FEATURE:
A Career I Don’t Have. A Life I Don’t Lead
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The Pains of Having a Visual and Ambitious Imagination
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THIS is a bit of a move away from…
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focusing on music purely and other artists. I wanted to shift it to myself but also look out at the creative industry. That will include music and film. I realise that I am lucky get to write a blog and have access to all sorts of videos and photos. It is great to be able to illustrate features with aids like that. Bring them to life. I would hate it if I did Substack or just wrote and there was no option to bring words more to life. One of the most important parts of music journalism is photography and the music itself. I recently published a feature about music photography and how important it is. How it is an artform and integral aspect of the industry. How the professionals need to be valued. It is great that music photography flourishes at this time. I do think that a lot of music photography does lack imagination and concepts. A too busy photo can be a bit too much to take. Portraits are important, though it can be limited keeping it purely on the face and expression. I will never be a music photography, though I have so many ideas for photos and concepts, I wonder where that will go. Ideas that could go to waste. Maybe not just myself in the photo, I often scour clothing websites and imagine pairing this and this. Envisaging a room with some vinyl and some cool retro stuff in. A whole composition that would be eye-catching. Maybe a shot on the streets of New York with this chaotic rush going on behind but this calm in the forefront. A look that is intriguing and complex. I have ideas like this all the time and envy music photography. I think about album covers too and visualise what I would do. I have so many different concepts and images.
I have posted a feature before imagining an album indebted to Steely Dan. Not cover songs but music that is similar to theirs. A modern-day update. One of the biggest and most interesting aspects was the album cover. I had the concept before the songs and lyrics. I love the songs and would love to get them recorded, though it is the cover that fascinates me. A nod to Steely Dan in terms of the teenager in the middle. A roller skater in pink/peach with a ‘Happy 19th Birthday’ badge (alluding to Hey Nineteen from Gaucho). In a diner or ice cream parlour, there are two tables behind her with people looking on. One is a reporter writing with a camera pointed at her. A woman on another table is crying with a cigarette smouldering in an astray. There is a menu and counter at the back. The roller skater has a cassette in one hand and a knife in another. She gives a sly or slightly happy look up. An image that I think would look great on an album cover, it is that frustration that it can never be realised or be made real. I am not a musician and, to make an album like I imagine, I don’t think will ever occur. I hate that, but I hate more the wasted images and artwork I would love to see appear somewhere. I have a real interest in photography and images. I often think of album covers and concepts. Whether it is outdoor photography or in a studio, it is more than a passing fancy. I have a real desire and need to do something with these ideas. If you are not an artist or someone who can actualise and realise these sort of things, it can be a bit frustrating. I don’t know whether there are ways of pitching ideas and ensuring that photo and album cover ideas do not go to waste.
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I have also thought of film opening sequences. Again, not a filmmaker or writer. I have thought of films and actually have written ideas for one. I am fascinated by opening credits and making an impression. I have three in mind that I wonder what will become. The comedy that I set in 1986 has a split-screen. The left-hand half would be scenes from the film in reverse. It would speed up and slow down as clips of songs from Dire Straits’ Brothers in Arms is played. This cassette being played that plays bits of the song and then skips. It goes a bit too fast and slows down. Paused at times. On the right-hand side is the birth and life of the cassette. From the band finishing the recording to the tape being produced and sent to a factory. It falls out of the back of a truck in the street and then has to navigate its way to safety. We go through scenes like a hotel, strip joint and various alleys and confrontations. The cassette then hitches a ride, goes to therapy and undergoes this development and journey. It eventually finds its way to Haight-Ashbury – where the film is set – and into a music shop, where it sees fellow cassettes and feels like it has found sanctuary. The cassette is then popped into wrapped plastic and makes it way to a shelf in the story. It is in its own section. Even though the album was released in 1985, it makes its way to Haight-Ashbury the following year. A woman from the film walks in and buys the cassette to put in her Walkman. The left-hand and right-hand soon align as the scene in the film where she buys the cassette merges. You get the live action in reverse from the left-hand side and the right-hand morphing into one. The right is animated. It is a cool and old-style animation style. We then move into the Walkman, up the wiring, through the headphones and then into the first scene of the film. In an homage to Fight Club, the screen is a bit blurry and then goes clear as we see a sweaty face and gun in the mouth. Instead, it is tears and the woman has a lolly in her mouth. The cassette in the Walkman of Brothers in Arms has given up and she then destroys it.
It is almost like a music video, albeit it one set to already-existing music. I can imagine the rest of the film, yet it is the opening titles that really excite me. That imaginative and ambitious split-screen. How the left and right then synch and we get this satisfying conclusion. I have another film idea which is a one-take. A dance number through the streets of New York. It is a film set during the last months of Disco. Around 1979. The songs, like the other film, would be more of a mixtape. Various songs from 1979, including Disco numbers merging and building. A colourful and growing dance routine. Dazzling and bright. The central character dancing to each track before ending with Fleetwood Mac’s Tusk. Almost impossible to realise, we go through the streets and so many different locations with this incredible soundtrack. The sound builds and builds with the noises of the street and people. It then goes down and down right at the end. This idea of street sounds creating this urban symphony that sits with the soundtrack. The third and final filmed title sequence could be a music video. It starts with a close-up on a pair of eyes. There is this single take where the camera than move slowly upwards and sideways so that we uncover parts of this larger view.
Like a jigsaw being made. Revealing more and more of this unravelling and unnerving scene. Some beauty and horror alongside striking images. I am not sure of all the details, but I like this idea of panning up and wider bit by bit. The camera then comes back down and goes side to side and down so it closes back in. It is set to this one song – again, not sure what -, until we get back to a close-up of the eyes as they close. Not sure if it was a dream or they were on the ground. I guess this was more about me sort of getting things out. Airing stuff. It is a frustrating experiencing having ideas and visions that you cannot really put anywhere. I am a very visual thinker and that is one of the advantages of music journalism. However, if you extend that and have these ideas that are outside of journalism, what do you do?! It is a bit frustrating. I love imagining various photos, filmed things and even an album. I don’t think that they are worth forgetting about and being seen as rough sketches. Instead, they all have potential and roots that could grow into something bigger. It is what to do with them and how they will be realised. I am really keen for them all to…
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COME to life.