that I’m addicted to and, on a soul level, need to do: make these songs and record them all in isolation on some level. I wanna be part of other projects more, I wanna collaborate as Prewn more, but it is the one thing that is deeply personal to me. Maybe I have some commitment issues, too. Being in a band with people, shit happens, and I’m like, this needs to forever be a thing, and I know that I can count on myself.

You did an album release show recently. Are the people that played with you at that show who you consider to be the touring band or were those just people who were available to play the release show with you?

IZZY: The band in Western Mass has been as it is for a year, give or take. I love everyone in the band so much; they’re so sweet and so good. They did both the shows on the East Coast. I’ve been putting myself in this situation of having to figure it out, and I’m figuring it out as I go, but I’m actually gonna fly them out to do this West Coast tour because it’s just feeling so good. I don’t know what I’m doing most of the time, but I am excited. Seeing different people’s interpretation of the music is so cool and exciting. There’s just so much to learn from people, and being in a band is like being in a relationship on some level. There’s just this intimacy.

Are you the type of person to continuously write? The songs on System have been around for a little while, do you have another record already in mind or even started?

IZZY: Kinda. I have so many songs that haven’t been recorded yet. When I’ve tried to record, there’s just such a nuance; I’ve recorded a lot of songs, but I’m still just like, “That’s not it.” The thing with this album that does feel so special is a lot of the songs were made in the moment. The recording is from the night they were created. I feel like there’s this energy that I can’t replicate. I’m starting to look through my stuff and it’s growing, but I definitely want to approach the next album in a different way and push myself. I guess I have this idea that bands go to a studio and it’s a really thought-out thing, but there’s a magic to spontaneity. I don’t really know how to do it otherwise. Maybe I need to start leaning into what does work for me instead of trying to do what I think I should do. I’m always feeling like I’m doing something wrong, but what if I stop doubting everything all the time?

Is there a particular time of the day that you like to record?

IZZY: Definitely. I always want to get right into it, and I think that mentality isn’t helpful sometimes. No matter what time I get there, it’s really not until 10 or 11 PM that anything’s happening. Sometimes I need to be there for 8 hours to feel aimless and stuck, but there’s a magic in the night. I wish it worked otherwise. Maybe I just need to leave the mornings for practicing or learning some new solo, but the creativity seems to come when everyone’s asleep and I’m as isolated as I can possibly be.

As the year winds to end, what are some of the highlights of 2025 for you?

IZZY: I want 2026 to be more “tapped in.” 2025 was so absorbed in my own changes and the move. But the Burlington scene is amazing—*Greg Freeman*, Robber Robber, and Dari Bay all put out music. Something magical is happening up there”.

In highlighting Prewn as an artist to watch this year, is how there is no real certainty regarding her future output. I shall not put this interview in this feature, but I would recommend everyone check out Stereogum and their interview, where Prewn tells the story behind every track on System. These words stood out: “The 28-year-old musician talks about her work with equal frustration and awe. "It's been a slow burn," she says of her music-making journey. In second grade, she started taking cello lessons and as a teenager moved to the guitar. She wrote her first song when she was 15 and didn’t return to songwriting until college. She studied psychology and writing, but never expected to be a musician. Even now, as she’s in the thick of it, it all seems like a mystery to her. "I don't know how I'll ever write a song again," she says, revealing she currently has no writing process. "I really feel writer's block all the time, especially right now. But, I know I'll get through it,” she says. She speaks about her artistic tension as something both inevitable and insatiable. It's the same hunger that fuels her songs”. Born in Chicago, this is an artist very much in demand in the wider world. With a European and U.K. tour scheduled for later in the year, I may see if I can catch her in London in May. The Guardian highlighted Prewn as one of their artist to watch for this year. Laura Snapes interviewed Izzy Hagerup/Prewn about her “bitterly optimistic indie-rock of Prewn”:

“Hagerup is self-deprecating and wildly expressive – her first espresso has just kicked in – and occasionally talks in circles around her latest album, System. To write, she says, she has to not necessarily know what she’s writing about: from opening song Easy, “I was sniffing a flower but I snorted a bug” is the kind of emotional trap door she sketches so well. Looking back on what the album might mean now, she sees “moments of struggle” as well as bird’s-eye views of the challenges of living in intentionally oppressive systems.

“In the moment, I didn’t realise I was depressed – it’s like watching your hair grow, you don’t realise you’ve gotten to a place that isn’t how you like to feel,” she says. “I would have a lot of shame about feeling so depressed when there’s so much beauty in the world. But then that’s just another way to judge yourself when you’re already low.”

The making of System sounded pretty painful: Hagerup staying up all night, forcing herself to write until some scrap of muse appeared to her. Looking back, she thinks it’s a result of the “immense pressure” people put themselves under in their mid-20s as they figure life out. “Hopefully as I’m getting older and more comfortable, I can approach music from less of a desperate … ” she mimes wrenching something out of the ground. “A lot of fear got wrapped up in it, but now it feels back to how it used to, like music is for the joy of the moment.”

Hagerup came of age musically in the famed western Massachusetts scene, where she stuck around after college far longer than she had planned. Kim Gordon and Thurston Moore used to live there; J Mascis of Dinosaur Jr was a regular sight on the bike paths near where Hagerup lived.

“He wears his helmet!” she says. “I love this area so much. It’s beautiful but it doesn’t have enough going on to be distracting. I hadn’t been in a DIY scene before I moved here. I was like, what, we just get together and make this happen on our own?! Seeing all the work that went into the community was so beautiful. It totally changed the course of my life, and it gave me a lot of courage to do music on a more serious level.” Nevertheless, she moved to Los Angeles in the summer: “I was like, what if I went somewhere that I could never imagine myself?”

Since releasing her debut, Through the Window, in 2023, Hagerup has become used to her growing fandom seeming shocked by the darkness of her music. “I think the most powerful music is the most honest music,” she shrugs. “If it’s getting a little dark in here: well, chase that.” But as much as she sings about giving in, System is full of reminders not to fear “the sound of your broken, beating, dripping, heaving heart”, as she sings on Don’t Be Scared.

“That’s another thing I really value about music,” she says. “If you’re not going deep into the dark side, I don’t know how you can go deep into the light side”.

I think that this year is going to be a very busy one for Prewn. Even if Izzy Hagerup is never 100% sure how much new music will come and what is next, I do feel we will get another album and there will be a lot of activity from her. System is a brilliant album that has picked up some positive reviews. Go and check out this amazing artist. You will be hearing a lot more from Prewn as we…

MOVE through 2026.

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FEATURE: Spotlight: False Reality

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Spotlight

False Reality

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IT is interesting seeing…

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the dates False Reality have coming up. The London Hardcore band formed in 2023, and I must admit, they are new on my radar. I am instantly struck by them, and I know many others are tipping the band for great success this year. Consisting of Rachel Rigby (vocals), Dave Connolly (guitar), Joe Cornwell (bass), and Louis Dale, I think a lot of the artists recommend for this year are Pop are genres around that. Hardcore bands that mix in Metal and Thrash are seen as niche or not mainstream (translation: palatable).. I do think that False Reality are such a refreshing and interesting band. Last year was a big one for False Reality. Releasing their debut studio album, FADED INTENTIONS, in November, I shall end with a review of it. Rather than put out a string of singles and some E.P.s, the band are putting out complete works. Their debut E.P., Path of Self Destruct, came out in 2024. Honing their craft on the road and then bringing that into the studio then back to the road, I do feel like this year is going to be one of their busiest. In terms of festival dates and music sites that spotlight them. There are four or so interviews I want to come to. Last year was such a successful one for False Reality, where so many people were picking up on their music. With an incredible debut album out in the world, it was a big statement from one of the best Hardcore bands in the country. Kerrang! spoke with False Reality “about the importance of community, getting the nod from Speed, and ’80s metal tour bus sing-alongs”. They listed ten reasons why you need to follow the band. I am going to narrow it to five:

“They’ve been into hardcore since they were kids

Discovering the London hardcore scene at a young age was a formative experience for the members of False Reality

Rachel Rigby (vocals): “When I was literally a toddler I was loving ZZ Top! As I grew older, heavier gigs started happening in Colchester, and through YouTube I found TRC and started going to a lot of London hardcore shows from a young age. When I was 19, I started putting them on myself, and that was so fun.”

Dave Connolly (guitar): “The first hardcore band I ever saw was Strife, opening for Sepultura at Brixton Academy in ’96, which was Sepultura’s last-ever show with Max Cavalera. I was very young – 13 or 14 – and that was a gateway for me. I started checking out all the bands on Victory Records at the time, and all the bands on their ‘thanks’ lists, and eventually someone said, ‘You do know there’s a scene going on in London, don’t ya?’ And then that was that – it just ruined my life!”

They’ve got a real melting pot of influences

There are several album tunes that draw from ’90s grunge and post-hardcore to give an extra flavour to their sound

Rachel: “When we’re driving in the tour bus, Alice In Chains will come on and we’ll all be loving it. That’s a part of our personality that we want to use in our music. It’s the same with Deftones. We’ve got so many influences from different veins of alternative music, not just hardcore, that there’s a little bit of something for everyone in our songs.”

Joe Cornwell (bass): “When I was living in Liverpool I was producing electronic music and doing a lot of DJ residencies, supporting some quite cool leftfield, ambient housey acts. I used the moniker GhostChant, from the Poison The Well song – that was a little nod to hardcore. There’s a couple of the riffs I wrote on this album where there’s a little subtle ambience there, and I think there’s always going to be some element of that aesthetic to False Reality.”

They’re finally done with walking on eggshells

The frustrations of other people’s expectations and prejudices fuel Rachel’s fire

Rachel: “COST OF SPITE is about trying to appease other people, and trying to live quietly and tread on eggshells, rather than living to your actual true potential, and finally just thinking, ‘Do you know what? I’ve had enough of this, I need to be myself.’ I’d rather ruffle some feathers doing what I need to do than go through life not being true to myself. We’ve also got a song, EVERY GAZE, that’s about having your hard work pulled back due to your gender, your sexuality, your skin colour…”

PHOTO CREDIT: Jon Sugden

They’re all about community

Hardcore unity is a guiding principle

Rachel: “The hardcore community is such a small space. Everyone knows everyone, everyone meets everyone at some point. We’re all doing it for the same reasons, we’re all here to shout the same message, we’re all here because of the passion and the love for it. We’ve all grown up in it, and we love seeing new people come in and experience it for the first time. We all remember our first show and that feeling that it gave us, just the dream and the love of that moment and that memory, and the beauty of hardcore. One of the best things about going out and playing live is getting to meet people, and having that interaction.”

They’re seriously proud of what they’ve done on FADED INTENTIONS

False Reality can’t wait for you to hear their all-killer, no-filler new album

Louis: “Nothing’s written to be an album track. But that makes choosing singles difficult!”
Rachel: “Like Louis said, everything that we’ve written for this new album is intended to be played live and with high energy: lots of two-steps, lots of guitar solos, lots of sing-along bits. We love it, it’s our baby and there’s been a lot of blood, sweat and tears put into the new album, quite literally!”.

Actually, I might come to two interviews and then wrap up with a review of one of the most explosive and important debut albums of last year. I think people associate Hardcore with being aggressive with no depth or musicality. That it is all about rage and violence. Instead, the scene is so diverse and you cannot pigeonhole or easily define bands. At the end of December, The Guardian included False Reality in their New Music for 2026 section:

“As a DIY sound that thrives off hungry newcomers, hardcore, in principle, doesn’t tend to over-prioritise legacy. But the cumulative effect of False Reality’s previous bands and their years being steeped in the sound gives Faded Intentions a real edge. After playing and moshing at thousands of shows between them, the four of them have an ear for what makes a track rip through a room with maximum impact, and a learned musicality that goes beyond the classic three-chords and beatdown formula of some of the tougher music they grew up on.

Faded Intentions is full of playful, dynamic shifts. For metalheads, there are thrash guitar solos reminiscent of early Metallica, Slayer and Arcangel, and for hardcore lifers, there are plenty of two-step parts. The music’s toughness is charged by Rigby’s ferocity. On Cost of Spite, her lyrics tear through the noise: “Suffer, set it off, trapped in unequal life.” She says it’s about “feeling anger when your hard work and passions are boiled down to your gender, skin colour or sexuality, but then breaking from that, not diluting yourself to make others comfortable.”

The most distinctive, surprising element of their music is how they bring shoegaze into the mix. Shoegaze can be crushingly loud, of course, but it’s not necessarily heavy. On tracks such as Sonder, they flood the beatdowns with distortion and melodic vocal chains. “We love that Deftones sound and worked it into our world,” says Dale. “Having an interlude is one thing, but turning shoegaze into a False Reality song is another. We want to subvert expectations of what a hardcore band should be doing. We wanted to come out with something unexpected on our debut album – and we’re proud of it”.

Out of Rage crowned False Reality their Artist of 2025 and spoke with them. There are parts of the interviews that I want to come to. Even though False Reality have this incredible energy and are such a punchy and powerful band, there is also this cool and groove to them. A swagger almost that fits alongside this teeth baring and muscular sound:

“With the band citing bands like NINEBAR and COLD HARD TRUTH as some of the best UKHC right now, there is no doubt that the scene is in capable hands. However, amongst it all, there is an emphasis on how much this translates to the entirety of hardcore. Perhaps it’s too early to see the full extent of the recent revitalisation of the genre in the mainstream yet, but the band emphasises the need for more people to attend hardcore shows to start a resurgence. Here, an influx of new blood may seem daunting, but as Dave states, “a good crowd is all you need to make one of the best shows of all time. If the music and the people are bumping, you have all the ingredients.” It seemed only fitting to catch the band at one of their album release shows, including at the newly refurbished Boom, where OOR took the photos for this cover.

Regardless, the band are aware that the next step is to take their sound further afield, as Joe says, “I mean, as it stands, the goal is still just to play as many shows as we can and get new ears on our stuff.” In France and Germany this summer, alongside MPF, No Play and Burn It Down in the UK, FALSE REALITY came into its own during festival season. No doubt this paved the way for their debut slot at HellFest next summer.

However, the biggest wildcard booking came from the call from Pennsylvania rockers CKY, who were on the lookout for the best heavy live bands to tour with them across the country. Dave mentions the influence of the band growing up, “Like through the culture of skateboarding and Jackass, it’s a really exciting opportunity.” Again, the conversation turned to the influence of punk and hardcore on modern culture, with bands like DRAIN, END IT, and SCOWL finding their place on the soundtracks of the new Tony Hawk Pro Skater and Skate games.  What is evident here is that both hardcore and FALSE REALITY are measured in mentality rather than sound. Whilst some conventions shape the genre, opening up to experimentation is a key part of its tenacity and malleability.

So much of Faded Intentions is disordered by confrontational lyrics, divebombs and thrashing, the ferocity of the record is tamed by the impressive Sonder. Dead-set in the middle of the record, it unexpectedly throws elements of a shoegaze sound into a calming lull. Rachel says, “Sonder is a kind of love letter to the other adjacent genres of hardcore. Post hardcore, shoegaze, alt rock kinda vibe. We don’t necessarily wanna be pigeon-holed as one kind of sound, and it could definitely be a place that we visit again in future”.

Working with Stephen Sears Jr., producer for the sound behind GALLOWS and TRC, the band entrenched their identity in the raw energy of the UK underground. Louis comments, “He’s one of those people who just gets what we’re about and the kind of sound we’re trying to go for. There were a couple of times through recording where he’ll bring an idea for us, and it made the final cut”.

Even if you are not a Hardcore fan or feel you cannot bond with False Reality, I would encourage you to take a listen to FADED INTENTIONS. It is a terrific album with many highlights. I really like MIRROR and CRANIUM. Going back to Kerrang! and their positive review of an album from a band that they are throwing their weight behind. One that are going to be making some interesting and important moves through 2026:

“Everyone has a plan until they get punched in the face. That’s how False Reality get you. Diversification in hardcore has seen the genre expand in bold and unexpected directions over the last half decade, so much so that the London gang’s unapologetically old-school fistful of steel catches listeners off guard to leave teeth scattered over the floor.

Picking up where they left off on last year’s Path Of Self Destruct EP, debut album FADED INTENTIONS is an exercise in wall-to-wall ass-kicking – to the extent that even the 133-second INTRO packs enough riffs for a substantial ruckus. FROZEN immediately calls to mind the grandiose brutality of Trapped Under Ice, but you can hear a love for metal legends like Metallica and Sepultura in the high atmospherics and weave of guitar solos around sledgehammer riffs. MIRROR bends from 100-mph mosh mayhem into a distended prog-metallic squeal, before SNAKE EYES wipes out with a viciously simplistic beatdown.

Vocalist and lyricist Rachel Rigby grew up amongst the spin kicks and circle-pits of the capital’s HC community, and a learned love of the music can be felt in both organic meld of mood and sound here, and the refusal to chase trends. REALITY SLIPS is a headspinning slide along the downward spiral that still maintains momentum. SONDER dips right into shimmering alt.metal without compromising on heft. OUT OF TIME offers a shreddy mid-album adrenaline rush, then WORTH IT injects affirmation Hatebreed would be proud of.

Packing each of these 12 songs with gut-churning mosh fuel and unselfconsciously straight-faced explorations of betrayal, empowerment and revenge, FADED INTENTIONS could be a lot to stomach for the uninitiated. But as the THE FURTHER unleashes a full force artillery barrage to blow listeners into thrillingly cathartic closer EVERY GAZE, anyone with a taste for carnage will be licking their lips at the vibrant violence False Reality are ready to unleash.

Verdict: 4/5”.

I will finish things there. I would recommend everyone keep an eye out for False Reality. A tremendous London Hardcore band whose members have been in music for a while, yet as a force, they are still considered quite new and ‘rising’. However, with an acclaimed debut under their belt and critical kudos behind them, they are going to grow bigger and bigger. The tremendous False Reality…

DESERVE massive success.

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FEATURE: Kate Bush: Something Like a Song: Never Be Mine (The Sensual World)

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Kate Bush: Something Like a Song

IN THIS PHOTO: Kate Bush in 1989/PHOTO CREDIT: Guido Harari

Never Be Mine (The Sensual World)

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THERE are not too many songs…

I can include in this feature without repeating myself. The thing is that a lot of Kate Bush songs have little written about them. However, I have been fascinated by her deeper cuts. Those songs that are not exactly obscure, yet they do not get talked about a lot and people are not going to highlight them much. One is Never Be Mine from 1989’s The Sensual World. Its title might suggest a basic love song. I think some people (Graeme Thomson for one) criticised The Sensual World for burning at a lower heat than Hounds of Love. How it is less extraordinary than that 1985 album, and there are songs that are inessential and Kate Bush is not at her (expected) best. I have seen Never Be Mine highlighted as one such song that falls short of expectation and previous standards. I know that Never Be Mine was a possibility for Bush’s 2014 residency, Before the Dawn. A recording of the song, supposedly from initial rehearsals, is included on the C.D. and L.P. versions of Before the Dawn. On the physical versions of the album, you hear Never Be Mine after Top of the City in Act I. It is an extraordinary and powerful vocal from Kate Bush that should put some eyes back on the original. Although it is one of the most-streamed songs from The Sensual World on Spotify, it is still just over three million. It is quite low. I feel Never Be Mine could have been a single from the album. Love and Anger is great but, if we think of strong songs that were not brought out as singles, Never Be Mine and Deeper Understanding spring to mind. In terms of articles written about Never Be Mine, there is not a whole lot. However, it is a fascinating song. Its positioning on The Sensual World is interesting. On the second side after Between a Man and a Woman – one of the lesser cuts from the album – and before the extraordinary penultimate number, Rocket’s Tail – which I have explored for a future feature, and is a natural highlight from The Sensual World -, Never Be Mine was perhaps a song Bush felt less sure about. Wanting to positioning it lower in the album.

That being said, Kate Bush did re-record Never Be Mine for 2011’s Director’s Cut. That would indicate she was not happy about the production sound or feel of the original, but that she did like the song enough to take the effort to do that. I think the Director’s Cut version is fine, though the superb version on The Sensual World is the best. I think it is absolutely wonderful, so maybe Bush re-recorded it to give it some attention or a new focus. In terms of the lyrics and its story, it would make sense she would re-approach it as an older woman. Just in her thirties when it was released on The Sensual World, Bush was fifty-two when the Director’s Cut version was released. Even though it not a massive streaming success, Never Be Mine has a rare distinction of being included on a studio album, Director’s Cut and Before the Dawn. Few other songs can claim that honour (pub trivia territory if you can name any other songs!). Bush did her best with the original, but she wanted to come back to it for Director’s Cut. Keen to bring it to the stage, I am curious about the decision not to include it in the set. However, it does make me think that this is a track more people should know about. I am going to discuss it further. However, I want to come to the Kate Bush Encyclopedia article about Never Be Mine and some interview archive, where Kate Bush talked about the song’s background:

“It’s that whole thing of how, in some situations, it’s the dream you want, not the real thing. It was pursuing a conscious realisation that a person is really enjoying the fantasy and aware it won’t become reality. So often you think it’s the end you want, but this is actually looking at the process that will never get you there. Bit of a heart-game you play with yourself.

Len Brown, ‘In The Realm Of The Senses’. NME (UK), 7 October 1989

I wanted a sort of eastern sounding rhythm. I wrote it first on the piano, though the words were completely different, except for the choruses. I did it on the piano to a Fairlight rhythm that Del programmed – I think that maybe because of the quality of the sounds, it was harder for Del to come up with the patterns. And I was more strict – he found it much harder. I think the pattern in ‘Heads We’re Dancing’ is really good – really unusual, the best he came up with. But ‘Never Be Mine’ was kind of tabla based. We got Eberhard (Weber) over to play bass and he played on the whole song. When we were trying to piece it together later we kept saying it just doesn’t feel right, so we just took the bass out and had it in these two sections.

Tony Horkins, ‘What Katie Did Next’. International Musician, December 1989”.

There is so much to unpack when it comes to the lyrics. These lines are especially intriguing and stirring: “I want you as the dream/Not the reality/That clumsy goodbye-kiss could fool me/But I’m looking back over my shoulder/At you, happy without me”. I am not sure if they were written about Del Palmer – who Bush was in a relationship with at this point, though I suspect it was breaking down (I am never 100% sure if they broke up around 1993 or at the end of the 1980s), or if it was not based on anyone. Singing it in 2014, it would have taken on new meaning. Memories and reminiscence rather than something that held as much meaning and emotion than back in 1989. What makes Never Be Mine so enduring and compelling is its richness and simplicity. In terms of musicians, it is not packed to the rafters with bodies. You have Davy Spillane on Uilleann pipes that adds this Celtic/Irish beauty and yearning. Wonderful bass from Eberhard Weber. The Trio Bulgarka providing vocals. That clash of countries, cultures and sounds. It is a mix that works wonderfully! That idea of wanting someone in a dream but not a reality. We can all relate to that. “The thrill and the hurting/I know that this will never be mine”. You can hear genuine hurt in Bush’s voice…making me wonder whether it was based on her relationship at the time. Although she had revealed her hurt and opened her heart on previous albums, The Sensual World has a few songs where she does this. As potently as on Hounds of Love or any of her other albums. I have seen a review that called Never Be Mine a “haunting exploration of desire, fantasy, and the emotional complexity of unattainable love”. Is it unobtainable love or something that seems ideal in your head, but the reality is not as desirable as hoped?! That first verse where she sings “My life that might have been/Your face just ghostly in the smoke/They’re setting fire to the cornfields”. Poetic, stark and devastating, I see those lines as the embers of a long-term relationship where maybe Bush foresaw a different ending or future. However, there is tension and division, so the person that she thought she might spend her life was is not that person anymore.

Just prior to getting to a feature about the song, I want to move to some critical snapshots and opinions of Never Be Mine (the version on The Sensual World). In an extremely generous and adoring review from Pitchfork - who still don’t give many albums high kudos; this 2019 review seemed like someone had spiked the water supply! -, this was observed: “To hear someone recall formative childhood truths (the lush grandeur of “Reaching Out”) and lingering romantic pipedreams (the longing of “Never Be Mine”) is like being given a reel of their memory tapes and discovering what makes them tick”. The Quietus marked thirty years of The Sensual World in 2019 and put this in their sub-headline/by-line: “Burning fields, black November nights, the swirling beauty of the Uilleann pipes…”. That could apply to the title track, though it ticks all the boxes for Never Be Mine. They add that “Kate Bush made the perfect soundtrack to autumn”. Never Be Mine seems very autumnal. The leaves have fallen and the nights are drawing in. That sense of loss or impending separation in the chill. Such an evocative song! Their opening section of the review spotlights Never Be Mine:

“They’re setting fire to the cornfields/ as you’re taking me home" So sang Kate Bush thirty years ago on the majestic ‘Never Be Mine’, a forlorn ballad of yearning that radiates from its parent album, The Sensual World with understated autumnal grace. It is a song that still conjures the same images for me every time I hear it – an early evening sunset in October, birds departing a harvested field, the sunlight low and fading on the horizon. Eberhard Weber’s bass has a throbbing beauty that weaves around Kate’s piano like a cloak, while the strident vocals of the Trio Bulgarka merge with the melancholic Uilleann pipes to evoke all sorts of emotions – sadness, hope, reflection, loss, longing. Beginnings. Endings. It doesn’t matter when I hear it, what time of year, or in what context – it is immediately transportive…

The smell of burning fields / will now mean you and here," she sings. Well, quite. Autumn, for me anyway, encapsulates all of these things. It’s both a beginning and an ending, a time of reflection and anticipation; it bridges the warmth and joy of summer and the barren starkness of winter. Music is an art that can suggest a sense of time and place like no other – and has there ever been an artist who so emotively captures the mood and texture of the seasons as Kate Bush?”.

Five years before that mention of Never Be Mine, The Quietus looked at Kate Bush’s best and most revealing songs beyond the hits. Tying it to Before the Dawn in 2014, Lisa Jenkins observed the following: “Never Be Mine’ is a thing of beauty which showcases Bush’s amazing vocal range in its entirety, and has the ability to make the hairs at the nape of your neck stand up. The lyrics are heart wrenching, full of unrequited love and yearning, suited to my angst ridden fifteen-year-old self at the time, the song itself like a fire coloured painting with nature, love and lust intermingling. The album in general is one of her strongest, and bought teenage girls and boys of the 90s screaming into their own, individual, sexual awakenings”. Pop Dose spent some time with a Kate Bush work of brilliance in 2008:

“Never Be Mine” is just what the title suggests: the story of a woman who still pines for a lover who’s moved on. The chorus is the song’s biggest hook, where Kate lays it all on the table by admitting, “This is where I want to be, this is what I need / But I know that this will never be mine.” However, she does something even more clever in the first verse:

I look at you and see, my life that might have been
Your face just ghostly in the smoke
They’re setting fire to the cornfields, as you’re taking me home
The smell of burning fields, will now mean you and here

By associating a sensory perception with a memory, she has guaranteed that people will do the exact same thing with this song. Music of all kinds always reminds people of a time and a place, and Kate is basically doubling down that you will do the same. And she’s dead right. I, for one, cannot hear this song without thinking of a specific time — and person — every time I hear it, regardless of how much time has passed since the year and girl in question. That’s powerful stuff, kids, and it doesn’t hurt to have the fabulous Trio Bulgarka doing the heavy lifting with the backing vocals.

The opening lines to the second verse have a certain brazen honesty to them as well: “I want you as the dream, not the reality.” Is she saying that she understands why she and her beloved are not together but still pines for the pipe dream anyway? Wow. Show me a pop song today with that much self-awareness and maturity. Okay, I’m kidding, stop looking. It doesn’t exist”.

Even if Pop music has matured since 2008, and modern-day artists might be able to match Never Be Mine, it is amazing that some critics in 1989 and since overlook or look down their noses at The Sensual World when one of its deep cuts is Never Be Mine! Alongside the best-known songs – The Sensual World and This Woman’s Work -, there are some phenomenal gems that do not get exposed enough. Both heartbreaking but relatable, Never Be Mine is this song that started out in 1989, was reworked in 2011, then almost made its way into the set list for 2014’s Before the Dawn. It did get onto the 2016 live album, so has enjoyed this span of twenty-seven years. I’d like to think that this song will feature in a future chapter of Kate Bush’s career, as it really is…

ONE of her best.

FEATURE: Spotlight: Revisited: SOFIA ISELLA

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Spotlight: Revisited

SOFIA ISELLA

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SOMEONE who I…

spotlighted in 2024, I wanted to reproach SOFIA ISELLA (she styles her name in all capitals, so that is what I shall do throughout), as she did a lot last year. An incredible Mexican-American singer, songwriter, and violinist defined by  her unique sound, blending Pop with deeper themes, gaining traction for her music and opening for major acts like Taylor Swift. Last year, ISELLA put out the I’m camera. E.P. and some brilliant singles, so there has been some movement and evolution regarding her sound since I spotlighted her. ISELLA has some tour dates booked for this year, including some U.S. dates with Florence + The Machine. This amazing artist will be in the U.K. in May, so that will be exciting. One thing you do get with SOFIA ISELLA is amazing value. In terms of the spread of photos on her social media, there is so much to choose from. She is so prolific and releases loads of music, there are regular and great interviews, and a wide range of social media accounts. This is an artist who ticks all the boxes, so I will revisit her and bring in some 2025 interviews. I am going to lead with an intervbiew with The Independent from last August. Ahead of her U.K. headline tour, Hannah Ewens spoke with SOFIA ISELLA. “The alternative musician spent last year riding high after supporting Taylor Swift on the Eras Tour. But the 20-year-old poet is no pop princess”. It is a fascinating conversation:

“I got called demonic by someone online for the first time the other day,” says the alt musician Sofia Isella, who is not annoyed but in a blissful reverie. “There were other compliments within her message: I have ‘the most ominous aura she’s ever seen in her life’.”

I wouldn’t say these things about the 20-year-old LA native goth at all but I might say she’s mysterious. Across the cafe table from me, she’s completely obscured by a big hood and steampunk glasses. I’m trying to interview her but every question I ask is countered with a softly spoken question. ‘Do you remember what you learned in math class?’ ‘What is your least favourite modern word?’ ‘But what do you think about that?’ As she calmly knits herself a fingerless glove – while wearing it – all I can think is that I’m not surprised that this curious person is a curiosity to 1.7 million people on Instagram. She likes to learn about other people, she says, although this sometimes comes across as passionate debate. “I’m going easy on you…” she adds.

In person, Isella is gentle and thoughtful, but that spikier side exists in her music: acerbic whispered poetry set to Nine Inch Nails-style beats. On the distinctive piano-led track “The Doll People”, she is a dark Regina Spektor, explaining in ironic ASMR tones why women are best enjoyed beautiful and mute: “Art does not interpret itself / There are men with a day to save / We are paintings with legs”.

Isella thinks it might have been her elegant rant “Everybody Supports Women”, about how women inevitably get torn down from every angle, that got the attention of Taylor Swift, who chose her to play at Wembley Stadium on her Eras Tour. Or at least, it was that song that was mentioned in a handwritten letter Swift gave to the singer. “It’s easier to play Wembley than it is to play a bar with two people,” Isella says, shaking off any idea that she might’ve needed some extra nerves to scale up her intimate live sets so dramatically.

Her most recent (very unsettling) EP I’m camera – all confrontational images against industrial soundscapes – feels like a musical museum of taxidermied oddities. “Crowd Caffeine” is a creepy track about how we sanitise the human experience with overuse of technology and has Grimes (another notable Sofia Isella fan and follower) listed as a songwriter. She technically didn’t have a hand in writing it but Isella was heavily inspired by something the electronic musician posted online in 2024: “The machines want to be like humans / humans r trying be like machines / I’m sure we can work smthn out”.

While she’s mostly interested in writing about the experience of women, one song, “Man Made”, is for her male counterparts. “It’s an empathetic approach to them shooting themselves in the foot with masculinity demands,” she explains. When she was 15, she asked lots of her friends the question, “What is the biggest pressure that society puts on you?” The girls said beauty standards. “The men – kind men – all said they felt pressured by other men to talk s*** about women, to be mean to them, to not be a ‘simp’ or whatever that word is… to not love women.” This surprised her, but then human beings are constantly surprising her.

Around the time we speak, she’s preparing to return to the UK to play Reading and Leeds Festival – which took place this weekend – and a short headlining tour. “I’ve always known that this is definitely the world that I sacrifice myself to,” she says of pop music, as though it’s the most normal thing in the world. “Because every world is a sacrifice. You gain something but everything you say yes to, you are sacrificing something else.” Take a Taylor Swift, for example. “Somebody at those big levels, we see their highlight reel, but they’re always sacrificing something.” At present, Isella can walk out into her crowds and hold hands with fans, have meaningful conversations with them even. “I’m small enough now that people still see me somewhat as human.” But it may not be long before she’s seen as less human, more icon, more machine”.

IN THIS PHOTO: SOFIA ISELLA performs at the House of Blues in Orlando on 2nd November, 2025/PHOTO CREDIT: Nicolita Bradley

Though I am not fan of when artists put titles all in lower case or upper case and do that sort of mix, you cannot deny the quality and genius of SOFIA ISELLA. Look at her social media accounts and where she played last year. Such incredible live photos, you can feel the electricity and love from the crowd. So captivating and this physical experience, she is one of the greatest performers in modern music. A sensational live act that everyone needs to see. I will heads to a November interview from Los Angeles Times, as we get some background on this incredible artist. If you have not heard her before, you really need to connect with this superstar-in-waiting. Someone who will be as big as artists like Taylor Swift:

“Isella grew up in Los Angeles in a family with enough entertainment-biz acclaim to make being an artist feel like a viable career. Yet they still let her be feral and freewheeling in developing her craft. Her father, the Chilean-Danish American cinematographer Claudio Miranda, won an Oscar for 2012’s “Life of Pi” and shot “Top Gun: Maverick” and the recent racing hit “F1” (Her mom is the author Kelli Bean-Miranda). Looking back on her bucolic childhood in L.A., Isella recalled it as being filled with music and boundless encouragement, worlds away from her social media-addled peers.

“I’d been homeschooled my whole life,” Isella said. “My mom would leave little trails of poetry books for me to find, and my dad would set up GarageBand and leave me for hours with all the instruments and nothing but free time. I didn’t even have a phone until I was 16. When I first was on TikTok, I saw everyone had the same personality, because they had been watching each other for so long. Being around kids my age was so strange, because I’d grown up around adults — like, ‘Oh, these kids are so sweet and kind and adorable, but they think I’m one of them.’”

After her family temporarily moved to Australia during the pandemic and Isella began self-releasing music, it became clear that her talents set her very far apart. Drawing on her early background in classical music and a fascination with scabrous rock and electronic music, she found a sound that melded the Velvet Underground and Nico’s elegant miserablism, Chelsea Wolfe and Lingua Ignota’s doom-laden art metal and the close-miked , creepy goth-pop of Billie Eilish’s first LP.

Her early music showed a withering humor and skepticism of the culture around her (“All of Human Knowledge Made Us Dumb,” “Everybody Supports Women”), but singles came at a rapid clip and translated surprisingly well on the social media platforms she loathed (she has 1.3 million followers on TikTok). It all got her onto stages with Melanie Martinez and Glass Animals and, eventually, Swift. (A Florence + the Machine arena tour opening slot is up next.)

Her newest material (and her subversively eerie, Francesca Woodman-evoking music videos like “Muse”) feel perfectly timed to the apocalyptic mood in L.A. and the U.S. now, where an inexorable slide to ruin feels biblical. “Out in the Garden,” from September, hits some of the Southern gothic moods of Ethel Cain, but with a sense of acidic pity that’s all her own. “That there’s a small part of me that’s envious / That you fullheartedly believe someone is always there,” she sings. “That will always love you, and there’s a plan for you out there.”

Even at her bleakest, there’s a curdled humor underneath (her current tour is subtitled “You’ll Understand More, Dick”). But if this little sliver of young fame has taught Isella anything, it’s that even when everyone wants a piece of you, no one is actually coming to save any of us.

“There’s nothing with weight, nothing that’s meaningful, to blind faith,” Isella said. “On this next record, I’m about to go really angry because religion really pisses me off, it inflames me. But it’s the most beautiful placebo to imagine that there’s a father that loves you no matter what you do. I’m a really lucky person in that I’ve always been safe and protected, but if you’ve had a rough life, that is insanely powerful to imagine that and believe that”.

PHOTO CREDIT: Nicolita Bradley

Even though this interview is mostly photos and that takes up more space than the words, there are some interesting takeaways and responses from SOFIA ISELLA in this FADER interview. Spotlighting this “20-year-old inspired by Sylvia Plath and Anne Sexton, and who has already opened for Taylor Swift”, I do think that this year is going to be another massive one. I am going to end with a review of I’m camera., as it was one of the best E.P.s of last year. I do think, if there is a debut album soon, it will be one of the most anticipated of that year:

“Describe the best show you’ve played this year so far.

Montréal was such an incredible crowd that for the first time, I felt like it was hard to keep up with their energy . They really pushed me . I love that .

What’s your favorite song to play live right now and why?

Above the Neck . Because I take my pants off . That song is out now .

What’s a motto that you think everyone should live by?

Be bored . Boredom has given me creativity and it’s a fight to be bored in this world .

What’s the worst advice you’ve ever received?

Don’t be political . I was told early on to not divide my audience .

What’s the best thing you’ve bought yourself recently and why?

Books . I was in the bookstore and I overheard someone behind me saying very loudly “Is that Sofia ? Isella ? Could be . Maybe not .” I’m not sure if they wanted me to confirm . I’m currently reading The Martian .

I will finish off with this review from Hive Magazine and a simply stunning E.P. Though the tone of the E.P. is darker and moodier than you’d get from most Pop artists in the mainstream, SOFIA ISELLA is not trying to follow them. She is as compelling as the best Pop artists, though I think she offers something deeper and more interesting. Perhaps more in common with Billie Eilish or Florence + The Machine. However, it is hard to directly compare her to another artist. ISELLA is unique. I am excited to see what this year holds in store:

“Moody and atmospheric are words that get thrown around a lot to describe indie music that spares a second to think about itself — SOFIA ISELLA’s second EP, I’m camera. is an example of a record that really fits that bill, and it does so beautifully. Opening track ‘Muse’ is a meditation on the violence of being possessed by inspiration. Backed by an ominous plucked guitar, building into a choral descent into madness, Isella discusses the horror of being a female artist in a deft and stylish authorial voice. She discusses how her work feels like an imitation of her personhood — “a shadow mimicking [her] slightly wrong.” The muse is transmuted from an inert force to a “gun,” holding her hostage but simultaneously making her “scared to die.” Isella captures the intensity and enormity of this dilemma, and manages to pull gold out of what I’d argue is tired material: the stress of stardom, the glare of the spotlight, the challenges of being creative in front of other people.

‘Josephine’ is a low-pitched, rumbling nightmare that climbs, crests, and fans out into a. Isella’s voice is delightfully intense, soaring to gorgeous falsetto and falling to a growl. She puts a clever twist on the “I’m a star and you, someone who doubted me, are not” revenge song by illustrating the darkness hiding in the cracks of that comparative, competitive mentality. As always, Isella takes well trodden ground and treads it in a new way.

‘Dog’s Dinner’ is one of my favourite types of songs: it’s about having bad sex that makes you feel awful. It’s a song about receiving overly enthusiastic cunnilingus from someone you’re slowly coming to be disgusted by. It’s a bitter, cruel little track, and I enjoyed every seething, sardonic second of it. If I’m recommending one track from I’m camera., it’s this one.

While most of Isella’s music wraps a blunt message in poetic, avant garde style, ‘Crowd Caffeine’ has the subtlety of a sledgehammer. It’s a track about phones, technological dependency, and dopamine addiction. It doesn’t quite thread the needle on combining this subject matter in a way that doesn’t sound like evangelism. My reservations aside, the squeal of the guitar before the final bridge made my hair stand on end — like the rest of the EP, it’s sonically sumptuous, something to sink your teeth into. It’s just a bit naff when you compare it to everything it’s surrounded by.

‘Man Made’ is Isella’s most impressive vocal showcase; she sounds better on this song than anything else she’s ever released, and my God, Isella can sing. There’s a cowboy jangling spurs-ism to ‘Man Made’ that works beautifully. It’s an anti-masculine, anti-gender anthem that fits into Isella’s artistic oeuvre, and cements her place (at least in my mind) as the indie music scene’s feminist poet laureate.

‘Orchestrated, Wet, Verboten’ begins with ambient sound that blends into a more striking guitar line than anything else on I’m camera., There’s actual energy here; ‘OWV’ grabs an uncomfortable set of feelings and pulls them until they unravel. It’s about wanting to be wanted in a way that destroys you and the person wanting you. “I want you to take my breath and merge your own” is one of the most achingly horrible bits of verse I’ve heard in a while, and it captures exactly what makes Isella a stand-out musician.

I’m camera. is a brilliant EP. It’s clever and angry and bitter and ironic, and considering how meteoric Isella’s rise has been so far, I hope it's another boost upward. While I have my issues with some of the writing, I think it’s a great record on the whole, and I’d highly recommend it”.

Coming back to an artist I was excited to spotlight in 2024, last year was such a huge one for SOFIA ISELLA, I had to come back. She is being tipped by people for success this year. Still a rising artist, she has this incredible live experience that you can feel in her music. Brilliant photos, wonderful music and these stunning live performances, SOFIA ISELLA is in her own league. Look around music and there are…

FEW are as good as her.

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FEATURE: Spotlight: BIIANCO

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Spotlight

BIIANCO

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ANOTHER incredible D.J. that…

I feel people should know about and is going to have a phenomenal 2026, BIIANCO is someone whose work I have known about for a while. I am going to come to a couple of 2025 interviews with her. However, I will head further back to start out. They are an amazing D.J. that I do think is going to have a very busy year. Before getting to this must-know artist and D.J. who has overcome challenges to become one of the most respected and influential modern-day D.J.s, I want to bring in an interview from 2024. The partially blind, proudly queer and inclusive BIIANCO spoke with Broke Magazine about their new music and why it is important for them to represent diversity and queer identity through their work:

“BIIANCO is an artist who recently skyrocketed into viral attention last December with the hit track ‘Against The Wall, gathering an impressive 10 million views, over 500,000 shares, and gaining 150,000+ new followers across socials. These crazy numbers very soon led to international chart inclusions on platforms like Apple Music, iTunes, and Beatport as well as earning coveted spots like a Danny Howard Mini Mix and Jack Saunders’ Next Wave pick.

This dynamic talent—partially blind, proudly queer, and identifying as femme (they/them)—is back with a new dance-floor summer hit titled ‘Got Me Like’. The track has wasted no time leaving its mark, with the Instagram teaser raking in a staggering 1 million views and 40,000 likes in just five days.

But even before the viral explosion, BIIANCO had been carving out a niche in the industry with their high-energy trance sound and musical prowess. Their live performances, often featuring multiple instruments and vocals showcased to their dedicated fanbase through Insta and TikTok, have allowed them to champion inclusivity within the music scene.

Tell us about your upbringing and journey into music…

Honestly, music has been the most constant thing in my life.  I grew up outside of NYC and was a classically trained pianist since age 5.  Learned guitar, bass, and voice lessons and started producing music on a very old Mac by age 15.  I ended up going to UCLA for music and then was in a band for many many years after graduating.  I don’t think there’s ever been in a time in my life when I haven’t been making music.

Who do you draw the most influence from?

I have two pillars of inspiration for BIIANCO music — the first is emotional intensity.  Whether it’s euphoria, rage, dejection, or limerence, I am a person who naturally feels things on 10 and I’ve always wanted my music to reflect that.  A lot of dance music can be very surface-level emotionally, which is wild to me because people experiencing it in these spaces usually feel so much emotion!  So, I’ve always wanted to stay true to that.  The second inspiration is the 90s / Y2K trance culture.  I love the combination of speed, melody, high-octave energy and emotion in that music.  I think that’s always going to be my biggest sonic inspiration.

You’re known for your mad scientist tech skills in music production. Can you share a bit about your creative process when you’re in the studio?

I try to write at least 3 songs a week.  I’m at a place now where I feel like I really know my sound so my palate of tones and musical elements to choose from is super specific.  But honestly, what’s been happening lately is I’ll be out watching people perform or I’m going for long runs listening to people’s mixes and inspiration strikes and I go in the studio with a very very specific idea and execute it.  This happened to me the other day when I was listening to a FJAAK set.  I was like I need a song that dynamically moves its energy like that — that’s what’s missing from my set.  And I went home and made it.

It’s amazing how you’ve overcome challenges like losing sight in one eye and continued to pursue your passion. What keeps you motivated during tough times?

Well, I feel like I was just on the brink of discovering my sound and was just starting to gain traction.  So, when the accident happened I was like absolutely not this is a VERY inconvenient time to be interrupted and have this fire lit to move forward as quickly as I could.  It meant very very long hours of relearning to play drums and instruments that really do require full eyesight.  Only years later now, does the grief of losing my sight and learning to live with a disability fully hit me.  I’ll find myself crying sometimes and be like oh what a delayed impact.

As a champion of inclusion in the industry, how important is it for you to represent diversity and queer identity through your music and platform?

To be honest, I’ve been queer my whole life so it’s really all I know.  I think it comes naturally because if I’m being true to myself that’s just what I’ll choose.  However, if I’m thinking with intention, I think it’s so important to represent diversity and queer community very fluidly.  I think we’re all a bit exhausted of only being included when there’s a “diversity”, “queer” or “femme” title attached.  True inclusion is seamless.  I feel very passionately and intentionally about breaking down the performance of inclusion and helping build a music community where it just simply is”.

The first of two interviews from last year I am including is from DJ Mag. Taking us into BIIANCO’s studio, they guided Mick Wilson and “talked through their setup, creative process, and approaches to sound design, as well as transferring this into a live setting”. It is a fascinating interview with one of the most distinct and awe-inspiring D.J.s in the world:

“BIIANCO is a London-based, LA-trained producer, DJ, and multi-instrumentalist. Known for their high-energy releases, live sets and studio skills, their sound pulls from high-octane acid, trance and techno as confidently as it does from house and luminous pop.

A champion of inclusion in the music industry, BIIANCO also proudly shares their experiences of navigating clubland as a queer, neurodivergent and disabled artist, helping to blaze a trail for others to embrace their authentic, creative selves in the process. It’s a theme the self-proclaimed synth head regularly explores within their releases, including unleashing body positive club bangers with Marlon Hoffstadt, and October’s techno-leaning single, ‘Get You Out’ on Ultra Records, which wrestles with questions of identity amidst a whirlwind romance.

While touring the globe with their thrilling live and hybrid DJ sets, BIIANCO took us through their innovative approach to on-stage performance during an IRL edition of DJ Mag’s How I Play Live series at ADE last October — diving into sequencing, building energy, DAW-based and DAW-less options, and the art of balancing live and DJ elements. Below, they invite us into their studio as part of our new series, taking us through their setup, creative process, and approaches to sound design, as well as transferring this into a live setting.

Your music has a distinct sonic identity. How do you approach sound design in the studio? What tools or techniques are essential in shaping your sound?

“I think the most important thing you can do for building a distinct sonic identity is to know what you want to sound like and then to understand the history and musicology of that sound and what tones, synths, characteristics make that sub-genre. I really try to abide by this. I spend a lot of time studying the original authentic trance, acid, rave and hard house synths of the ’90s and early 2000s so I can incorporate those elements into my music.

“I also try to use real 303 acid synths to make my acid layers, to enhance that authentic sound. Most importantly, over the past year-and- a-half, I’ve been extremely particular about the BPMs I’m making my music at 140-150bpm, always. As a percussionist, I know this means the drums — especially the kick and bass patterns — must stay within some constraints to avoid them sounding chaotic. I think all these intentional decisions are the building blocks to the BIIANCO sonic identity.”

How do you channel personal experiences into your studio work? Is there a specific process you use to translate feelings into sound?

“As a neurodivergent person, I feel emotions very strongly and always have — therefore, music became a utility for me to process them at a young age. So, music has never existed for me without emotion. I have classical training, and that comes in handy when trying to translate my emotions into musical elements. For example, in a song conveying heartbreak, I’ll lean heavily into certain minor key progressions or timbres that can evoke that psychological response. I try to marry the emotion to the musical theory. This is a technique we studied heavily at university in our film scoring and composition-focused classes.”

How do you translate your studio work into a live setting, especially with a hybrid live set? What elements do you keep from the studio, and what changes to adapt to the energy of a live audience?

“I try to preserve the sounds I spend so much time crafting in the studio when going into a live environment, so I love tools that allow me to bring in my sounds. That’s why the Roland TR-8S sequencer is so clutch for performing drums and bass, as I load and sequence all those patterns with my original studio elements.

“For acid, I play the 303 live and in the studio specifically, so the tone is consistent no matter the environment. A lot of the acid people hear on tracks is super hard to recreate with real hardware, so I try to stay away from falling into that trap so I can give audiences authentic experiences.

“I tend to very slightly adjust my song formats to give myself padding in live settings that may not exist in the original song structure. For example, if I need to bring up the fader on the bass, hit the synth at the top of the phrase and start singing all at the same time in the original form, that would be super unrealistic in a live setting. So, I might adjust the structure to stagger the start. I basically finesse the structure so I can deliver a precise and powerful performance where I’m not overthinking what I need to do, and can get lost in the moment.”

hat are the biggest challenges you face when performing a hybrid set compared to a traditional DJ set or a full band performance? How do you overcome these challenges?

“Introducing any live elements means introducing risk into the performance, so an assessment of risk vs reward is the most important first step. For every risky live decision you make, there is extra hardware you need to bring, maintain and set up. Live also requires exponentially more rehearsal. I always tell people, ‘You want to use live elements, then be prepared to practice, practice, practice’. You need to be prepared for every single problem to occur at least once, and you can only do that when you know what could potentially occur. If I am doing live sampling in a performance, I will practice those live movements hundreds of times until it is muscle memory I can do with my eyes closed. That is the only way everything is as clean and smooth as loading up a CDJ with a pre-recorded track.

“A good example of a live challenge occurred when me and Marlon Hoffstadt recently performed our song, ‘Touch My Body’, at Amsterdam Dance Event. I was sampling the vocals while he DJed the instrumental track, and there’s a really cool part in the track where everything drops out but the vocals for a few bars. In a studio setting, this sounds awesome, but it poses a challenge in a live setting without a click track, because you want to drop back in perfectly in time with the track but have no way to know when that is. We could have added some hi-hats to the silence in the track to keep time, but honestly that sounded so blah, and we preferred to find a cooler solution. So after rehearsing it a few times, we figured out I could lean into a repeat roll effect using an RMX-1000 if we matched the tempo of the CDJ with the tempo of the roll. It worked perfectly to help us preserve the timing and even elevated the dynamics in the live performance. It just required us to decide ahead of time what BPM we would play the track at during the set and stick to that decision”.

How do you utilise sampling and looping in both your studio work and live performances? Are there any differences in how you approach this technique in each context?

“Studio performances are actually really different to live setting performances. For example, a lot of my TikTok loops are done with an entirely different method than what I would do on a real stage. Studio looping leans more heavily into controlling Ableton than my live stage elements. With my social media loops, I’ll set up an Ableton session and automate exactly how many bars I’ll be recording the MIDI before it starts looping. I can also set up the session to immediately quantise the loop after it records. So most of what I’m doing in studio loops is arming a track, performing the audio or MIDI live, then I’ll loop it based on my Ableton session, and I’ll also write in automation like fader cuts.

“Sometimes with studio loops based around the Maschine+, there is no prep work that goes into Ableton and I’m really just using the Maschine+ as the performance brain for tempo and recording its master out into Ableton. In a stage setting with both decks and live elements, I try to keep it completely DAW-less and lean into the Maschine+ and hardware only to create the performances. I usually just beat-match the loops into the mix like you would a vinyl or CDJ element”.

I am going to finish with Magnetic Mag and their interview with BIIANCO. I am going to recommend people check out sites like this, where you can hear episodes featuring their music and mixes. Back in June, they published an interview with an artist and D.J. who was coming off the back of some high-octane sets. Their newest single, Bassline Vandal (released via Ultra Records), is absolutely fantastic and demands to be heard. As Magnetic Mag say, “It is the kind of track that makes you move first and think later”. BIIANCO’s work is tied to movement and their body – as is also noted -, so this aspect was spotlighted. The physicality and mobility of their sets and work is vitally important:

“Do you move around a lot during sessions, or are you more locked into your chair once you’re in it?

I have my hardware located around the studio so there’s some natural movement when I’m working out of my personal studio. But lately, I’ve been doing a lot more sessions while on tour, and with those I tend to sit stationary for far too long. I do like to stand in the best spots in the studio sonically so I can hear the mix once it’s ready, and during that I’m always dancing.

Have you found that certain gear setups encourage more physical interaction or flow?

I think the best setups are ones that are in a U shape with the DAW and computer at the center because the movement becomes very circular – allowing you to move fluidly from synth to synth. I am a huge fan of hardware and synths in my production, so I nearly always make my music in my studio with my hardware.

When you’re physically tired, do you notice your music sounding different?

When I’m physically tired I’m more indecisive about creative choices in producing. It creates a brain fog, and I tend not to finish those songs in one sitting. If I’m rested and thinking clearly, I can finish a working mix of a song in one session.

Do you think movement helps you make decisions faster—or slow things down to be more intentional?

This is an interesting question. When writing, I think at first being too intentional works against the writing process and impedes the stream of consciousness flow. I try not to have too much intention in the beginning of the songwriting process. That comes out later when I am cleaning everything up and mixing things down.

So most likely, I am not moving a lot at first but towards the time I start getting more intentional with the mixing, I start stepping back and moving more”.

As we are into a new year, there is going to be a lot of emphasis on artists and their promise. Those who are D.J.s and artists are perhaps not given as much oxygen. BIIANCO is a tremendous and inspiring D.J. I am actually writing this on 29th December. As I write, BIIANCO actually has a New Year’s Eve set in Utah. They play in the U.K. later this month (as in January). A combination of British and European dates, it is a busy start to 2026. I am excited to see what the summer holds for BIIANCO. It is going to be thrilling to see…

HOW far they will go.

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FEATURE: The Streams Keeps Flowing: Kate Bush: The First and Foremost

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The Streams Keeps Flowing

IN THIS PHOTO: Kate Bush singing copies of her 1978 debut album, The Kick Inside

Kate Bush: The First and Foremost

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I have written some features…

around the modern influence of Kate Bush. How so many of the best albums of last year were very much influenced by her. Maybe not one or two specific albums. However, the artists who were releasing the finest of last year were largely Kate Bush fans. And I could see her very much in the blend. I am going to move away from the artists who are influenced by her and return to a subject I touched on last year. How Kate Bush has been setting records through her career. Literally from her debut single, Wuthering Heights, in 1978 to today. As I write this (29th December), Kate Bush is in the top five of the Worldwide iTunes Song Chart. It is a huge achievement. Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God) could well soon be the most-streamed and purchased song on iTunes. It has over a billion and a half streams on Spotify. Even though its video does not to be in HD, it has been seen over 367 million times. After being featured in the fifth season of Stranger Things, there is this second wave of attention for this song following the initial 2022 appearance and subsequent chart success. The fact that a song from 1985 from an artist who is sixty-seven is no doubt a record! The same song breaking records in different years. Although I do not want a single Kate Bush song to dominate as the expense of her others, it is still positive that she is being discussed and posting updates to her websites. I am not sure of any other female artists who have set so many records across such a wide time period. Madonna maybe? I am trying to think about her records, as she started later than Kate Bush – 1982 was when her debut single came out – and she has a new album out this year. Maybe in terms of number one singles and that side of things, perhaps Madonna has set quite a few. However, I think Kate Bush’s record-setting and the variety of them is more important and notable.

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I am referencing Leah Kardos’s 2024 book about Hounds of Love for 33 1/3. There is a section of the book I have referenced before, where she talks about Kate Bush as ‘the first’. A female artist who set a record that none of her peers have. As I am going to publish a couple of features around the forty-eighth anniversary of The Kick Inside on 17th February, this ties into that. The first records she set were in 1978. I do wonder what official records Bush will set with Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God) and its success on the iTunes chart. No other artist of her age and longevity can claim this sort of feat I do not think. I am considering the likes of Paul McCartney, but as a solo artist, has there been a song of his that has done as well on the Worldwide iTunes Song Chart?! Nearly forty-eight years since Wuthering Heights reached the top of the U.K. chart, Kate Bush I setting records and is this pioneering artists. Perhaps there was not the expectation that she would break records with her debut single.

EMI did not want Wuthering Heights to be the first single. Not a single at all. It was only because Bush fought so hard that it got to release. It reached number one in the U.K. and, in the process, Bush was the first woman with a self-written song to reach number one. Even now, female artists are not featured on the singles chart as much as they should. There was a period when male artists were dominating the top spot. That has shifted, though think about the composition and writing credits. Many women who have topped the charts since Kate Bush have co-written their songs. It is not as common as you may think. In terms of those who have solely self-written number one singles, there have been incredibly few. Maybe only a small selection since 1978. That is amazing in itself. However, the fact no other female artist had achieved the distinction prior to 1978 shocked me. Kate Bush no doubt inspiring women who followed when it came to writing their own material. Not to judge artists in general, but so many artists, especially major Pop artists, have teams behind them. Or they write with one or two others. Although there are incredible female artists who do write their own material alone, relatively few get to number one on the U.K. singles chart.

Some might say chart success is irrelevant in a streaming age. I would disagree. Even if they are less important and desirable as they used to be, artists still want to get a number one single. For Kate Bush, reaching number one in 1978 was a massive success. Not only a self-written song but her debut single. Out of the gates with this song purely of her own, she got to number one. It is a remarkable achievement! The Kick Inside went to sell over a million copies in the U.K., making Bush the first woman in history to write a million-selling debut album. I still think that this record has not been equalled much since then. So, in 1978 (perhaps The Kick Inside did not hit a million copies until 1979), Kate Bush set two records. And she was a teenager until 30th July, 1978. So, in terms of age, she was also the youngest female artist to achieve these feats. And I am pretty sure very very few female artists aged nineteen or twenty have released a chart-topping U.K. single that they wrote solo. Same with a million-selling album. I think these records are less about number and chart positions and more about Bush having this writing autonomy and showing that a female artist who writes her own albums could get chart success. This was definitely uncommon in 1978. However, in years since, we can see artists who are following her example. Every major female artist that does this can be drawn back to Kate Bush. Not a record in terms of sales and chart positions, one of the best can also be applied to modern Pop. The wireless head mic is ubiquitous. Every major artist uses it at some point. Taylor Swift, Beyoncé, Dua Lipa. I am naming three major Pop artists, but throw in Sabrina Carpnter, Charli xcx and women I mention a lot.

As I mentioned in December 2024, it was Gordon 'Gunji' Patterson was the sound engineer on The Tour of Life and fashioned a wireless mic out of a wire clothes hanger. I think Madonna is often credited with popularising that. Perhaps in terms of global concerts and this iconic vision. The Tour of Life less known and famous as Madonna’s tour. However, it is surprising that artists did not fashion a wireless mic previous to 1979. David Bowie and other major artists were still using a hand-held microphone. Looking back, it seems like such a wrench having to be tethered and not having both hands free whilst singing. I know someone else would have designed a wireless microphone at some pointy, but Kate Bush opened the door. The Tour of Life not only introduced the wireless microphone. It also was revolutionary for female artists in terms of the spectacle and ambition of a Pop concert. Again, think about Madonna. The biggest Pop artist ever, I do feel like she was influenced by Kate Bush. You can draw a line between Bush and Madonna. Kate Bush definitely revolutionised the live experience in terms of how flexible artists could be. Not having to sing with a microphone and moving slightly. Now, Pop concerts could incorporate more dance and artist could leave the floor whilst singing. Even though Madonna and Bush rarely left the floor, they could bring dance more into their sets and not be worried about being on this static microphone. If 1978 saw Bush set a record with an album relating to its sales, she set a chart record with her third album. 1980’s Never for Ever debuted at number one in the U.K. Bush, again, the first woman to do this. This record has been equalled a lot since then, but no  other female artists accomplished this by 1980. Kate Bush was only twenty-two. It is incredible thinking everything she had done in terms of breaking ground, innovating and being written into the history books. At a time when the industry was pretty sexist and misogynistic, it was a major step forward that Bush set these records. That the record-buying public also helped her do this.

I think back to today and Kate Bush continuing to set records. Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God). Not to repeat too much what I write at the end of 2024. When The Whole Story was released in 1986, it was noted how Kate Bush had self-written all fifteen of her hit singles. That was a first for any woman. I am thinking of male artists who might have achieved this. Even major artists like The Beatles and David Bowie had co-writers. I am wracking my brains to think of any artist before Kate Bush who wrote fifteen hit singles on their own. Again, when it came to the future for female artists, this idea that you could achieve chart success writing solo. I think it was more suggested that female artists co-write. Or it was seen as more normal. However, that record Bush set by 1986 is one that has not been equalled a lot since then. I do really love that Bush was paving the way and breaking barriers just by being true to herself. It was not a big deal to her as she could only write solo. She was such a distinct artist that she would not think of collaborating. I have covered this for another feature, but it is conceivable to call 1993’s The Line, the Cross and the Curve a visual album. In the sense that it was visualisations of songs from The Red Shoes (1993). Not the whole album, but there were quite a few. This was not common for artists even in the 1990s. Look now at heavyweight queens like Beyoncé, Taylor Swift and so many major acts. They have either released visual albums or they have released short films with songs string together. A way of getting an album and music out to people in a more cinematic and filmic way. Kate Bush also set the record regarding the longest gap between number one singles for a female artist. Wuthering Heights in 1978 and Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God) in 2022.

It always amazes me that Kate Bush only had the one U.K. number one until 2022. You would have thought that singles from Hounds of Love like the title track would have reached number one. The music industry is still quite ageist, so the fact Bush was sixty-three when Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God) reached number is a step forward. I know Kylie Minogue was Christmas number one in 2025, but she is fifty-seven. This is still a major achievement, as he industry still very much prioritises younger female artists and it is always important when someone like Kate Bush or Kylie Minogue gets to number one. It would be nice to normalise this more but, as the major radio stations in this country do not include many older female artists on their A-list or regular rotation, it takes viral moments and an original Christmas track from a legend to buck this trend. Kate Bush, again, breaking ground and changing things. Or at least showing that a female artist in her sixties can get to number one. Though I feel this will not be a common thing going forward. Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God) continues to break records. It surpassed a billion streams on Spotify in 2023. Bush was sixty-four. Not even 1980s queen Madonna, who is the same age as Bush, has achieved this! I don’t think that this will also become a norm, as streaming dominance is still very much coming from younger and newer artists. It is still inspiring that Kate Bush set this record. I think that Running Up That Hill (A Deal with God) set more than one record last year. If it reached the top of any iTunes chart, then it will set one in 2026. If Bush releases a new album, if it goes straight to number one, that could be a record. All of her studio albums – and greatest hits album and Before the Dawn live album – have reached the top ten in the U.K. My point is that Kate Bush continues to amaze and innovate. By breaking records and being discussed now (aged sixty-seven), it does give encouragement. I think back to 1978 and Wuthering Heights setting a record. Right now, in 2026, you feel like Kate Bush will break new records and be the first ‘woman’. No wonder her influence is so huge and widespread today! The stunning and decades-enduring Kate Bush is undoubtedly…

A genius and vital influencer.

FEATURE: Spotlight: Revisited: Madison Beer

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Spotlight: Revisited

PHOTO CREDIT: Hearst

Madison Beer

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I spotlighted…

the wonderful Madison Beer back in 2021. She is such an important artist and one that people need to know about. Born in Jericho, NY, Beer was discovered on YouTube by Justin Bieber, which then led to her stunning 2013 debut single Melodies. The E.P., As She Pleases, was released in 2018. I discovered her when she released the superb debut album, Life Support, in 2021. I was struck by the raw emotions and honesty in her music. Soul-baring but also connective, in the sense that her music touched people and they could relate to her experience. Although there are quite a few collaborators on 2023’s Silence Between Songs, you can hear Madison Beer’s heart and soul come through. It is her album and voice. What I love is she is an artist who could collaborate and put a load of other artists on her albums, though she prefers to keep things personal and solo. I guess she will collaborate more in the future, but I tend to find it takes away from the directness and personal nature of the music. In the sense these songs are meaningful to her, so having other artists on the top of them takes something away. The extraordinary The Half of It: A Memoir was released in 20232. I would advise people to buy it. I know there are a lot of Madison Beer fans around the world and they will have read her memoir. It will give them a lot of strength. It is an emotional read at times but it does give us an insight into Beer, her music and personal life. I am writing about her now as her third studio album, locket, comes out on 16th January. A matter of days away, I think that this will be one of the most powerful and best albums of the year.

Make you mine, the first single from the album, came out in 2024. It has been a while since the first taste but, rather than release all the singles very shortly before the release and then everything being wrapped up too soon, instead we have this slow release schedule in terms of gaps between singles. Yes Baby and Bittersweet came out in the autumn. They are phenomenal songs. I am excited to see how the album is received. Because locket is about to come out, I want to drop in some interviews with Madison Beer. Someone who discusses mental health issues personal struggles with Borderline Personality Disorder (BPD), anxiety, and self-harm, Beer also promotes therapy and authenticity. Madison Beer has is someone who supports and promotes body positivity, and advocates for L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+ rights. In terms of chronology, I am not going to start with the oldest interview and work to the newest. I really want to start out with Rolling Stone and their interview from November. Madison Beer, as they say in their headline, is ready to get back to Pop. I do think that locket is going to be among the most talked-about albums of this year:

“Madison Beer knew her third album would be called Locket long before she even really dug into making it. After wrapping her most recent tour last fall, she was ready to dive into a new project, and this time around, the title felt important to her. She wanted it to feel authentic to who she is as an artist, perhaps an item or a word that felt tangible.

“I was in my Notes app for weeks on end just writing words I related to,” she says over the phone in early October. “I just kept on gravitating towards [Locket] every single time I would read the list.”

The word became a north star for Beer and her collaborators before they even got back into the studio. They would listen to songs or exchange ideas and say things like “This is so Locket” or “Locket-core.”

As she describes it, both the album and the accessory it’s named after feel like a vessel for her memories. Locket holds all the experiences she’s had that make the project what it is now.

“Each song contains things that are in my locket that I carry around with me,” she says.

Nostalgia runs deep in Beer’s new music. She wanted to return to the pop sound of her early releases and looked toward early favorites including Ariana Grande, SZA, and Gwen Stefani for inspiration. But Locket’s pop return comes with a growing confidence in her talent, thanks to successful experimentations with her sound and lyricism on recent releases like 2023’s more introspective Silence Between Songs.

“[Silence] really was a definitive moment for me because I was nervous about releasing an album that was extremely personal and very lyrically driven with more acoustic, slower stuff,” she says. “It really wasn’t a pop album at all. I was scared because I was like, ‘Is this not what people want from me?’ And then I was like, ‘This is what I want, and this feels really good to me. So why don’t I just do it?’”

Fans were more than accepting of her new direction. At the shows, they sang back every word, even for deeper album cuts like “Nothing Matters But You.” Before going on tour, however, she wanted to make a big dance-pop moment to keep the energy high at the shows. So she took another detour, crafting the delicious EDM-pop moment “Make You Mine” as a one-off single. It was so well-received that it was nominated for Best Dance Pop Recording at the 2025 Grammy Awards.

“It truly was made just for the tour,” she says. “I didn’t have any expectations for that song other than for my fans who are already attending my tour.” After the song’s success, she crafted two more big dance-pop moments in the vein of “Make You Mine,” including “15 Minutes” and Locket lead single “Yes Baby.”

“‘Yes Baby’ is kind of the finale of that,” Beer says. “Not the finale in the sense of me never going to make another dance song again, but I close that [chapter] for now. I’m returning a little more to my roots.”

The songs from Locket don’t lose the energy of her dance-pop period, even if they don’t go as maximalist as those tracks. Beer returned to the studio with some of her frequent collaborators, including Tim “One Love” Sommers, who worked on her debut EP As She Pleases when Beer was 18 and just getting started.

“I’ve been working with these people for so long, so it’s been really cool for us all to really grow together,” she adds”.

There are a couple of other interviews to cross off before wrapping up. Cosmopolitan published a really detailed and long interview with Madison Beer from August. At a time when locket was still being recorded and there was still some uncertainty about exactly when it was coming out, Madison Beer discussed working on the album and, among other things, her relationship with asocial, media and the press. I cannot imagine how tough it is at time being this high-profile artist on social media. A lot of expectations and criticisms. How the press actually seemed to want to drive her out of music or were putting this pressure on her. How they bullied her. It is another revealing and really honest interview:

“We’re speaking right in the middle of your creative process. How’s it been going?

There’s no clocking in and out of the job. The other day, I broke down out of nowhere. I was working with this songwriter I’ve always wanted to work with and my entire arm started going numb, the side of my head started going numb. I just lost a friend to a brain aneurysm. So I’m thinking I’m having one, straight-up, and I’m freaking out internally. She asked me, “Are you okay?” I burst into tears. I had just met her an hour before. I ended up taking the weekend to do nothing. I was like, I want to sit in my room, watch stupid movies, play Fortnite, go in my Jacuzzi, drink a beer. Everyone can fuck off, leave me alone.

Your body was telling you something.

I’m not doing anyone a favour by burning myself out. Why does it have to get to the point of me having a panic attack? It shouldn’t, but I’m trying to snap out of it.

What’s your main goal with this new music?

I have the highest goals. This is hopefully what solidifies everything for me, whatever that means. That’s why it’s been hard to make — there’s a lot of pressure I’m putting on myself. So it’s taking me a second, but it feels exciting. I don’t want to succeed if it means not being who I am. I don’t need people to love me. And I don’t want people to listen to my music if it’s not real.

And then I’m simultaneously trying not to have a panic attack thinking about if everything goes super well, what my life will look like. Because that scares me, which is something I’m trying to be honest with myself about. When you work your whole life toward something and then it’s right there, it’s like, “Do I want it though?”

PHOTO CREDIT: Hearst

Something that really stands out to me is how you have a lot of compassion toward your younger self and also a genuine understanding that the adults in your life could have done better. And how you’re willing to speak publicly on all of this. Has this prompted any confrontations?

The boy who the whole nude situation happened with,3 he reached out to me and was like, “I had no idea that I hurt you like this. I’m so sorry.” I don’t know how it feels to be a 14-year-old boy receiving photos of a girl. Maybe it’s wishful thinking, but I don’t think he was being malicious showing them to his friends. He was a kid.

I’ve had to sit people down and be like, “Hey, you owe me an apology for what you did to me when I was a kid.” And a lot of the other people from that time in my life — I just have completely severed my relationships with. I don’t care to make up with you or be cool with you.

What about your relationship with the press?

I’ve been bullied a lot. They sometimes do interviews with me just to make fun of me. People around me used to tell me “Shhh, don’t speak back, don’t stand up for yourself.” But I’m at this place now where I will happily be like, “What the fuck are you saying?” if that’s how I feel. And who I am is someone who does stand up for themselves — someone who can be a bitch, if that’s what you deem it as.

And what about social media? Your digital footprint across platforms is huge.

If I could have a perfect world, I would not be on social media at all. I don’t think there’s any way to accurately depict yourself online. I’m so conditioned to everything I say and do on the internet being twisted. Though I do, unfortunately, scroll TikTok for hours on end. I want to delete it but I’d lose all my drafts. I don’t have Twitter on my phone anymore. I’m not going to die on this hill begging all of you to see me when you are clearly committed to misunderstanding me. I do miss my fans who are on there though —I used to talk to them on Twitter all the time.

Where does your self-worth come from?

To be so honest with you, a lot of my self-worth is based on the way I look. I’m trying to change that, but it’s so deep-rooted. It’s been ingrained in me since I was young because of people focusing on superficial bullshit. Unfortunately, that’s manifested itself into a place where if I’m breaking out or I’ve gained five pounds or I don’t feel pretty, I don’t feel like I’m worth anything.

Do you think he’s ready for whatever this next career moment could hold for you?

No, neither of us are equipped for whatever the fuck might come. But it’s kind of exciting to be like, “We’re going to figure all this out, hopefully together.” Yes, I know he’s going to support me, but do I think that he knows or I know or my parents know or my brother knows how we’re going to feel or go through it if and when that does happen? No.

But in terms of certain other people, don’t think that if and hopefully when this album goes crazy, I’m not going to be like, “You didn’t give me the time of fucking day and now you want to be my best friend. Goodbye. Get out of my face, genuinely”.

PHOTO CREDIT: Morgan Maher

I am going to end up with PAPER and a great discussion with Madison Beer. This was published in September and was released to coincide with  the release of yes baby. One of Beer’s best tracks, I wanted to include parts of the interview here, as it is a song that struck me when I first heard it. I am excited to hear the rest of locket. She is such a strong and amazing person. Her music, interviews and writing has helped so many people. The fact she is so real with her fans is refreshing and important. However, you do hope there is a time she can detach from social media and live a less visible life:

“Last time I talked to you was last year when you released "15 Minutes." Take me through the timeline of what you've been up to since then, and what led to this new song coming up?

Obviously there's a lot that I would love to talk about regarding the album, because it is all tethered to the project. I know I haven't announced it yet, but my fans know that this is part of an album, and this is the first song kicking it off. From touring, I've learned a lot about which songs feel good to perform, what I like, what I don't like. "yes Baby" felt like the right way to start this all. In my head, it looked like closing out a little bit of the EDM dance stuff — not that I'll never do more, maybe even on the deluxe — but I wanted there to be a new dance song people could connect to. It's not a representation of the whole project, but I felt like it tied in with "Make You Mine" and "15 Minutes" before moving into album world.

I love that idea of a trio: "Make You Mine," "15 Minutes," and now "Yes Baby." What's your relationship with your fans nowadays?

I got off Twitter a couple months ago, which I'd never done since I started. It was negatively impacting my ability to see my artistic direction clearly. I really value their opinions, but when there are too many cooks in the kitchen, I get overwhelmed. I was second-guessing myself constantly. Deleting Twitter has actually helped me feel more connected, not less. I do IG Lives on my mbhq account and it feels like the same old — we just talk, and it feels like family. Honestly, I feel closest to them on tour, but not reading the constant discourse has made my decisions for this project really my own.

Tell me about the making of "yes baby." I feel like I'm in Ibiza listening to it. Where did you pull inspo from?

We made it right after I got off tour. I was so geeked up on performing "Make You Mine." Every night when that intro came on, people would lose their minds. It tapped into a different part of my performing brain. I'm a singer first, but with songs like "Make You Mine" or "Yes Baby," it's more about performing, jumping, running around. On tour, those moments felt like the club. With "Yes Baby," obviously the phrase is sexual, but I also picture people snapping for their friends and going, "Yes, baby!" I imagine my fans doing that back at me. It's just a fun, affirmational song inspired by the tour energy.

Do you ever feel like people disregard how good a singer you are?

I'm at a really good place with that now. I don't feel the need to prove myself to people who aren't paying attention. I know that when people come to my shows, they leave knowing I'm a singer. I used to get upset about it, but it's a personal opinion. People can think I'm a bad singer all they want — I'd rather that than them not think I'm a singer at all. I know I'm a singer, my fans know it. If you don't, come to a show. The mic will be on.

A lot of pop girls are coming back with dance and club vibes. Were you conscious of that when releasing this song?

Not really. With "Make You Mine," it was completely organic. With "Yes Baby," it wasn't about following a trend. My album isn't really a dance album — it's a straightforward pop record. If I were chasing the trend, I'd make a full dance album, but that would feel alienating. I like too many different genres. I just love making fun songs you can play while getting ready, feeling sexy, and having fun”.

I have so much respect and love for Madison Beer. I have been following her for a while, and I know howe much locket means to her and how much of herself she has put into it. In terms of your dates for locket, I do hope that she comes to the U.K. I will try and see her if she plays in London, as there will be so many people who are keen to see her on the stage and talk to her. For anyone who is new to Madison Beer, go back and listen to her previous albums and listen to interviews with her, as she is authentic, compelling, hugely intelligent and someone whose honesty and bravery is quite rare when major Pop artists are expected to be guarded or filter themselves carefully. I hope that this year offers personal happiness, positivity and success for Madison Beer. There are few artists who deserve it…

MORE than her.

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FEATURE: I Got Sunshine in a Bag: Gorillaz’s Clint Eastwood at Twenty-Five

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I Got Sunshine in a Bag

Gorillaz’s Clint Eastwood at Twenty-Five

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WHILST I am prioritising…

big album anniversaries this year, I also want to recognise singles that are celebrating significant anniversaries. The debut single from Gorillaz turns twenty-five on 5th March. Clint Eastwood was one hell of an introduction to the virtual band. Peaking at number four in the U.K., Clint Eastwood was written by Damon Albarn and Teren Jones and received large positive feedback. In terms of the fanbase in 2001, I guess a lot of Blur fans would have followed Damon Albarn. However, Gorillaz were a bit of an unknown quantity. A virtual band that Damon Albarn and the artist Jamie Hewlett created in 1998, Gorillaz consists of four fictional members: 2-D (vocals, keyboards, melodica), Murdoc Niccals (bass guitar), Noodle (guitar, keyboards, backup vocals) and Russel Hobbs (drums). A sense of anonymity perhaps meant that Damon Albarn could write in a different and les inhibited way. This wholly new project, Blur were still active. They would release Think Tank in 2003. However, Gorillaz was this fresh character. Albarn proving he is one of the most enduring, innovative and talented songwriters of his generation. Clint Eastwood is proof of his brilliance. I remember when the Gorillaz album came out on 26th March, 2001. I was in college and was already aware of Clint Eastwood. I bought the album and was not sure what to expect. 19-2000, the next single from Gorillaz, is a highlight. It would be four years until Gorillaz released their second studio album, Demon Days. I think it is a more consistent and better album, though I do love the debut. And Clint Eastwood is fantastic! There is an interesting 2001 feature from Sound and Sound I will come to relating to the recording of Clint Eastwood. Rolling Stone ranked his gem at thirty-eight on their 100 best songs of the 2000s. In October 2011, NME placed it at number 141 on its list of the 150 Best Tracks of the Past 15 Years. With a basic explanation behind the song’s title – named after Clint Eastwood, its similarity to the theme music of The Good, the Bad and the Ugly is obvious -, there is more curiosity to be found in the background and recording of Clint Eastwood.

I do want to come to Sound on Sound and their fascinating chat with Tom Girling and Jason Cox. They engineered Clint Eastwood. They also acted as producers alongside Gorillaz and Dan the Automator. One of the best debut singles in my opinion, there is something dark, cool and unusual about Clint Eastwood. I had not really heard anything like this in 2001. It was a bit of a revelation and shockwave that I felt affect people I knew. Excited by this new virtual band:

“Two years ago, when Sound On Sound last visited resident engineers Tom Girling and Jason Cox at Damon Albarn's West London studio, Albarn's band Blur had recently finished working with producer William Orbit on their album 13, a recording which involved bizarre instruments, experimental recording techniques and endless Pro Tools editing. The studio had also been used to record Albarn's equally experimental collaboration with composer Michael Nyman, the soundtrack to the film Ravenous. Since then, however, Blur have only entered the studio to record one more single, so Girling and Cox have been able to put their feet up and take it easy...

Er, no. Although the only Blur activity in the meantime has been a Greatest Hits album, Albarn had set up the studio (also named 13) mainly to handle his own side projects — and these have proliferated during the band's time off. There has been two more film soundtracks, Ordinary Decent Criminal and 101 Reykjavik, and a lengthy trip to Mali to record material for an Oxfam‑sponsored project drawing together musicians from every nation on the Greenwich Meridian. The studio has been extended to incorporate what was the adjoining unit, with the control room completely rebuilt around a new desk — a task which inevitably fell mainly to Girling and Cox. And on top of all that, there's been Gorillaz, a project which has yielded a top 10 album and a massive hit single in the shape of 'Clint Eastwood'.

The final version of 'Clint Eastwood' in Logic Audio. The track labelled 'rough blues' is Damon Albarn's original 'gibberish' vocal; 'V Comp' is the final vocal as recorded and edited in Jamaica. Kid Koala's scratching, on track 5, has been heavily edited...

The brainchild of Damon Albarn and former flatmate Jamie Hewlett, who was the artist responsible for the cult Tank Girl cartoon strip, Gorillaz have been described as the world's first 'virtual band'. The idea was that while Albarn came up with a suitable selection of songs, Hewlett would devise cartoon characters to front the band and stories for them to act out in their videos. "Once we'd started doing the tunes, Jamie got an idea of what the characters should be like, and once we'd fine‑tuned the characters, people started to think about the whole story around those characters, and it just started evolving like that," explains Jason. "So the music started first, I think. It was Damon, Tom and myself doing the music, and Jamie used to come down and see what was going on and what style of music we were heading towards. He was doing his sketching and demoing his characters while we were demoing the songs — the same sort of thing but on the drawing front."

With initial demos done at 13, the 'virtual band' managed to attract record‑company backing, and recording commenced on an album proper. Unlike the majority of Albarn's previous projects, the Gorillaz album was largely written in the studio. "The comparison would be that Blur would go into the rehearsal studio and rehearse the songs that were written, and then sometimes even go on tour with those songs before they were even recorded, and then go into a studio," says Jason. "The changing point was working with William Orbit, because he'd work in a different sort of way where he'd get the band to do jamming and then make up tunes like that, and then bring them back the next day and do some more on it. So we were slowly getting towards this way of working. It's a lazier way of working!"

"It's not a conscious effort to work in a different way," continues Tom. "I think the reason why we worked in a different way is because we've got this whole Logic thing going on, so instead of working in a linear world where you're using tape, you've got a hell of a lot more flexibility. I think it gears itself more towards this kind of thing, where you haven't necessarily got a specific goal you're after. It just gives you a chance to experiment, basically chuck a whole load of paint at the canvas and see what sticks, and weed out all the drips of paint that you don't want! I know that Damon loves working in this way now, compared to the way Blur would put a track together."

'Clint Eastwood' was in some ways an exception to the free‑form, cut‑and‑paste compositional method employed on the album as a whole. Damon Albarn's initial four‑track efforts with a drum machine and guitar were recreated in Logic at 13, before the other basic instrumental elements and guide vocals were added. Althought the structure of the song was changed, it neither lost any sections to other songs nor gained any. "In terms of sound, the way the song is and the format hasn't been changed much from day one, even though we've had different vocals on it," explains Tom. "Essentially, it's made up of stuff we put together in more or less a day, except the vocals, and then just tweaked. There were a couple of instruments in early versions of the song that were taken out later, but the final version is basically pretty much the same as the first set of arrangements, except for the structure of the song. The actual track's pretty much the same bar a couple of extra drums and the rap, and one keyboard part that's not in the final mix.

IN THIS PHOTO: Tom Girling (left) and Jason Cox in the new control room at 13

“There's no real drums on here. One's off a drum machine, and there's a sample I got from somewhere. Apart from that there's some live percussion on there. You know on a bass drum you've got the lug nuts that hold the skin on? It's actually a load of those in a carrier bag being shaken. It sounds like it's pitched down, too, but it's just EQ'd. The bass is a keyboard bass, which is the Moog Rogue, and on the big fills it's got a low sub‑note which is off a Roland JV. There's a piano in there, which is our little cheesy upright in the other room. The strings came from one of our string machines, the Solina String Ensemble."

"That should have been burned years ago," laughs Jason. "Damon gave us the OK to set fire to it on stage, but we said 'No, you can't set fire to that! It's a classic!' And it's ended up being used on two or three tunes."

'Clint Eastwood' included a rap section from its early days, but the original rap recorded by Girling and Cox at 13 ended up being replaced. "There was a rap on there before done by some English guys called Phi‑life and Cypher, which was used for a B‑side in the end," says Tom.

"That's the version that we do live, as well," adds Jason. "It's a little bit more hardcore, in that English style."

One of the most prominent instruments on 'Clint Eastwood' is the melodica. This cheap wind instrument, with its plastic keyboard, has traditionally been used mainly as a teaching aid, but has become a firm favourite with Damon Albarn for its sound, usefulness as a compositional aid, and capacity to irritate engineers...

"It's one of those school teaching instruments that needs to be brought back," says Jason.

"No, it doesn't need to be brought back, it needs to be binned!" insists Tom”.

There is an article I will finish off with. However, I want to quote from a March 2001. Lobotomy Pop sat down with Gorillaz – if you can physically sit down with a virtual band?! – and asked them about their music and fanbase. It must have been strange talking to actual people but writing them as virtual figures and not photographing them:

“The members of your band have different backgrounds. How do you manage these differences

Russel: We formed as a band in April 1998. It then took some time for our individual characters to gel together. It’s only after many punch-ups, screaming matches, and late-night colouring-in sessions that we have reached a point where we can get on stage, pull our pants up high under our armpits and shout “Hello Mr. President...”

Do you feel related to a musical scene (or a cartoon scene)?

Russel: We live in an animated alter-world where Augustus Pablo can walk into Electric Lady Studios, pick up a Gibson, and play a fuzz lead over a Cachao bassline while Dr. Dre plays the tin flute to Rag Time beatz.

How did you collaborate with such strong personalities as Damon Albarn, Dan The Automator, etc

Murdoc: It was an easy vibe with everyone, you know? We had already been working on the tunes for about a year before we started getting anyone else in, so we had such a strong vision of who we were and what we were about that anybody who came along had to acclimatise to us. Like Russel said, we’re in some animated-alter-bollocks or whatever!

Do you plan gigs? And how will it happen?

Russel: That’s the ace up our sleeves!

2D: Yeah! The world is having a hard enough time wondering how and where we exist and what happens in the studio. People go into melt down when they try and imagine us playing live.

Murdoc: People will bloody melt down when they get an ear-load of what we’ve got to give them.

Is Jamie Hewlett an important part of the group? Do you actually work with him?

Murdoc: He’s as important as any designer or director is to any band. You really put your life in these people's hands when you hand over any amount of control of your visual style to them. He’s cool, as long as you steer him off of his obsession with nudity and military headwear. It gets on my bloody wick when he sticks his ore in on interviews though. He and Albarn are the same, you do them a favour with their tired old careers and they take it as a carte blanche to start gobbing off”.

I am going to hop to this article from Music Radar. It is revealed how that incredible and loved beat on Clint Eastwood was not in fact composed by Damon Albarn. It was an Omnichord loop preset. It takes nothing away from the song, as it is still Albarn bringing that sound into the song. Even if it was not an original sound or composition. I think that Clint Eastwood sounds incredible twenty-five years later:

“Sometimes, finding inspiration can be a hard-won battle. On other occasions, it’s right there waiting for you as soon as you turn on your synth.

Case in point: Gorillaz’ Clint Eastwood. The familiar lolloping piano and drum beat from the band’s 2001 single wasn’t, it turns out, composed by Damon Albarn, but is simply a preset from the good old Suzuki Omnichord - the Rock 1 preset, to be precise.

Albarn made the revelation during an interview with Zane Lowe at the Blur frontman’s Studio 13 facility in London. There’s an impressive level of organisation going on here: each synth has its own spot on a labelled shelf.

And there are a lot of shelves. Albarn casually confirms that he has a whole roomful of drum machines, before showing off his BOSS VT-1 voice transformer and Yamaha QY10, which he used back in the day to create the bass synth line on Elastica’s 1994 single, Connection.

It’s when he turns on that Omnichord, though, that Albarn gets the biggest reaction out of Lowe, with the Apple Music One presenter seemingly amazed that Clint Eastwood’s groove was so easily come by.

“It just came like that?” he asks. “That’s it. That’s the preset. It’s the Rock 1 preset,” replies Albarn, before spicing it up with the Omnichord’s fill button.

Originally released in 1981, with the final model arriving in 1999, the Omnichord was a preset-filled groove machine that could play rhythms, chords and basslines, and had buttons that enabled you to switch between major, minor and 7th chords. The ‘Sonic Strings’, meanwhile, could be swiped to (sort of) replicate the sound of a stringed instrument.

This isn’t the only time a pre-rolled beat has been used in a hit record, of course. The drum loop for Rihanna’s 2007 smash Umbrella comes straight out of GarageBand (Vintage Funk Kit 03 is what you’re looking for) and Usher’s 2008 chart-topper Love In This Club also features Apple Loops.

While some will be disappointed to learn that Albarn and other producers have had hits off the back of what are effectively stock sounds, it just goes to show that you don’t necessarily need to sweat over every element of a song to make a great record. In all of the aforementioned cases, the skill came in recognising a loop’s potential when no one else had”.

In 2001, Jamie Hewlett and Albarn said that they had not received any feedback from Clint Eastwood himself over the song. I wonder if that has changed since. A lot of songs are named after actors (Fall Out Boy’s Uma Thurman among them), but I guess it is optimistic to expect any response from the actor in question. However, it would be nice to think Clint Eastwood has heard the song named after him. A sensational debut single from the Gorillaz album, we mark twenty-five years of Clint Eastwood on 5th March. I think 2001 was a fantastic year for music but bad one for politics and world events, so the way you felt about a song or album then has changed given events that followed. I still have a lot of love for Gorillaz. Their debut album and what they were doing in 2001. Clint Eastwood is one of their best song. A perfect opening salvo from…

A genius virtual band.

FEATURE: Modern-Day Queens: Jaguar

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Modern-Day Queens

PHOTO CREDIT: Jaguar

Jaguar

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PHOTO CREDIT: Lucas Alexander Wilson

my Spotlight features are around musicians, I am keen to highlight some incredible D.J.s. Female D.J.s specifically. For Modern-Day Queens, I am spending some time with one of the most influential and respected D.J.s in the world. Jaguar is this incredible D.J. and broadcaster who I know will have a very busy and joy-filled 2026. I normally like to bring in recent interviews with anyone I recommend. However, it does not seem like there has been anything from last year, so I am going to go back a bit further. I hope people do interview Jaguar this year, as she has done a lot since 2024 and people will want to know more. Go and follow Jaguar on TikTok and Instagram.  I will come to some interviews with the D.J. and BBC Radio 1 host. I am starting out with some comprehensive biography from Resident Advisor:

“Jaguar Bingham is every bit as memorable as her name. Hailing from Alderney in the Channel Islands, but based in East London, the 27-year-old broadcaster, DJ and journalist, known mononymously as Jaguar, is among the new guard of multi-hyphenate talents steering UK dance music towards brighter waters. She’s a next-gen tastemaker instigating change through projects such as UTOPIA and The Jaguar Foundation. Jaguar’s work to date, spanning from her radio internship at BBC Radio 1 and 1Xtra in 2014 to more recent endeavours such as her landmark BBC Introducing on Radio 1 Dance show, has been anchored by a desire to spotlight new artists and minority voices within electronic music. It’s what drew her to BBC Introducing – a platform devoted to unsigned and emerging musicians – in the first place. In 2016, Jaguar joined the crew as Team Assistant at the station’s Sheffield HQ. At the time, she was studying English Literature at Leeds University. (A move, says Jaguar, spurred on by the city’s reputation for vibrant nightlife.) Each week, she would rifle through tunes submitted to the BBC Uploader by new artists. “I was listening to all the dance tracks and sending them to Danny and Monki, and Annie's shows and Pete's shows,” says Jaguar, who later worked for BBC Introducing’s Central Team in London, “so I was ready, even then, for my own show.” That moment came in 2020, when Jaguar launched the BBC Introducing Dance show on Radio 1. A defining moment in Jaguar’s career to date, the show has been met with critical acclaim. In 2021, Mixmag named her Broadcaster of the Year – a poignant accolade, given it was there that Jaguar’s voice and face became synonymous with its weekly office party, the LAB LDN. “I fell in love with dance music at the LAB LDN,” says Jaguar on her time at Mixmag, where she also worked as Weekend Editor for a time. “It was really special.” Elsewhere, she was awarded Best Radio Show for BBC Introducing Dance through a public vote at last year’s DJ Mag Best of British Awards.

The magazine had previously dubbed her “UK radio’s next gen champion”. More recently, Jaguar was tapped to co-present this year’s IMS alongside summit co-founder Pete Tong MBE. Keen to diversify her work, Jaguar has also produced and voiced documentaries for radio on topics such as LGBTQIA+ safe space clubbing and written articles spotlighting unsung Black women pioneers in house music. She was also Beatportal’s Guest Editor in August 2021, and previously helmed a show on South London community station Reprezent Radio, which she dedicated to new music and guests such as HAAi, Anja Schneider and Dance System. In September 2020, Jaguar turned her attention to parties. She launched an event, UTOPIA, with the brand later branching out into a UTOPIA Talks conference and podcast. The latter welcomed SHERELLE, Mary-Anne Hobbs, Sama’ and many more in its first season. “I describe UTOPIA as my vision of the world,” says Jaguar, reflecting on the brand at large and the very first UTOPIA club night: a sold-out celebration at London’s Night Tales. “It’s a world I'm trying to get to through all of the work I do: radio, DJing and so on. It's a community.” Speaking of communities, Jaguar was inspired by some of the queer parties and venues she’d encountered previously as a member of the LGBTQIA+ community. Dalston Superstore, say, or Leeds’ Wharf Chambers. Elsewhere, she’s thrilled to be sharing her latest project, The Jaguar Foundation, with the world. A partnership with Ministry of Sound and Sony Music UK Social Justice Fund, Jaguar described the foundation as a “home for my long-term commitment to [equalising] music through more forward-thinking initiatives and partnerships” in an op-ed she penned for the Independent. The Jaguar Foundation released its first report on the state of gender equality in UK dance music at last month’s IMS. Furthermore, the foundation’s first initiative, Future1000, saw Jaguar collaborating with in-school music education platform Virtuoso (fka FutureDJs) on a free, UK-wide DJ, production and leadership programme which introduced 1000 female, trans and non-binary students aged 12-18 to the music industry. A major move for the industry and Jaguar alike. Tackling issues such as gender imbalance, representation and accessibility within the industry at a foundational level, the initiative provided curious minds with artist-led sessions with the likes of Jyoty, Jayda G and Bklava and course modules curated by the London College of Music Education.

“I wanted the students to feel represented, supported, and comfortable,” explains Jaguar. “It can be scary learning to DJ. I wanted them to feel they were in an environment where they feel safe to explore their interests.” Future1000 was brought to life during the pandemic. It was then that Jaguar, amid the chaos of the time, recognised what her purpose was – and had been for some time, subconsciously – within the industry: amplifying marginalised and undiscovered artists and DJs. “It made me look inward,” says Jaguar on lockdown. “I realised I’m never going to be the loudest person. My way of expressing myself comes through my work and making it clear that I’m going to spotlight not just great music, but great music from women, and Black, brown, trans and non-binary people.” Born to a Ghanaian mother and English father, Jaguar cites the “lineage of Ghanaian women” on her mother’s side, along with her girlfriend, as continued inspirations. Though it was her father who taught her to always go the extra mile and dream big. (She reckons she’s also inherited his work ethic.) She looks up to fellow tastemakers such as Annie Mac and The Blessed Madonna, as well as Clara Amfo and Honey Dijon. This admiration is entirely reciprocated. Jaguar is a regular at the Annie Mac-curated Lost and Found Festival in Malta, for instance, where she treats sun-kissed ravers to her signature cocktail of genre-hopping, feel-good bubblers. She has previously supported Annie at venues across the UK, including Warehouse Project and the Pickle Factory. In 2018, Jaguar was mentored by The Blessed Madonna for the Smirnoff Equalising Music campaign. It was a spectacular ‘pinch-me’ moment that solidified her incredible career trajectory up until then. Let’s rewind though, for a second. Growing up on Alderney, it was the video games that initially piqued Jaguar’s interest in immersive electronic music and world-building through sound design. “I’d play Final Fantasy and Kingdom Hearts,” she recalls. “I loved fantasy games, they’ve got such incredible soundtracks.

I’ve actually started gaming again, since lockdown. Seven-year-old me would be excited to see it.” Her older brother exposed her to much of the music that eventually shaped her personal taste. (Her brother’s collection, that is, along with teenage summers spent raving in WWII bunkers on the island). Back when they were kids, he would transfer tunes from his Limewire-acquired collection to her iPod. “I'd listen to Kanye West and the Chemical Brothers,” she says with a grin so infectious you can’t help but smile too. “I remember hearing Timbaland's Shock Value for the first time, as well as Gorillaz's Demon Days.” A love for pop music soon blossomed, with Beyoncé, Black-Eyed Peas and emo/pop-punk outfit Evanescence, along with Aussie sisterly duo the Veronicas, among her favourites back then. Her affinity for electronic music and genres such as house, techno and disco, along with jungle, drum’n’bass and stacks more floor-filling styles, merged with an interest in student radio while in Leeds. “I loved the way talking about music, discovering music and presenting it to an audience made me feel,” she says of the days spent presenting and producing her own student radio show, Dangerous Jag.

In 2016, Jaguar won two coveted Studio Radio Awards. “It was like winning an Oscar at the time!” she laughs. Since her first stint on the airwaves, it’s been clear Jaguar possesses a natural talent for bonding with listeners via a shared love for great music. Not only that, but a determination to uplift those around her. See, Jaguar isn’t content with making a name for herself alone. Instead, she strives to rise through the ranks side by side with her peers. Take her recent run of headline UK shows with UTOPIA, which saw her inviting Future1000 alumni Badly Drawn Banana aboard the HMS UTOPIA for an intimate party on the Thames. Looking ahead, Jaguar is a resident at iconic hotspot Pikes Ibiza this season, with shows also confirmed at storied venues such as DC10 and Amnesia. Elsewhere, she’ll set out on a must-see European tour of her own, hitting up events such as Glastonbury, Circoloco and Radio 1’s Big Weekend this spring and summer. Jaguar will also fly UTOPIA out to Ibiza for a pair of unmissable White Isle shows, and make her US debut this October at CRSSD Festival. She’s also ideating on future film and documentary projects. She’d like to write some books down the line, and live out her childhood dreams by dabbling in TV presenting. She also plans to grow UTOPIA into a festival one day and aspires to host the BBC’s coverage of Glastonbury. We can expect future club sets to include specially-produced edits of tracks made by Jaguar’s friends, too. A neat touch, one that’s very much in keeping with the spirit of togetherness that permeates through all that Jaguar does. Togetherness, authenticity and the delightful purveyance of effervescent dance music: these are the calling cards of Jaguar”.

Let’s go back to 2023 for the first interview. It is from DAZED. I have seen so many other D.J.s shout out and salute Jaguar. She is someone who is loved and respected. I tell a lie. There is a 2025 interview I have found. That is important, as last year is when Jaguar released her debut E.P., flowers. Four amazing tracks from this incredible D.J. It is a wonderful E.P. I wonder if she has plans for more this year:

“What drew you to dance music?

Jaguar: Growing up, I predominately listened to noughties pop and anything my older brother had on his iPod – so, that would’ve been Timberland, Kanye, or Eminem. And, I guess, the early dance stuff I would’ve listened to would’ve been some Chemical Brothers, Daft Punk, Groove Armada, Fatboy Slim, and then all the 00s trance classics. But, as a teenager, a gateway [dance music] artist for me would have been someone like Grimes and hearing [her 2012 single] ‘Genesis’ for the first time. And, then, [going to] uni: that’s when I started going to clubs for the music and being like, ‘wait, what’s this song?’ or ‘I want to play this [song] on my student radio show that four people listen to, if I’m lucky’. So, the deep love of all music was always there and, then, it refined into dance music as a teenager onwards.

What’s the difference in your approach to building a playlist for and playing a set on your radio show in comparison to DJing at club nights and parties, like False Idols?

Jaguar: I approach DJing and radio differently, but there is a lot of overlap just by default. For my radio show, we probably get sent about 500 tracks a week [via the BBC Introducing uploader] so I’m downloading maybe 60 tracks a week, maybe more. And, naturally, the stuff I’m really into I’ll put in my playlists for my DJ sets. But then, my DJ sets are also dependent on the crowd, the vibe, what mood I’m in that day – so, in the end, they’ll be more of a melting pot of my overall influences. Whereas the radio show has a [defined] brief, which is: new and emerging, UK dance music. Some records work better on the radio, too: I’ll play more chilled stuff, or ambient, or neo-classical, or super heavy stuff [on there]. And that might not be my taste for DJ set but, as a tastemaker, I’ll reflect that on the radio.

If you were queen for the day, what would be your first royal decree?

Jaguar: Equality for all.

What’s one thing you could definitely live without?

Jaguar: The patriarchy.

Describe your vision of utopia in three words.

Jaguar: Colourful, togetherness, free”.

FOUR FOUR spoke with Jaguar in 2024. The statistics when it comes to Dance and Electronic music are shocking. In terms of gender imbalance and the lack of women and non-binary people represented. You can’t be what you can’t see. If women and non-binary people are not being given opportunities, having their music played and are almost invisible, it creates a very bleak future. The Jaguar Foundation has this ethos and ambition: “Our mission is to make electronic music a more equal place for the next generation of creatives and emerging artists. Through forward-thinking initiatives, we want to create a freeing, inclusive platform that inspires people from minority backgrounds to gain greater opportunities and feel represented throughout the music industry”:

“My role evolved as I told them that I loved electronic music and wanted to do more with dance music. I essentially became the dance editor. I listened to every dance track. I would send them to Pete Tong, Annie Mac, Danny Howard, and Monki. Then, in 2020, were getting so much dance music that Radio One said, “Oh, maybe we should do a show.” And I was in line to present Introducing Dance and I’ve been doing it for four years this month, which is pretty cool.”

The digital music renaissance has put pressure on radio, as listeners flock to streaming services and social media to discover new music. Algorithms have largely replaced tastemakers, placing individuals in a bizarre chokehold in which computers dictate our tastes. Previously, the radio and record stores were the only places to find new music, and DJs and broadcasters exposed listeners to new and avant-garde sounds.

Jaguar remains a passionate believer in the power of radio and tastemaking, infusing her programme with new sounds and breathing new life into BBC Introducing in an effortlessly personal way. “Obviously, I am biased. But I believe that having a tastemaker and a curator you trust to select the music is so important that it will never lose value.”

“I don’t think it’s ever going to die. I think the audience is shifting, and the way we consume is very different. But radio is always going to hold an important part and I still see that with my radio show. I have an important job, probably one of the most important jobs. I sift through 500 to 600 tracks a week on the Introducing Uploader. You have to have an ear that develops over time. I don’t think an algorithm can do that and that’s from 10 years of curating music on the radio.”

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The concept of community is central to Jaguar’s work, whether it’s her BBC Introducing show, which provides a clear path for new artists to be discovered, her label and platform, UTOPIA, which serves as a voice for new ideas and artists, or her DJ sets, which capture her desire for the new, daring, and unheard.

“Community is an important word regarding my work. My show was built with a community around it. I think the kind of culture we’ve got around the show, which is mainly based around new artists is really special. And then what I do with my label, club night and podcast, UTOPIA, is a community platform, because it’s about bringing people together, it’s about representing an inclusive space on the dance floor with diverse sounds, styles, types of DJs and music lovers. I’ve also got a WhatsApp group, where the UTOPIA community is thriving full of creatives.”

“I’m obsessed with my artists, they’re genuinely my favourite artists in the world and it’s such a pleasure to work with them. I think unless you’re going to work with someone who’s as passionate as I am to put out your music, no one else is gonna be as passionate as you are. I take my job very, very seriously. I’m very, very empathetic with artists.”

The Jaguar Foundation may be one of her most important endeavours as she addresses gender imbalances in the business, going beyond raising awareness by collaborating with Sony to develop the first-of-its-kind study on documenting gender disparity in the music industry.

“The top line of it was that there is a lack of representation of women and non-binary people in dance music. It’s a systemic thing, we live in a patriarchy and there’s no denying that. There are multiple barriers, such as the gender pay gap, women being mothers and having to leave their careers, and whether they enter or not later on. A lot of women are being discouraged from pursuing a career in music and men are the gatekeepers. Ultimately, you can’t be what you can’t see”

“We discovered that only 5% of dance music in the charts was created by women and non-binary artists. Then, within radio, less than 1% of the top 200 tracks played were created entirely by women and non-binary artists. Only 24% of streaming places and streaming playlists were created by women and non-binary people.”

The first report is a stark and honest look at an unjust scene, that has barred so many people from entering and ostracised those who attempted to open the door. It has forced those in power to reflect on what has transpired and what should happen next. It serves as the industry’s starting point for learning.

“A lot of things came up, such as being subjected to the male gaze, feeling unsafe in the workplace or behind the decks, experiencing sexual assault while working, and navigating the club and booth safely.”

The Jaguar Foundation’s results serve as a baseline for the sector to grow and improve in terms of equity. It offered a voice to those who felt voiceless or alienated, reached out to the margins of society, and shed attention on the disparities that have plagued the scene for far too long.

“I’d love to update the statistics, as they were from 2022. So far, I’ve noticed some really positive changes. You know, just last summer, we had Peggy Gou, Jazzy, Raye, and Charlotte Plank all in the top ten of the UK charts, which was cool.”

In addition to statistics, Jaguar has advocated certain hands-on procedures to help carve out a more diverse and fair club and festival environment, one of which is rider requests, which artists may utilise to say that if they are going to play, the lineup must be balanced and fair.

“I have this clause in my contract. That simply means that whenever I am booked, there should be an effort to make the lineup as diverse as possible by including at least one other woman, transgender person, person of colour, or LGBT+ person.”

She goes on to say that it needs to start from the top. This situation cannot be resolved immediately, and while the industry is taking measures to make the environment more fair and open, true change will not occur unless people with actual weight and influence begin to show support and fight for those without a voice.

“I really just implore anyone with a bit of weight and power, which is mostly men, to include this in their contract. I believe it will make a difference because all we can do is put in more effort, work a little harder, and perform better. This is not me having a go. I never attack anyone. I never say, “This is your fault, or you are doing this incorrectly.” We are all responsible for global issues, whether they directly affect you or not. Often, the people who aren’t directly affected have the most power to change things.”

Jaguar’s success story thus far offers optimism for the future generation of dance music. Her influence in the business is undeniable, and her success can be attributed to her complete transparency about how she works, what she believes in, and who she supports. Her voice reflects the current sound and mentality of UK dance culture.

“I’m very passionate about the representation of people who don’t feel represented in the mainstream or in the world, music reflects the world and the world is by no means perfect. So one of my things is I want to help make the world a better place in that sense.”

I asked her to give some advice to those looking to break into the industry, “Be aware that it takes time to hone your sound and become truly good at what you do. If you’re making music, be as creative as possible while still having fun with it. Do not be afraid to experiment. If you’re releasing music, you should have a year’s worth of music planned out so that you can be consistent. If you can release a track every six weeks, or if you have four tracks, make sure you have a strategy for each moment. Know what you’re going to do for marketing and visuals; it doesn’t have to be an elaborate music video. You can do it for free”.

When I interviewed Carly Wilford last year, she said, as a D.J., how she noticed the Electronic scene is male-heavy. In fact, whilst there were steps towards gender equality and balance, there has been a regression. This is something Jaguar discusses with FLO London last year around the release of the flowers E.P. Go and buy this glorious and stunning work. I do think that 2026 is a year when Jaguar will be discovering and spotlighting great artists. She will play amazing festivals and gigs and maybe there will be new music. An L.G.B.T.Q.I.A.+ heroine and icon and someone who is always striving towards inclusiveness and equality, one hope that The Jaguar Foundation and the essential report they published in 2022 goes some way towards fixing growing inequality. Maybe there needs to be more capital and regeneration of British nightlife. More clubs and spaces:

“BBC Radio 1 presenter, DJ, podcaster, and award-winning entrepreneur Jaguar is a trailblazer in the UK dance music scene. As a queer Black woman, she is fiercely committed to championing diversity, equality, and representation, using her platform to highlight emerging talent and push the culture forward. Her work spans broadcasting, DJing, producing, and advocacy, earning her accolades including DJ Mag’s Underground Hero and Mixmag’s Broadcaster of the Year.

flowers is your debut EP. What does this release represent for you at this point in your journey?

It’s about reconnecting with your inner child and recognising how far you have come through hardship. I struggled a lot during my late 20s, but picked myself up, found purpose again, and did a lot of therapy. The title track is a love letter of gratitude to my inner child who got me through this hard time.

The other tracks explore the different sides of my personality - from UK Cunty club bangers for queer clubs to peak-time rave weapons.

The EP explores your late-20s mental health struggles. How did you translate something so personal into music?

I made flowers with Jacana People, who are good friends of mine. I had the idea for writing a song to my inner child ahead of the session, and we worked on the instrumental first. They have a lot of pedals and hardware synths, which was so fun to play with.

I wanted to bring a tender energy reminiscent of being a child running around in nature to the track. We also used twinkling chords inspired by a track from my favourite Final Fantasy game. Then I started working on a poem addressing my inner child, and the spoken word vocal in the track is the initial take we recorded on the day. I felt very vulnerable but also free during this session. It was very healing, and I surprised myself by pushing myself a bit further. The Jacana People boys are amazing to work with and made me feel so comfortable, complementing my artistic vision so well.

In 2022 you published a groundbreaking report on gender representation in UK dance music. What progress have you seen since then?

The report is one of my greatest achievements to date. The impact it left was monumental - it made national news, I went on Women’s Hour, Sky News, the BBC; I saw really amazing conversations and change in dance music on line-ups and behind the scenes at labels, venues, events brands. The statistics in general showed that marginalised gendered are indeed misrepresented, but the stats showed that things were improving year on year. However, I’d say in the last 2 years that line-ups look less diverse again, and the dance space feels very male heavy again, almost like we have regressed. I believe that this is due to the nightlife industry which is currently in an economic crisis. It’s even harder than ever to sell tickets, clubs are closing and younger people are not going out as much due to change in habits and everything being so expensive. I fear the focus has shifted from pushing forward equality and more about trying to keep everything afloat. It’s a frustrating time, but I will never stop fighting for marginalised people. I hope to bring back a second edition of The Jaguar Foundation report in the next few years and reignite the movement. It feels like it is needed again.

A book or text you return to for inspiration?

Anything by Audre Lorde or Octavia Butler. Love Think Like A Monk by Jay Shetty too.

Can’t live without?

Music, a pen, and my diary.

Which artist, living or dead, would you most love to have a conversation with?

Lady Gaga or Honey Dijon.

What should the art world be more of and less of?

More support for artists! More investing in talent over followers. Less following trends and looking at metrics. Let the art speak for itself!”.

I really admire Jaguar. Her role as a broadcaster and championing new music. Her phenomenal D.J. sets and how passionate and inspiring she is. As an artist releasing music. A campaigner and advocate for equality and gender balance. Someone who also wants to unite people and make the world in general a better place, she is someone that we should put on a plinth. Jaguar was an easy choice for this Modern-Day queens, as she has achieved so much and is such a talent. I cannot wait to see where she heads and what she achieves this year. Someone who I am…

ALWAYS in awe of.

FEATURE: Fashionably on Time: Why the Rise of XO and Other Amazing Girl Groups Is Timely and Very Much Needed

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Fashionably on Time

PHOTO CREDIT: Alice Backham

Why the Rise of XO and Other Amazing Girl Groups Is Timely and Very Much Needed

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I guess there was a fashion…

IN THIS PHOTO: FLO/PHOTO CREDIT: Melanie Lehmann for NOTION

in the 1990s and 2000s for girl groups to perhaps copy those that were successful and came before. There were some attempts at Spice Girls or All Saints clones. The originals always endure. However, there is something about an amazing new girl group that reminds me of both, though they also have their own patented vocal and songwriting blend that mixes the modern with a glorious era for girl groups. They are called XO. I shall come to them and source some recent interview soon. I think that next year is going to be huge, as there are great British girl groups like Say Now and FLO who will be putting out new singles and touring. I think that the past few years, or maybe longer, has been dominated by female solo Pop artists. It is brilliant to see, though there is a sense of homogenisation. A lot of same-sounding artists and a few that are unique. On 8th July, it will be thirty years since Spice Girls’ globe-conquering debut single chart smash, Wannabe, was released. The album it is from, Spice, turns thirty on 19th September. I do hope that the group reunites for some gigs. There is something about Wannabe that heralded in a new sound in British Pop. At a moment when Britpop reigned and was starting to fade, I feel there was a need for girl groups. In the same way there was this slow build of girl groups in the 1990s that continued into the early-2000s (the likes of Little Mix picked up the baton later on), I do think we will see more come through. Not that the likes of Sabrina Carpenter, Dua Lipa or Addison Rae are in danger of being replaced or overlooked. Instead, I think it will add more balance, diversity and different dynamics to the Pop scene. Mixing in R&B and other genres, I do think that a lot of ‘traditional’ bands are separate from the Pop scene.

Girl groups do offer that sense of nostalgia. However, the crop of great British girl groups coming through are distinct and their songs rich with personality and importance. At a time when many solo female artists are singing of female empowerment, tackling misogyny and abuse against women, in addition to send positive messages to their young fans, I feel that is something that would be at the core of a new girl group revolution. I do love FLO and Say Now. They are not the only ones. However, with XO, there is this holy trinity of girl group queens that will build through this year. Summer Askew, Shali Bordoni, Zoe Miller, Emmy Statham, and Reanna Sujeewon are primed for huge success. XO are signed to Polydor Records. Their Fashionably Late E.P. came out late last year. I do think there is a nod to girl groups and how they are coming through now and perhaps this is something the industry needed years ago. They have been lkened to groups like BLACKPINK because of their shared all-choreo. There is a bit of Gwen Stefani, some Sugababes too. However, now that XO are here, they are going to make an impact and turn heads. The group have influences but they are very distinct and themselves. I will end with Spice Girls and why next year will be a vital one in terms of remember their legacy and also welcoming in girl groups. I do think there is too much sameness in Pop. A lot of competition for sure, the sort of sounds and sensation you get with girl groups is much needed. Let’s start out with Rolling Stone UK and their interview with XO. Definitely on their ones to watch radar, they commended a girl group primed for the big leagues:

“Hello, XO! Excited to have the EP out there?

Emmy: Yes! It’s our little intro to this group. In the time we’ve been together we’ve had so many different eras of music and I think we’ve found a place in this EP where we’ve our little journey and every song has a piece of us all in there. So that’s special, but also seeing the reaction that has come from our headline tour and the fact that a lot of people had learnt the lyrics. We’re dying to get it out.

What’s the story behind your formation and how did you land on your sound?

Shali: Do you know what’s really weird, with the music, we never had a conversation about what it was exactly that we wanted. We all come from performing backgrounds and we’e all danced a lot, so whenever we heard a track it was case of wondering can we groove to it? That was a question before we even assessed genres.

Zoe: That’s it with the EP as a whole, it’s so important to us that the music is just fun and we’re trying our best not to overthink anything because we grew up with the 2000s era, people like Fergie. They just did what they wanted, they had a good time and it was all the vibes in the world. We want to bring that back and just have fun. Make people feel good, let loose and let your hair down.

The Fergie comparison is interesting. Was there any other girlbands you liked growing up?

Zoe: We’ve got to give a nod to the Spice Girls, because they’re iconic.

Shali: Girls Aloud, the Sugababes, Pussycat Dolls. like they’re so iconic.

What’s the things you’ve bonded over aside from music?

All: Food!

Zoe: Horrible taste in men!

Summer: It’s funny because we were lucky enough to go on a schools tour which we were quite sceptical of to begin with, because we had no fan base and we were starting from the ground up with no idea of how these songs were gonna sound. But that was so important, because we built our bonds that way and that was really important for us, going from London to Glasgow for 8 hours. You’ve got to get along and then on stage as well, it was such a great opportunity and something happened. The first time we got on stage was in a school in the middle of Birmingham and to see the journey from that first performance is mad. We’re interacting with each other, we’re a team on stage.

What’s the role of a girlband in 2025 when groups like Blackpink and Katseye have shown that the whole sound and image of such a thing has changed?

Shali: There’s space for everyone. We all bring something different to the table, whether that’s the size of the group or the genre of music. Because we can never do what they do like them, but we did see them in London and it gave us a little kick up the ass.

And finally, Zoe you’ve talked about world domination in 2026. Tell us more…

Zoe: We’ll have a cozy Christmas, go into hibernation and hit the ground. At New Year you’ll see the fireworks and then just start hearing our song ‘Ponytail’ everywhere. We’ve got more music, bigger tours and 2026 will be the year of XO!”.

As we close a great year for music, many are tipping which artists you need to watch. For the most part, solo artists are recommended. You might get a few bands in the mix. However, girl groups are not often highlighted or talked about. I did forget to mention the amazing K and J-Pop groups who are so important. I am not sure about contemporary U.S. girl groups. Back in the 1990s, we had TLC and En Vogue. Offering something alternative to what was at the forefront that decade, I personally leaned towards girl groups as I loved their chemistry and sisterhood. The beautiful harmonies and the power of blending four or five amazing voices together. How you could have girl groups that were more Pop-orientated. Destiny’s Child, my favourite, were late-1990s and they were an edgier and stronger core. What I see with established groups like FLO is a similar chemistry and power. I would expect FLO to release more singles or another album next year. 2024’s Access All Areas is remarkable and filled with incredible tracks. Walk Like This probably the best track, I feel. Say Now released incredible singles like Supermarket and Brick By Brick. I am not sure whether there is an E.P. coming form them, but there will be a lot of excitement around a potential debut album. There are a couple of other interview with XO that I want to include. They are an incredible group that you need to follow. Mixing choreography and sounds from girl groups like KATSEYE with legendary British acts like Sugababes and Spice Girls with one of their modern U.S. influences, Tate McRae, they are unique and have this heady and unforgettable blend.

I think it is the friendships you get in girl groups that makes the music and their bond so special and wonderful. XO spoke with The Gryphon earlier in the month and talked about their debut E.P. They were asked about songwriting and whether they had a hand in it. I think that is essential. Not to hark to bygone groups, but look at All Saints and Spice Girls for instance and they all collaborated. Maybe Shaznay Lewis was the lead of All Saints in terms of songwriting, but the more groups are involved with their songs, the more authentic and distinct they are. The quintet all adding their voices to the songs:

“Erin: I heard you’re all musical fans, I was wondering if you can think of one which you would cast yourselves in?

Shali: It would definitely need to be one with more POC characters, maybe Hairspray?

Emmy: Hairspray’s one of our favourite films, isn’t it.

Shali: Oh what about West Side Story, that’s a good one! Or In The Heights.

Erin: Stan culture is such a big thing for girlbands, are you guys, or have you guys been stans of any bands?

Reanna: Little Mix. I was a Little Mix STAN. Oh my god, I was literally obsessed with them

Shali: Definitely Destiny’s Child.

Summer: And the Pussycat Dolls.

Emmy: We were all such girlband fans.

Reanna: Girl’s Aloud

Summer: Sugarbabes as well!

Reanna: We saw the Sugarbabes!

Emmy: Spice Girls obviously

Shali: Even like the ones we see today, like Katseye. We saw them two days ago, they were INSANE

Erin: How do you guys feel about maybe being the idols of a standom in the future?

Reanna: It’s a weird concept really, like you can’t really visualise –  when you get streams of people looking at your stuff, it’s hard to visualise until you see, like today we’ll see 150 people. Even that’s crazy, like 100 people in a room all looking at us, so it’s hard to conceptualise people supporting you when you can’t see them. That’s definitely a weird thing about music, that you can never see it in person until you do gigs. But it’s definitely cool.

Shali: Yeah and it’s definitely scary because people looking up to you is always scary when you don’t necessarily feel like you should be looked up to… Do you get what I mean? However, I think that as a band we definitely want people to…

Erin: You touched on songwriting there, is that a creative process that you’d all like to have a hand in for the future of the band?

Shali: Yeah for sure! We all write in our free time. I mean we were even fixing one of the demos we’ve been given, today on the bus, we were all doing it together. But on the upcoming EP– which is coming out on the 14th of November, presave in our bio!

Emmy: Fashionably Late!

Shali: Yeah on the EP, obviously Zoe’s co-written on ‘Real Friends’ and then we’ve also written a song called ‘Silly Boy’. So we have two songs that we’ve definitely written on, coming up on the EP and then from this point forward it’s gonna be writing mania.

Erin: Are there any songs on the EP that you guys are especially excited for people to hear? I know there’s a lot of buzz around getting ‘Ponytail’ on streaming services.

Zoe: Yeah everyone’s wanting ‘Ponytail’. I think there’s quite a lot of people excited for ‘Candy’ as well.

Reanna: Yeah, I think that’s going to be the focus of the EP.

Zoe: Until something’s out you don’t know how people are going to react.

Reanna: But we love performing her! If you’re watching tonight, you’ll see. That one is so fun, she’s full-out and the kids loved that one on the schools tour”.

I love how XO call themselves chaotic and they are all about fun and spreading love.  Their live version of Real Friends is gorgeous. They have such beautiful, sultry and captivating voices. Beautifully harmonising and each member has such a strong solo voice, it gives them that versatility on an album. They can write these seductive or heartbreak anthems and match the tones of R&B and Popo legends who could buckle the knees. Alternately, they can bring fire and hypnotic punch with Candy. As profound and skilled as any of the U.S. iconic girl groups, they offer a distinct spice and grit that is swaggering, sexy and hugely confident. They are in control! XO are causing trouble and being true to themselves. They have the same energy and determination that we saw with a group whose debut single turns thirty next year. XO come from different parts of the U.K., but they have a shared musical and dance background, so they slot together. Building a fanbase by performing at schools, you know that they will be playing festival main stages very soon. You can check the dates they have for next year. I live near the O2 Academy Islington, so I will see if I can get a ticket (maybe write a gig review and wangle a guest list pass!). You can follow them on Instagram and check out their TikTok. In November, NME put XO on their radar. There is a lot of rightful excitement around them:

“They’re certainly hungry to deliver it.  XO’s five-member line-up was pieced together in a single day in September 2024 by Colin Barlow, a record exec who worked closely with Girls Aloud, and London-based Massive Management, whose roster includes All Saints singer Shaznay Lewis. Like hundreds of other hopefuls, the five talented young women talking to NME today answered a “very vague” ad in showbiz newspaper The Stage – “Can you sing and dance? Do you like the Pussycat Dolls?” – and turned up not knowing what to expect.

On the day, prospective band members were whittled down relentlessly as their auditions were filmed on Steadicam. “It was like, bang bang bang. Dance, cut! Sing, cut! Dance, cut!” Miller says. “And then it got to about 8pm,” Bordoni continues, “and [our managers] pulled up five chairs and were like: ‘Congratulations, you’re in the band!'”

The new members of XO were so in the zone that they didn’t realise until later that they already had connections: Askew and Statham used to compete against each other at talent shows. “Literally, as I was about to run off to get my train back to Liverpool, I was like, ‘Can you all just give me your name and number so I can make a group chat?'” Askew recalls.

Four members of XO grew up in different parts of the UK, while Bordoni spent her formative years in Hong Kong. A week after their audition, they reconvened in London for their first official band meeting, where their managers played them a selection of demos. “The very first song they played was ‘Ponytail’,” Sujeewon says, name-checking a rhythmic earworm from the EP, “and we loved it immediately. It’s become a real fan favourite.”

XO have just announced a second UK headline tour for May 2026, including a show at iconic Glasgow venue King Tut’s, and promise more new music “early next year”. They’re not touring schools anymore, but given that grounding, do they think of themselves as role models? “I’m not gonna act any certain type of way just for someone to look up to me,” Miller says. “But I’m not going to act like a dickhead either.” Bordoni chips in: “We’ll never act differently, we’ll always be ourselves. That’s our biggest thing as a band: we want everyone to feel confident in being themselves”.

You look at publicity photos of Summer Askew, Shali Bordoni, Zoe Miller, Emmy Statham, and Reanna Sujeewon, and you can tell they are happy to be here and getting hyped. They are making incredible music and this means everything to them! I feel 2026 will see our greatest girl groups join with J and K-Pop girl groups. Giving Pop this essential extra weight and variety. So much sound copy-and-paste. With girl groups, you have these different groups with their own sound and direction. XO would hate me keep comparing them to the likes of All Saints and Spice Girls. I mean it in the most flattering sense! What you get from the photos is the same sort of chemistry and distinction from those pics. How each member has their own look, voice and attributes that they bring to the fore and make XO what it is. Unlike manufactured groups that are thrust together and they seem interchangeable, XO cannot function without one of its members. They are so tight and interconnected that the full five-piece are at their best when all together (not saying a Geri Halliwell-like departure would damage them, but you don’t see that every happening!). Wannabe turns thirty in the summer. I see Spice Girls reforming for gigs and there will be things to mark that anniversary. The iconic one-take video and the chaos Spice Girls reek on a posh London hotel and its stuff guests! I see XO as a modern embodiment. Perhaps there would not be a 2026 Spicemania – XXXO? XOmania? -, but they have the passion, talent and underlooked qualities – the cover to their E.P. is fantastic, the tracklisting is perfect, and their interviews are real and open -, so they can join fellow Brit queens FLO and Say Now in kicking off a girl group summer of love. The first Summer of Love was in 1967 and was defined by free love, Psychedelic music and was U.S.-led. The next Summer of Love was in the late-1980s and was U.K.-led but was the opposite of 1967: this was hedonistic, Acid House and Rave music-heavy. A third can fit in 2026 in the middle. Pop’s girl group queens from the U.K. and beyond providing defiance, unity, liberation, incredibly powerful message but a Charl xcx-level of chaos, edge and genius that I think we all need. XO commonly means hugs and kisses. This is a group who are here to embrace and spread some modern-day good love and positive vibes, together with some kick, freedom, identity and chaos. Almost unifying two Summer of Loves in their own way, I feel they will help kickstart a girl group revolution…

IN 2026.

FEATURE: Kate Bush: Something Like a Song: Experiment IV (The Whole Story)

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Kate Bush: Something Like a Song

Experiment IV (The Whole Story)

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THIS is another song…

that I am compelled to write about after Kate Bush brought out Best of the Other Sides last year. There was fan demand to hear these rarer tracks. The Other Sides was released in 2019, though I think that this compilation was not being made anymore. Or you could not easily get a copy. Honing it down to the essential songs, Experiment IV is one of them. You can get Best of the Other Sides on C.D. and vinyl. I have written about Experiment IV before but, as it is in all its remastered glory and it is available on streaming, then I wanted to reapproach it. Also, this was a single specifically written for her 1986 greatest hits album, The Whole Story. That turns forty on 10th November. Experiment IV was released on 27th October and that was the same day as her duet with Peter Gabriel – from his So album of 1986 -, Don’t Give Up, was released. It was an odd case of Bush being on two very different singles at the same time. Competing with herself! However, Experiment IV reached twenty-three in the U.K., whereas Don’t Give Up reached number nine. In any case, it did mean that, over a year after Hounds of Love came out, Bush was very much still at the forefront. Experiment IV would be her last single for a while. I do think that it is one that needs to be talked about, as you can stream it and it has been remastered. So it is more accessible and sounds better than perhaps it once did. The video is notable because Bush directed it, and it features comedy legends like Hugh Laurie and Dawn French. The late Del Palmer in quite a large role. Bush does appear in the video, but in different forms. As this ghostly figure that is summoned up after the scientists put this new machine into practice. Like something out of a Horror film, it is a startling moment. You can see that one image as Bush appearing as a ghost/demon and it inspiring shows like Stranger Things. We see her terrifying Del Palmer as he is stripped into a chair. She also appears as an army cadet or similar role and enters an office. There is a look to camera as we see that Bush in this form is the demon we saw earlier. The one that was terrifying everyone at this establishment, which we believe is an army base or testing facility. She has assumed this human form and has killed pretty much everyone there. Paddy Bush is seen in the video as a maddened patient in a psychiatric ward who presumingly has been tormented by this Experiment IV. This machine that could produce sound and music that kills. At the end, the action pans to the outside and this deserted area with a few shops muddy fields. A sign gets put up saying ‘Prohibited’ and a van pulls up and collects Kate Bush who opens the door, turns to the camera and puts her finer to lip as to shush us and keep the secret.

Before getting to some reviews and interpretation of the song, it is important to bring in Kate Bush Encyclopedia, as they collated some of the critical reviews for Experiment IV and what Bush posted to her website in 2019 when The Other Sides was out and there was this new interest in Experiment IV. I don’t think critics were expecting another single from Bush. She was still releasing material from Hounds of Love in 1986. The title track in February and The Bug Sky in April. As the Meteorological 12” Mix of The Big Sky is also on the Best of the Other Sides, I might feature that in another feature:

“The first lady of progressive rock warbles out another chilling fantasy. Kate crams more into seven inches of plastic than most science fiction writers could fit into a trilogy of novels. An epic to curl up with on some storm torn winters evening.

Edwin Pouncy, Sounds, 1 November 1986

Behind ethereal dreamy swirls of sound, a story line worthy of Stephen King.

Nancy Erlich, BillBoard (USA), 6 December 1986

This was written as an extra track for the compilation album The Whole Story and was released as the single. I was excited at the opportunity of directing the video and not having to appear in it other than in a minor role, especially as this song told a story that could be challenging to tell visually. I chose to film it in a very handsome old military hospital that was derelict at the time. It was a huge, labyrinthine hospital with incredibly long corridors, which was one reason for choosing it. Florence Nightingale had been involved in the design of the hospital. Not something she is well known for but she actually had a huge impact on hospital design that was pioneering and changed the way hospitals were designed from then on.
The video was an intense project and not a comfortable shoot, as you can imagine – a giant of a building, damp and full of shadows with no lighting or heating but it was like a dream to work with such a talented crew and cast with Dawn French, Hugh Laurie, Peter Vaughn and Richard Vernon in the starring roles. It was a strange and eerie feeling bringing parts of the hospital to life again. Not long after our work there it was converted into luxury apartments. I can imagine that some of those glamorous rooms have uninvited soldiers and nurses dropping by for a cup of tea and a Hobnob.
We had to create a recording studio for the video, so tape machines and outboard gear were recruited from my recording studio and the mixing console was very kindly lent to us by Abbey Road Studios. It was the desk the Beatles had used – me too, when we’d made the album Never For Ever in Studio Two. It was such a characterful desk that would’ve looked right at home in any vintage aircraft. Although it was a tough shoot it was a lot of fun and everyone worked so hard for such long hours. I was really pleased with the result.

KateBush.com, retrieved 28 February 2019"

Around the digital release of Best of the Other Sides, Kate Bush shared some memories of particular tracks. Updating what she said in 2019, she discussed Experiment IV and the fact the shoot was not comfortable. You can imagine, given where they were and shooting something quite complex, it threw up plenty of challenges. I do really love the song and think that it has elements of Pink Floyd and Peter Gabriel, but this is distinctly from the imagination of Kate Bush. Definitely the video! Cinematic and Horror-nodding, it follows from songs throughout her career where there are evil spirits, ghouls, ghosts and the dark lurking. This deadly experiment idea. I am not sure how she came up with it or whether it was a leftover idea from Hounds of Love that didn’t fit. A half-thought back then:

“This was written as an extra track for the compilation album The Whole Story and was released as the single. I was excited at the opportunity of directing the video and not having to appear in it other than in a minor role, especially as this song told a story that could be challenging to tell visually. I chose to film it in a very handsome old military hospital that was derelict at the time. It was a huge, labyrinthine hospital with incredibly long corridors, which was one reason for choosing it. Florence Nightingale had been involved in the design of the hospital. Not something she is well known for but she actually had a huge impact on hospital design that was pioneering and changed the way hospitals were designed from then on.
The video was an intense project and not a comfortable shoot, as you can imagine - a giant of a building, damp and full of shadows with no lighting or heating but it was like a dream to work with such a talented crew and cast with Dawn French, Hugh Laurie, Peter Vaughn and Richard Vernon in the starring roles. It was a strange and eerie feeling bringing parts of the hospital to life again. Not long after our work there it was converted into luxury apartments. I can imagine that some of those glamorous rooms have uninvited soldiers and nurses dropping by for a cup of tea and a Hobnob.
We had to create a recording studio for the video, so tape machines and outboard gear were recruited from my recording studio and the mixing console was very kindly lent to us by Abbey Rd Studios. It was the desk the Beatles had used - me too, when we’d made the album Never For Ever in Studio Two. It was such a characterful desk that would’ve looked right at home in any vintage aircraft.
Although it was a tough shoot it was a lot of fun and everyone worked so hard for such long hours. I was really pleased with the result”.

It would be great to see the video in HD, as it is cinematic and needs to be viewed in the best form. In a year where Hounds of Love was ramping down and Bush was looking to her next album. Experiment IV and The Whole Story was a nice bridge. A chance to collate her hits for fans and ensure that there was this continuing momentum. And new people would have discovered here music. I will end with some thoughts and bring in some lyrics. I want to source one of the few reviews for the epic and majestic Experiment IV:

“In 1986, after years of trying to break Kate Bush in the States with only the minor Top 40 hit “Running Up That Hill” to show for it, EMI decided to capitalize on Kate’s recent success with Hounds of Love in the UK by releasing a best-of, which could also serve as a catch-up primer for the US.Á‚  The Whole Story collected various tracks from Bush’s first five albums, along with a newly recorded version of her first single, “Wuthering Heights,” and one new track which was issued as a single to promote the disc.

“Experiment IV” (download) was a creepy tune that told the story of a top secret military operation where scientists were attempting to create a weapon using only sound. Unfortunately for them, they succeed. The single was accompanied by an equally spooky video that was banned from Top of the Pops, but got plenty of MTV play Stateside..  It also featured Dawn French of French & Saunders and a relative unknown by the name of Hugh Laurie:

While “Experiment IV” did not repeat Bush’s Top 40 success in the States, it did chart nicely in the UK and The Whole Story went on to become her biggest selling album. But can you believe The Whole Story is currently out of print? Neither can I, but that’s what Amazon tells us, although there are plenty of used copies to go around.‚ Highly recommended, even if it’s in serious need of a remastering”.

It is interesting how the B-side for the single release of Experiment IV is the re-recorded vocal for Wuthering Heights. Another ‘new’ inclusion on a greatest hits album, maybe Kate Bush feeling self-conscious about the vocal and how high-pitched it is. I prefer the original always, though I can appreciate she wanted to produce a more mature and deeper vocal for the track. The concept of Experiment IV and its video lends itself to something bigger. I wonder if there is a specific film or show that has done something like this. “They told us/All they wanted/Was a sound that could kill someone/From a distance”. I have had a search around and there is nothing involving a military operation and a machine that could kill by sound. Recent films where making a sound could get you killed, then we have  A Quiet Place (2018), which features blind aliens hunting humans by noise. The Silence (2019), where deadly creatures hunt by sound, though it focuses on a hearing-impaired family's survival. Nothing really like Experiment IV. I love the violin from Nigel Kennedy. It is aching, romantic and eerie at the same time. Some brilliant and electrifying guitar from Alan Murphy. Rolling and punchy drums from Stuart Elliott. I am not sure if there is a Fairlight CMI in there and whether that was used for sound effects and replicating certain instruments. Perhaps the best lines from the song are “It could feel like falling in love/It could feel so bad/But it could feel so good/It could sing you to sleep/But that dream is your enemy”. That idea that the sound being produced is seductive and could create all these different feelings. However, not to be lured by it at all, as it is designed to kill. It is a fascinating song from Kate Bush, and I am really glad Experiment IV is on Best of the Other Sides and that it is available to stream too. Anyone who is unaware of this brilliant Kate Bush song needs to…

LISTEN to it now.

FEATURE: True Gold: Madonna in 1986

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True Gold

IN THIS PHOTO: Madonna in 1986/PHOTO CREDIT: Herb Ritts

Madonna in 1986

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I think that…

IN THIS PHOTO: Madonna in 1986/PHOTO CREDIT: Herb Ritts

1986 is one of the most interesting years in Madonna’s career. There is a big anniversary when True Blue, her third studio album, turns forty on 30th June. I do want to spend time with its lead single, Live to Tell, as that is forty on 26th March. It is clear that, at the start of 1986, Madonna was already an established Pop queen. Some would argue her first creative peaks was maybe later: 1989’s Like a Prayer cemented her as a global icon and peerless Pop artist. However, I do think that at the start of 1986, Madonna was already there. Aged twenty-seven, she had released two studio albums that were incredible. The 1983 eponymous debut and 1984’s Like a Virgin. The last single from Like a Virgin was Dress You Up. Even thought the first single from True Blue is a ballad and stirring song, it held as much power and quality as Madonna’s singles up to that point. It would be Papa Don’t Preach, the second single from True Blue that arrived in June 1986, that would take her career to another level.

IN THIS PHOTO: Madonna in N.Y.C. in 1986/PHOTO CREDIT: Bruce Weber

That song about Madonna as a young woman getting pregnant, keeping the baby and asking her father not to preach and lecture, was a big moment in music history. Perhaps not something the 1980s scene was used to when it came to Pop artists, it is a remarkable and mature song that was a shift away from what people associated with Madonna. Maybe seeing her as playful and more conventional at that point. In the sense that the singles, whilst they were fantastic, were perhaps not as deep and sonically rich (or mature) as this. Like a Virgin’s title track is sexy and a bit provocative, but you could say that it is perhaps towards the end of a period where we would see Madonna’s music shift. True Blue is the Queen of Pop adopting a new look and direction. The cover of True Blue, and the videos from the album, see her dispense with the very long blonde hair to something shorter and more cropped. Some would say it made he look edgier and tougher. However, it is simply an artist staying fresh and being true to herself.

Look to 1989’s Like a Prayer and the brunette, longer hair we see in the video for the title track. I will cover True Blue in more depth before it turns forty on 30th June. Go into detail regarding Papa Don’t Preach. However, I wonder how Madonna is going to mark the fortieth anniversary of her third studio album. It is one of her best albums and one that I feel remains underrated. We discuss Like a Prayer and 1998’s Ray of Light, though True Blue never gets quite that same level of kudos. It should. Alongside Live to Tell, which I shall come to, we have the exceptional True Blue, Open Your Heart and, perhaps the standout song from the album, La Isla Bonita. If Madonna’s first two albums were more traditional Pop/Disco and had a certain production sound, True Blue, I feel, is a deeper and richer album. More diverse musical influences and styles. The songwriting team of Patrick Leonard and Stephen Bray were instrumental. Madonna wrote Live to Tell with Leonard; True Blue written with Bray. La Isla Bonita was her writing with Leonard and Bruce Gaitch. Brian Elliot co-wrote Papa Don’t Preach with Madonna. Madonna producing True Blue with Patrick Leonard and Stephen Bray. In late 1985, Madonna and Leonard began working on her third studio album; she brought in her former boyfriend Stephen Bray, with whom she had worked with on Like a Virgin. True Blue is the record which saw Madonna co-writing and co-producing for the first time in her career. It was a big step up. Like a Virgin had more people in the mix and Madonna didn’t have a writing credit on all the songs. On True Blue, things feel tighter and slimmed-down. Madonna co-writing everything on the album. A moment where she was growing as a songwriter and asserting more control on her direction. 1986 was the biggest year of her career to that point. Married to Sean Penn (which would not hold for too long) and gaining stratospheric success and acclaim from True Blue and its singles, I do think that this is one of her defining eras. That period between 1985 and 1987. You can get a sense of the big events in Madonna’s career in 1986 here. I shall throw ahead to Live to Tell. However, in January 1986, Borderline re-entered the charts. From her 1983 Madonna debut, it went back on the charts in the U.K. and the live video went to number one in the U.S. The start of this hugely busy – and largely happy – year found Madonna as this icon. Played on MTV and talked about in the press, she was looking ahead to the launch of a new album but also enjoying success from previous work. However, there was personal tragedy to handle at the start of 1986. She was caring for her close friend Martin Burgoyne, an artist who designed her Burning Up cover, as he battled an AIDS-related illness.

After a big end to 1985, Madonna was not resting as we entered 1986. In February, she would attend the At Close Range film festival with Sean Penn, and she filmed the Papa Don't Preach video in N.Y.C. I think that the promotional photography from 1986 is iconic. Herb Ritts collaborated with Madonna and took a lot of her publicity shots from 1986. The True Blue cover was his work. In terms of looks, I associate the short and cool blonde hair and red lipstick with Jean Harlow. A Hollywood star who died in the 1930s, she was shouted out – alongside other Hollywood legends - for 1990’s Vogue. There is also a Jean Harlow 12” mix of Vogue that is pretty banging. Stylistically, we associate 1983 with the bangles, beads, street chic and this more neon and 1980s look. It was this accessible look that was much copied. For Like a Virgin and 1984, there was still some of this. Youthful and street chic still, we had the beads and necklaces. However, think about the Like a Virgin, Material Girl and Dress You Up videos. Long white dresses and this glamorous look. Cool, sophisticated, graceful but also tough and powerful, 1986 saw Madonna dispense with a lot of the accessories and aspects of her first three or so professional years. That was mirrored in the sound of her True Blue album. I have mentioned Madonna’s hair in 1986. It was actually between Live to Tell and Papa Don’t Preach when there was that notable change. Live to Tell, Madonna with longer blonde hair. It was more cropped for Papa Don’t Preach. Always evolving and changing, it is fascinating seeing Madonna’s career blossom through 1986. I will wrap up soon.

As mentioned, I will return to True Blue when it turns forty on 30th June. In December 2020, for their The Number Ones feature, Stereogum showed love for Live to Tell in their 9/10 assessment. Number one in the U.S. and two in the U.K., I think it is one of Madonna’s most important songs. In terms of elevating her career and developing her sound:

“Planetarium music" fits because the production of "Live To Tell" is pure head-blown '80s sci-fi awe -- the kind of wonderstruck synth music that Carl Sagan might've used to soundtrack Cosmos. The term also fits because the song sounds like Madonna staring out into the universe, contemplating her own place within it. Her lyrics are vague but portentous, and they hint at some kind of emotional apocalypse. Her voice is wounded but strong. She comes off as a person dealing with the kind of vast sadness that's hard to put into words, but she also comes off as someone determined to get through it: "The light that you could never see/ It shines inside, you can't take that from me."

In June of 1985, Madonna had just gotten done with the Virgin Tour, her first-ever arena trek. The tour, which featured the pre-Licensed To Ill Beastie Boys as openers, solidified Madonna as an A-list pop figure, and she apparently liked the experience enough that she wanted to keep working with her collaborators. The tour's musical director was Patrick Leonard, a fellow Michigan native who'd previously played keyboards in Frank Zappa's band and in the Allman Brothers Band. Before working with Madonna, Leonard had been the musical director for the Jacksons' Victory Tour. After the Virgin Tour ended, Madonna asked Leonard if he wanted to write some songs together. Leonard was into it.

At the time, Leonard was trying to get into the film-scoring world. Leonard had seen the script for Fire With Fire, a 1986 romance about a girl at a Catholic boarding school falling in love with a boy in a prison camp. He sent Paramount a song he'd written, telling the studio that he could get Madonna to write some lyrics for it. Paramount rejected Leonard's song, and they hired Howard Shore to score the movie instead. I'd never heard of Fire With Fire until I sat down to write this, but it exists. Looks pretty good, too!

At the time, Madonna was married to Sean Penn. They'd made it official on Madonna's birthday in 1985, just after she'd finished the Virgin Tour. When Madonna heard that Paramount wasn't interested in the song that Leonard had written, Madonna decided that it would be great for the movie Penn was making. Penn was starring in the drama At Close Range, playing a soulful and conflicted son in a family of criminals in rural Pennsylvania.

Madonna wrote some lyrics on the spot, coming up with a bridge and a few melodies of her own. She recorded a quick demo and then took it to Penn, who loved it. Madonna thought that she was writing the song from a male perspective and that they'd find a man to sing it. But Leonard loved the vulnerability of Madonna's version, and that demo that she recorded was the one that Madonna eventually released.

At Madonna's suggestion, At Close Range director James Foley hired Leonard to score the movie. Leonard only scored a few more films after that: The 1985 Tom Hanks mob comedy Nothing In Common, the 1991 Michael Biehn sci-fi Timebomb, the 1994 Joe Pesci/Brendan Fraser coming-of-age thing With Honors, the Sundancey 2014 drama Lullaby. Leonard's biggest film credit probably comes from a very different part of his career. Leonard was a writer and producer on Leonard Cohen's last three albums, and he co-wrote Cohen's "Nevermind," which became the theme song for the second season of True Detective. Anyway, Madonna loved working with Leonard, so he'll be in this column again as both a writer and producer.

James Foley directed Madonna's "Live To Tell," video, which is mostly just scenes from At Close Range. I'd have to check through her videography again to be sure about it, but "Live To Tell" is almost certainly the only Madonna video that gives as much screen time to a mustachioed Christopher Walken as it does to Madonna herself. But the video does highlight one of Madonna's many image reinventions. Where she'd previously styled herself as a new-wave New York club kid with a whole lot of jewelry, the Madonna who sings in front of a black void in the "Live To Tell" video is more of a retro Hollywood beauty -- a very conscious decision on her part. (At Close Range was only Foley's second movie, and he went on to have a weird and occasionally-great journeyman career: Glengarry Glen Ross, Fear, 12 episodes of House Of Cards, the second and third Fifty Shades movies.)

Despite generally good reviews, At Close Range was a box-office failure -- though not as big a failure as Shanghai Surprise, the notoriously awful movie that Madonna and Penn made together later in 1986. But "Live To Tell" took off anyway. When she released "Live To Tell" as a single, Madonna was still working on her third album True Blue, which wouldn't come out until a few weeks after the song hit #1. When "Live To Tell" was at its apex, then, it wasn't available on an album. You had to buy the single.

"Live To Tell" isn't necessarily about any particular situation. Madonna once told Rolling Stone that the song is "true, but it's not necessarily autobiographical." Her lyrics are light on specifics; we don't know what secret she wants to live to tell. Instead, it's the kind of song that you feel, not the kind that you parse.

Musically, "Live To Tell" takes the sound of big mid-'80s pop and somehow makes it intimate. Madonna and Leonard produced the song together, and Leonard played the keyboards and programmed the drum machines. All the sounds -- the glowing synths, the big drum thumps, the occasional guitar-growls -- are clean but immersive. "Live To Tell" hit #1 on the Adult Contemporary charts, but it doesn't sound canned and treacly like so many other '80s adult-contempo hits. Instead, it cuts a little deeper”.

I am interested to explore the summer of 1986 and how things changed once more for Madonna. The two success for Papa Don’t Preach earlier in June, and True Blue at the end of the month. It would be a further three years before Madonna released Like a Prayer, though she was incredibly busy asnd was touring, appearing in films and would once more change her sound and look. Those who felt they could predict Madonna’s 1986 at the end of 1985 might have been in for a surprise. Not the artist we associate with her previous two albums, this was an artist whose professional and personal life was changing. Maybe the latter affecting and influencing the former in many ways. The busy, eventful and world-conquering 1986 was…

A glorious year for the Pop icon.