FEATURE:
Spotlight
Clara La San
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I have been aware…
PHOTO CREDIT: Lane Stewart
of the brilliance of Clara La San for a little while now. However, I feel this year is going to be her year. Her terrific album, Made Mistakes, was released in 2024. Her recent single, Old Me, came out in November. There is a lot of excitement around La San. I do think that solo artists will dominate this year, in spite of the fact there are some incredible groups around. Clara La San is someone you need to put on your radar. If you can go and see Clara La San perform, then go and see her. She plays London’s Electric Brixton on 2nd April, so I may well see if I can go along and review the show. Before coming to some interviews from later last year, I want to first go back to 2024 and FADER’s interview. They note how this R&B artist – who they term “reclusive” -, “perfectionism, viral stardom, and her stunning new album Made Mistakes”. It was Clara La San’s first interview in years. However, I think that it is judgemental to call her reclusive.
“Resolution, either gaining it or acknowledging that it’s not coming, is a constant on Made Mistakes. “I've made mistakes in my life,” La San says. “People seem to think it’s bad to make a mistake. But all of these songs come from real life experiences. It’s me writing from a vulnerable place and learning how to grow through accepting those things.”
A common theme in music over the past decade, from stadium-sized pop stars to underground artists grinding out a living, has been a need to be ever-present. Always posting, constantly sharing. Going quiet is one thing, but removing the bulk of your music from the internet is a different level of not playing the game. So why did La San take Good Mourning offline? “I loved working with Jam City but I have a really specific way of how I want my songs to sound,” she says. “There was something that just didn't really feel ready [about it]. I can be a bit of a people pleaser but when it comes to music, if I don't like it, everyone's going to know about it.” She hopes to re-record the shelved songs in the future, though there’s no firm timeline.
“I write songs how someone else would write in a diary or speak to a therapist,” she says when asked about her slow creative process. “It is a way of answering your own questions and I don’t feel nervous by not sharing that with the world.” That’s not to say she is indifferent to returning. “There is this nice feeling knowing that an album is finally coming out,” she admits. “It's like, ‘Oh, I can rest a little bit now that people know I still exist.’”
La San admits she can be a harsh critic of her own music. Ultimately, however, she reasons that when a song makes her feel a certain way, there is a good chance it will do the same for others. That theory was backed up last year when “In This Darkness,” first released in 2014, went viral. It was one of her earliest songs and had existed as a SoundCloud loosie, sitting idly on her account for years.
Like much of her material, “In This Darkness” merges sparse but warm textures with a melancholy air. “I get lonely when you're not here,” she sings. “And this darkness appears, leaving me stranded.” It has been used in hundreds of thousands of TikToks depicting a wide spectrum of emotion: gaining clarity years down the line or simply mourning the break-up of Travis Scott and Kylie Jenner. The song has been streamed over 150 million times on Spotify. “It’s just crazy,” says La San, who decided to put her audiophile tendencies aside and return the track to streaming. “I see a lot of people sharing the song and how it relates to their life. I guess a lot of people out there feel sad.”
“In This Darkness” returned La San to wider consciousness, but it would be unfair to say she vanished completely after Good Mourning. She had a writing credit on the most recent Yves Tumor album and appears on Bryson Tiller’s “Random Access Memory.” She also contributed vocals to a couple of songs by Belfast rave duo Bicep. La San identifies a shared love of “escapism and euphoria” in both her and Bicep’s music, though laughs when asked if she spends much time in clubs. “I never go to raves,” she says, “I just listen to music in my headphones.”
The discussion returns to keeping things secretive and the pros and cons of working in isolation. La San is quick to acknowledge that her isolated workflow has shielded her from some of the sexism that affects so many female producers. “I just feel like anything is possible. I can create anything,” she says of her zero deadlines, pressure-free schedule. It all begs the question as to whether this album will herald another disappearing act. “I might vanish again,” she says with a grin, “but I don't think it will be for seven years. I’m in a groove now”.
I am going to move to a couple of interviews from last year. I do feel like it is wrong to refer to Clara La San as a ‘new’ artist or someone breaking through. However, she may not be known to everyone, so I think that it is important to highlight her in case you are not conscious of what she has put out so far. COEVAL spent some time with Clara Le San a few years ago:
“Writing, producing, and performing mostly on her own, she approaches music as a quiet exploration, translating emotion into melody with care and precision. Her songs are intimate yet relatable each lyric a small story, a fleeting memory, or a late night thought made audible. Clara's honesty, calm, and self-awareness invite listeners into her world without spectacle, creating a space where vulnerability is strength and reflection is welcomed. In this interview for Coeval, Clara talks about love and loss, creativity and solitude, and the moments that push her to write. Her words offer insight into the artist behind the songs, revealing not just music but a perspective on life lived openly and thoughtfully.
Your music has always been about emotion, but Made Mistakes feels even more open. How do you decide what parts of your personal life you want to share through your songs?
For the most part I try to write music that's relatable. For me it's a way to process or heal from things that have happened to me. Life passes us by fast and I don't want to grow old with regret by not making my mark and sharing personal songs that are relatable to others.
Many of your lyrics talk about love not fantasy, but real love: complicated, painful, always honest. What does "real love" mean to you today?
Real love keeps me sane in world that teels so broken. Love is the one thing in this world that feels pure and worthwhile. I can't and don't want to imagine life without it.
You often produce and write everything yourself. Does that solitude make your process more personal, or do you sometimes wish for someone to share it with?
When it's just me producing and writing, I have the ability to unlock thoughts in my brain, thoughts that maybe I don't feel comfortable sharing with a collaborator straight away. I also love taking my time writing lyrics, I don't really like writing lyrics under pressure. They have to mean something to me, otherwise what's the point?
You first released Good Mourning in 2017 and then your debut album Made Mistakes in 2024. How would you describe the change in your sound and in yourself between those two moments?
I don't feel like there's a change in my sound when it comes to the production, but I do feel like the new mix of Good Mourning is definitely more dialled in. With the re-release of Good Mourning being my second mixing experience I knew exactly how I wanted it to sound and how to articulate that.
Do you ever feel pressure to protect your privacy or to hide behind the sound?
I've never been afraid of being vulnerable in my music or hiding because of that, I just don't like the superficiality of putting our faces at the forefront. Society has made us believe our appearance is our most important asset, but I don't care about that. For me it's what's inside that truly matters.
For many people, sad songs are therapy. Did you ever write a song that healed you or that changed the way you saw yourself?
I guess most of them. I either write about my own experience, or what could happen to me in the future.
The album is called Made Mistakes- do you see mistakes as part of becoming who you are, or as something you still wish you could fix?
It's not healthy to live in the past because we can't undo what's been done.
What do you do when you don't write? Tell me one of your obsessions.
I love to take walks. These are the moments when I disconnect myself from my phone and people in general. I try to do it as often as possible.
When will your new album be released? Give me a spoiler
I released a new single “Old Me" this month which I love, and I feel really inspired to keep writing and releasing at the moment”.
The penultimate interview I want to bring in is from earlier in 2025. The Creative Independent spoke with Clara La San about her creative process and how she really does not follow industry rules when it comes to release. Swerving games and working in her own way. Creating music that is timeless. Clara La San also talked about “working from a clean slate, not putting pressure on yourself, and making art simply to understand how you’re feeling”:
“Let’s say it’s a typical month of the year and you’re in writing, producing, and songwriting mode, but you’ve also got things to promote, live shows to prepare for, interviews to do. How do you balance all of that and retain your passion for songwriting and production?
For the most part, during the campaign runs, I wasn’t really creating that much music, just because I find it so hard to focus my mind on creating new material when I need to do all this other stuff. So I don’t put pressure on myself. I’m just like, “I know that I’m going to want to write when the time is right and when I have the mental space to do that,” unless I’m in a session or something. If I’m working with somebody else, it can motivate me, and that can really help. But for the most part, I just don’t put pressure on myself and just focus on what I need to.
Have you always been somebody who doesn’t put pressure on yourself, or has that been something you’ve learned over time?
I think so, unless it’s a deadline. Then, I’ll put pressure on myself. But for the most part, the best music I write is just when I’m in a certain mood, or when I’m experiencing a certain emotion and then I have something to say. I don’t force myself. I don’t say to myself, “I need to write today.” If I feel inspired to write, I’ll write, and if I have a deadline, I’ll put pressure on myself in that respect. But when it comes to creating, I’ll just let myself come around when I feel inspired, or I’ll find inspiration from somewhere to help.
A lot of press about you evokes this image of you as a recluse, but working with other people is so integral to what you do—like you said, you work with Jam City, you work with co-producers. If it’s true that you’re more drawn to solitude overall, how do you balance that aspect of yourself with your creative need for collaboration?
I love collaborating. I’m just quite particular with it, and I really just want it to be a back-and-forth process where whoever is involved has their say. It’s important for me to find a collaborator [with whom there’s] mutual respect for each other. And so I’m more particular with who I work with on projects. It’s important to find someone who wants to listen to what I have to say and lets me have my moment, whether it’s in the production or songwriting and everything.
For some creative people, they’ll go through a set of potential collaborators and not feel certain that any of them fit. Can you talk more about how you find great collaborators?
The first thing I like to do when I’m working with somebody is to share. I gauge a lot off the initial reaction and how a potential collaborator has reacted, whether they really like it or they don’t, and then you just know you are on the same page.
When I worked with [executive producer] Yves Rothman on Made Mistakes, that was an amazing experience because I had these songs already, but instead of him changing anything, he kind of just elevated it and didn’t go off on a different tangent. He got them to a place where I was really struggling to get to myself, but it was exactly where I wanted to take them, and that was an amazing collaborative experience and so enjoyable to work in that setting together.
That was everything I wanted to ask you today, but if there’s anything else you want to say about creativity in any way, shape, or form, please go for it.
When it comes to songwriting, it’s a journey of self-exploration. The best music I make is when there’s a mood that’s consuming my thoughts and interrupting my day-to-day, when I feel like, “Okay, I have to actually sit down and figure this out.” That’s how certain songs have come about that I love the most. Just basically having that inner pressure of, “I have to write in order to understand these emotions or the way that I’m feeling.” I can’t not, basically. That’s probably the time I enjoy writing the most, as much as I don’t because it’s frustrating having that feeling, but then, you’re creating really great art out of it”.
I am going to end with an interview from December from 10 Magazine. They asked her ten great questions (though I am not including all of them). Ending last year with great new music, having toured extensively, she will be looking at this year perhaps as one to reset and work towards a new album. There is a huge amount of demand for her to perform live, so that will also keep her pretty busy:
“We love your recently released music, especially Old Me. How did this song begin? What was the catalyst?
I wrote Old Me in Los Angeles alongside Justin Raisin and Lewis Pesacov. The session started by Justin playing me some loops and I found that one of them in particular really resonated with me. Instinctively I’m drawn to melodies that feel melancholic, so when I heard his piano loop I knew instantly we had to build on it.
What did they bring to your sonic world?
Working with them allowed me to approach writing though a different scope and I’m so grateful for their input. The energy of Justin and Lewis in the sessions made me want to push something different that still felt inherently me, which I find really inspiring.
Where have you been crafting the new music? Has there been an environment that has been specifically conducive?
At the moment I’ve been writing from my home studio in the UK. I find I work well when I isolate myself and I like to explore what comes from that. I go through phases though, there are times when I like to be around people but for now I just want to be alone.
How does England and growing up there infuse into your sound?
The weather definitely plays a part. Maybe the bleakness sometimes comes through in my thoughts while writing music. I’m not saying it would change if my environment was different, it’s just easier for me to get into my preferred mindset here.
With this new music coming out, how do you think you have grown and evolved as an artist since your 2024 debut album? Are you creating differently now?
I feel like I’m continually evolving my sound. I guess it’s all a process though because I’m constantly learning new things, but I can’t take all the credit for that. I have a lot of people around me who I am grateful for, who inspire me to no end.
Are there either artists that have been exciting and inspiring you recently? Who is on your radar?
I’ve been kind of switched off to new music lately due to touring and various other things. I go days without listening to music but if I do hear something I like I’ll binge on it. I’ll play it over and over again until I get bored. The last time I remember doing that was on my flight to LA. The song was On My Back by Cardi B. That beat is hard.
What’s something important to you aside from music? Something your passionate about that you want to use your growing platform for?
I love building the world from a visual perspective so that’s something I’ll continually do.
What’s next?
Continue being me”.
I hope that as many people as possible check out Clara La San. She is a wonderful artist that I have known about a bit, but there are some who perhapos are not aware. Do take some time to check out her stuff and, as I said, see her live if you are able to. Whilst perhaps not a ‘risinbg’ artist, she is someone worth spotlighting as one fo the most important and interesting artists of this year. Someone that I know…
WILL be making music for years to come.
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